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Episode 1
Dr. Imam Omar Suleiman
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Faith, Leadership & Bearing Witness
Conversation In times of crisis, communities often look first to their faith leaders — not only for answers, but for moral clarity. Sheikh Omar Suleiman reflects on leading a community through the war in Gaza and the surge in Islamophobia that followed, the burdens of public leadership, and what it means to bear witness while helping others carry grief, conviction, and hope.
Guest Imam Omar Suleiman is Founder and President of the Yaqeen Institute for Islamic Research, Resident Scholar of the Valley Ranch Islamic Center, and an adjunct professor of Islamic Studies at Southern Methodist University. A nationally recognized scholar, author, and public intellectual, he has become one of the most influential Muslim voices in America on faith, ethics, civil rights, and public life.
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Faith and moral leadership during national and international crisis
The responsibilities of public religious leadership
Bearing witness to suffering while sustaining hope
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Marium Uddin (00:00)
Dr. Imam Omar Suleiman is the founder and president of Yaqeen Institute for Islamic Research, a Dallas-based scholar, civil rights activist, and one of the most prominent Muslim voices in America on faith, justice, and the intersection of religious life and political engagement. Sheikh Omar, as-salamu alaikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuhu and thank you for joining me on this episode of Witness.
Omar Suleiman (00:19)
Wa alaikum as salaam wa rahmatullah. Thank you for having me.
Marium Uddin (00:22)
What misses the mark about you in other people's understanding, in my opinion, is that behind this larger-than-life stature, you're an incredibly gentle, shy, pious person, someone shaped profoundly by adversity, and someone who is actually highly uncomfortable with praise, celebrity culture, and fame. Chat GPT told me that that was a hagiographic introduction, but is it fair to say?
Omar Suleiman (00:43)
I hope some of it's true. I mean, I definitely hope that I can achieve a higher level in terms of piety. But I I yeah, I'm certainly uncomfortable with a lot of a lot of what comes with the public platform. It it is what it is, and I definitely am shaped by adversity.
Marium Uddin (01:03)
Let's talk about the cause of prisoners. I wanted to start off with that.
The cause of prisoners and the oppressed has been central to your work. Why is it central to you? In other words, where does it come from? Not asking for the theological answer, but the personal one.
Omar Suleiman (01:19)
So there are a few reasons why I think I've cultivated a connection to this particular cause. One of them is I think my hatred for abandonment and no people feel more abandoned than them. It's actually crazy that you can't make the excuse of proximity. For example, even though it's not an excuse, you can say the people of Gaza are very far away.
The people in the Muslim world that are getting bombed to pieces are very far away. You can't say that they're not close enough. They're literally right here. You also can't speak about them and unfortunately we do like the dead where you drive by a graveyard and, well, they've already passed away. So I think that there's just something eerie about it all. And I also think that it's the nature of abandonment.
It feels incredibly painful to think that we've abandoned these people who have gone to these prisons because of serving their community. And so the community turning its back on those that are imprisoned because they serve them is probably why it it speaks so deeply to me. There is a whole theological framing to that when it comes to how we're supposed to treat the prisoner and how we're supposed to
look out for our prisoners. But that's a huge part of it. I I also think that once you know one person who's been imprisoned, like personally, it changes your outlook on everybody else. It's sort of like once you've experienced death, the death of a loved one, then suddenly death feels different. Suddenly the graves feel different once you've put someone you love in those graves.
Marium Uddin (02:55)
Let me follow up on that specifically. I know that Aafia's case means a great deal to you. Can you tell me why she matters to you so deeply?
Omar Suleiman (03:03)
So Dr. Aafia, I've never met Dr. Aafia. I've only seen the videos like so many other people. But I would say that once I met her sister, once I got to know more about her kids, then it started to feel even more personal. So definitely the cause of Dr. Aafia in and of itself is such a noble cause. And just the nature of the injustice towards her. You see, the abandonment is
very much so nefariously tied to post 9/11 tactics of intimidation of the Muslim community. The fact that this poor innocent woman, who's very sweet, I mean the testimonies of her character are consistent, who was doing humanitarian work, charity work, who did everything the right way, I don't believe was guilty of any wrongdoing whatsoever. This isn't even like a, you know, she did something
that was wrong and she was punished more severely. No, I think that this entire case is baseless. I truly do believe that from the bottom of my heart. And you see her sister and you see her kids, like I've had the chance to talk to her family. They just want their mom, they just want their sister back. And at the end of the day, it also pains me more that she's like right here. She's right in Texas. And
in this huge community of Muslims in the DFW area where, you know, people boast about the Dallas community and talk about how wonderful it is, how great the infrastructure is, how big the masjids are, how many schools we have, and these things types of things. That, with Dr. Aafia in our backyard, we usually can't get a hundred people to go out to a protest for her. That to me is an indictment of the community.
So it's not just an indictment of the nefarious political tactics that have been employed against the Muslim community in in a post-9/11 world because who wants to be associated with Al Qaeda? Right. They always frame the prisoner with some sort of, stain that if you come near that prisoner, then you too are guilty of the same thing that they've been accused of. And so
in a post-9-11 world, who wants to be associated with Al-Qaeda? So Lady Al-Qaeda. I mean, it's so disgusting in its nature. And I think that it also speaks to, in my opinion, the community's idea that if we if we back off or if we let this one go and we kind of just stay out of trouble, then hopefully that'll calm things down. And that hasn't worked for over two decades. It's not going to work.
Marium Uddin (05:15)
Well, let's take the inverse of that for a moment and speak into the framing, the injustice, and the abandonment. I want to talk about Marwan's case, Marwan Marouf. In terms of the larger story around him, my experience was that he became a vessel for accumulated grievance, fear, betrayal, rage, and historical memory.
And that changes how communities behave. In his case, we had a number of people come out in support at press conferences and informal gatherings. Expectations, though, mutate. Obviously, you know that well, especially public expectations when there's prolonged injustice. And his case became emotionally enormous for many people. Not only because of who he was personally, but because people connected it to this much longer history that you're describing of HLF, post-9/11 prosecutions, Palestine
surveillance, all of it. And I think that created a situation where people were carrying expectations that no individual legal case could fully bear. You knew him personally and loved, you know him personally, and you loved and love him personally. I was litigating the case from the inside. What did you learn from watching how the community carried that case?
Omar Suleiman (06:24)
You know, it it kind of fit how people were reacting to Gaza, where when we'd go protest after protest, no one was expecting it to prolong the way that it did. And you could see that a considerable amount of the community sort of faded into the background and was just highly demotivated and hurt. I think we were all hurt, but could not find
unfortunately the persistence that was necessary to continue the political pressure to try to do what we could. And you know, this is sort of a faith framing that's very important that you do your part and you leave the rest to Allah, but you have to make sure that you keep doing your part and leaving the rest to Allah. So the initial reaction to Marwan, it was
definitely greater than any other case we'd seen in the community. But I think that the expectation was he's going to come home next week. He's going to come home next month. And so when one month became two months and two months became three months, you started to see that same despair sink in that you saw with the looming background. I don't even know if you could ever call Gaza background, right? But the looming tragedy and genocide of Gaza, right? That people kind of despair.
As it's not changing. Why isn't it changing? Why haven't things gotten better? Why are they still being massacred? Why are they still being starved? So why is Marwan still being held? When's he coming home? And so what it taught me about the community is I think definitely it took it took someone so beloved, so involved in the community to bring certain people out
to his protests. I remember one brother who came to me and said, This is the first protest I've ever attended. And I was surprised because of who that brother was. And he was like, I just don't believe in protests. But for Marwan, I couldn't not come out, because of who he was, right? Who he is. taught me, yeah, I'm saying it taught me that the community will come out for someone that they love, but it also taught me that we still have a long way to go
when it comes to staying the course for a person that is so beloved to our community and staying the course for other individuals. And that, you know, we can be overwhelmed, unfortunately, to a place of complacency, not acceptance, but complacency. And I think that that complacency is what I fear. I think it's exactly what our enemies count on. Not that we become apathetic. I think people still deeply care about Marwan. I think people still deeply care about
many of those that get held, but I think they kind of just tap out and just accept that this is the way it's going to be and resign themselves back to, their daily lives while if anything, just praying for better.
Marium Uddin (09:11)
Marwan was and is special. I know you had also hoped for his eventual release. Did you ever expect it?
Omar Suleiman (09:21)
Yeah, I mean I would say that
I always operate with this, hope for the best, expect the worst, and be unsurprised by anything in between. Maya Angelou's motto. I always operate with that and of course there's a spiritual framing to that, which is Husn al-Dhann and just having a good expectation of God. But I think in the initial days, I did expect that, especially with the political power that we thought we were able to pull, that Marwan, who was never guilty of doing
anything that should put him in this situation would just on the basis of that political clout and power be released. Look, at the end of the day, if you were to take Marwan's case and you know this, if you talk about Democrat and Republican support, now some of the Republicans
that were supporting were doing so very quietly. Some of the Democrats,
candidates, and others were saying, we'll do our part. The community statements, the interfaith statements, the city statements, just all the testimonies to his character. I thought that all of that, from a
practical perspective would culminate in his release. Of course, only Allah is the One Who who sees and can do on the basis of His Divine Wisdom and He sees the whole picture while we only see a pixel. But I did think that, at some point in the early part of that case especially, that that would culminate in his release. I would have thought it was like a Salah Sarsour situation, right? So Salah did come out.
and may Allah protect him and protect all of those that have gotten out and keep them out.
Marium Uddin (10:58)
I I think it's important to recognize the differential between how these cases, these ICE pickups are processed, because of course Marwan's basically began and ended in immigration court without the benefit of fully having had a habeas petition heard. And the judge that was assigned to Salah Sarsour's case was an exceptionally strong judge who had
issued favorable rulings previously, which speaks to the differential in our judiciary and what it takes when it's so personality-driven.
Marium Uddin (17:35)
You're a well-known admirer of Malcolm X, and I wanted to ask you what it is about him that speaks to you. And who among contemporary or recent world leaders across traditions do you admire in a comparable way?
Omar Suleiman (17:56)
I think Malcolm was incredibly unique because Malcolm
both matched political and religious convictions that I have and I admire so much in him. His sincerity, his willingness to grow, his willingness to challenge and be challenged, the courage to match his convictions, the way that he was able to anticipate things and then take very unpopular positions that turned out to be true. The way that he was always on the side of his people, right? So he never was co opted.
He never became a tool against his people, but he always was a sincere advocate for his people, from his people. So his evolution is purely out of sincerity, not out of political pressure, not out of opportunism. And I think that that's exactly where we should all try to be. And his willingness to make the ultimate sacrifice, which is with his own life. He knew he was going to be martyred.
He embraced that fate, he embraced that reality because that's what he believed was true. He had to continue to grow in a way that was going to continue to alienate him, not just from the political arenas that he could have had much mobility had he relinquished certain positions of his, but even from those that were
within his closest circles. He was willing to take stances that would further alienate him because he believed that that was important. He was willing to even take on other causes: Gaza in 1964, Vietnam. He was willing to speak to the most unpopular causes at the time because he believed that it was truth. And so I think that just his
orientation in accordance with the truth, that truth was was his guide in how he made his decisions. And sincerity was his fuel. And he had courage. And it all came out so beautifully to where even his political opponents at the time could not help but admire who he was, or at least acknowledge his sincerity. Now
was he slandered? Was he ostracized? Was he unfairly treated? Absolutely. But I mean, building on the previous conversation, Malcolm also refused to let his community be taken advantage of by those who spoke to the community under the guise of the lesser of the two evils. I think that you have to have that moral conviction, you have to have that current in your community that says
we're just not going to be taken advantage of anymore. So to me, Zionism is Zionism, liberal Zionism is evil because Zionism is ethnosupremacy. If you dress it in a way that it comes off as more benevolent by continuing to throw platitudes or or talk about some two-state solution while every prime minister and every administration, every current in this apartheid state is
openly and actively moving towards the full erasure of the Palestinian people - that doesn't make me feel better. Like I'm sorry. That does nothing for me. If you turn this into a Netanyahu problem and you want to bring Yair Lapid in, you're still the problem. So I think Malcolm just loved his people so much that he didn't want them to be taken advantage of. And there were some within the community that were frustrated by that.
Told him he's being unreasonable and told him that he needs to stop making these types of analogies and stop talking about the liberals that were abusing the black community in their own ways as well. No, if you speak for your people, you speak for your people. And you have to do so with with courage and you have to do so with conviction, you have to do so with sincerity. And even if that's going to cost you certain spaces, it's okay.
Marium Uddin (21:01)
Do you see someone on today's world stage that embodies those characteristics?
Omar Suleiman (21:08)
This would sound really bad because it would sound like I'm putting other people down, but I think it's just because I think Malcolm set a standard that I don't know that anyone has reached on the world stage today. I think there are people that will embody certain elements and people that will be admirable. I hesitate sometimes to name because then they'll take a position that's like, Oh, God, right?
So I think let's just leave it at that. Let's say that I don't think anyone has has matched Malcolm's
purity. Not in terms of their their intentions. I can't judge people's intentions, but the purity of his approach. And I know that purity tests are used in a way that are not necessarily favorable, but I think even if you look at Malcolm in his last year,
did Malcolm reconcile himself to Dr. King's approach? There's a great book by James Cone called A Dream or A Nightmare. I think it's important for everyone who is involved in America's complex political mammoth to read. It's called Malcolm and Martin. The late James Cone wrote about their difference of approach.
Malcolm was moving closer to Martin. Martin was moving closer to Malcolm. There's no doubt that that was happening. Malcolm in his last year spoke favorably about Dr. King. He offered support to Dr. King, but he still disagreed with Dr. King's approach. Like, let's make no mistake about that. Despite his disagreement, he still went to Selma, Alabama. He still wanted himself to be the scary alternative to Dr. King so that Dr. King could get his agenda across. So he said, Let me be
the person that they'd have to deal with if they don't want to deal with you. So he was willing to be the martyr for Dr. King. You go ahead and and and you keep moving things in Selma. Let me be that scary alternative because they'd much rather deal with your politics than deal with my politics. I mean, that's incredibly noble. And what you'll notice is that Dr. King reconciled himself to Malcolm's approach. And an honest political historian would say that King
between 1965 and '68, sounded a lot more like Malcolm. He took on a lot of Malcolm's burden. It's often positioned as Malcolm was the pessimist, this disagreeable, angry, just destructive voice in the movement that could never see the good. And Dr. King helped him see the light.
But it's really quite the opposite. If you look at the positions that Dr. King ended up taking on Vietnam, especially, and breaking the silence on that, and how he even spoke about white America, he sounded a lot more like Malcolm after Malcolm was assassinated. And that has to do with why Dr. King would be assassinated at the time that he was as well.
Marium Uddin (23:32)
Every answer that you give embeds Gaza. I don't think it's possible to have a conversation with you without that being raised. You
didn't go to Gaza.
Did you try to go? Did you have an idea that you would simply be denied permission?
Omar Suleiman (23:45)
I tried to join. There was one doctor's group that eventually was able to get permission for a chaplain type figure so I tried to join that group of doctors and I was rejected by COGAT so didn't go well.
Marium Uddin (23:59)
Have you seriously considered living in a Muslim majority country permanently?
Omar Suleiman (24:05)
I don't see myself permanently in any country in the sense that I believe that as American Muslims and as activists especially and thinkers, it's important to broaden our scope, to broaden our perspective. And so when Malcolm said travel broadens one scope, I think in this day and age, especially where we're seeing just how
destructive American exceptionalism has become, American Muslim exceptionalism also is destructive when we don't think about the world outside of us. And so for me, it's important to spend time in different parts of the world, to connect with people in different parts of the world, to just think about how we move things forward at the global level, and not just speak about this cutouts. And I think that that's one of the reasons why
we've suffered so much, both as Americans as a whole and as American Muslims specifically, is that we don't think beyond our borders. And so Islamophobia is only deeply a problem when it comes to our local mosques, when we have San Diego type situations, right? That to me is a problem. So what when it's our tax dollars that are funding the dropping of bombs on on mosques
whether in Gaza or in Afghanistan or in Yemen or wherever it may be, why is that not a problem? I I did a video. It was provocative.
But it was like, why do Muslims hate America? And obviously we don't hate America. We hate injustice, but that was the point of it. If you search it, it's the question, Why Do Muslims Hate America? It's like, well, let's think about what Muslims actually do hate and why you don't hate that, right? And let's talk about America's foreign policy. And then you can identify the connections between foreign policy and domestic policy. The way that the IDF or the IOF treats Palestinians in the West Bank.
Those tactics are now being used by police departments here at home. They've been used. It's important for you to recognize the knee on George Floyd's neck as the knee that's been on multiple Palestinian necks in the courtyard of the holy places in Jerusalem and so far beyond. So it's important for Americans to think about the world beyond them, and it's important for American Muslims to think about
the world beyond them as well. Connect to the ummah, connect to humanity, go beyond. So I always see myself as someone that advocates for something far greater than what will touch us within our borders. I want to see a better world. I don't think that Allah has made us simply caretakers of one land, but people that are to be witnesses for humanity.
And so that to me is something I think of. And I also view myself as a stranger, as a wayfarer. That's what the Prophet peace be upon him said. You don't view yourself in this world as being of it. You view yourself as being in it. You are a stranger. You're a wayfarer. And so I try not to get too attached to geography, but instead to mission. So all of that to say, I don't ever see myself forsaking all that we've built, all that we've done here in
the United States and in our communities. At the end of the day, I want my three kids to know a world beyond the U.S. as well. I want them to know that there's something so much greater than what's within the borders that we live in.
Marium Uddin (27:04)
I'd like to spend our last few minutes
kind of diving deeper into who you are. To begin with, what is most difficult about the kind of celebrity that comes with your position in this community? Is it hard to give up your privacy?
Omar Suleiman (27:18)
Very hard to give up privacy. It's very hard to put up boundaries. I struggle with that greatly. I am a very shy person, so I find it extremely difficult to say no. And unfortunately, family pays the price, so I I'm trying my best to figure out boundaries. I think that that's something that very few people in the community could probably
appreciate how someone like yourself or anyone that's in a caretaker role, when they wake up in the morning and they open their phone, you're at least reading 20 messages. I need to talk to you right now. I need to talk to you. I need to talk to you. So every morning when I open my eyes, I've got, you know, and it's become 15, 20, 100, 200, 300 messages because every community I go to and I interact with new people.
Somehow things get around. And so I have to prioritize which emergency I'm going to tend to every day. Which emergencies I'm going to tend to every day. And there is no exception to that. There's not a single day that we're not putting out some sort of fires. Right. And so that's everything from another domestic violence case to someone whose kid wants to commit suicide to
community scandals and tragedies to someone else being picked up by ICE. Every day it's yeah.
Marium Uddin (28:39)
you this because I know that we've spoken about the infrastructure question and you've raised it with me about what the community owes its leaders. Mental health services, pastoral care. Are the youth programs and marriage counseling just not enough? And if you could build one thing tomorrow that doesn't currently exist to help this community, what would it be?
Omar Suleiman (29:00)
Case workers. We need more caseworkers. We need caseworkers for refugees. We need caseworkers for our homeless populations. We need people to follow up with those that have these emergency situations within their families. There's a lot of hand holding. At the end of the day, our programs and our classes speak to theory that seems to fall apart
once someone is already in crisis and we just don't have crisis management infrastructure in our community. And then everything ends up getting dumped on those that are the most visible representations of the community leadership to the community. And so the imams have the greatest trust from the community, so it all comes back to them. And sometimes I can funnel and I can send them to certain organizations. Sometimes those organizations don't exist. But even
the referencing, the initial conversation and referencing people to where they need to go becomes very overwhelming. Because I can't talk to 400, 500 people in a single day. I just can't. Right. So, and I'm not just saying this because I'm quote unquote a celebrity imam. I'm saying this at the end of the day, I choose to be a volunteer imam in my community. I'm a volunteer at Valley Ranch. I'm not, you know, in any way employed.
But I want to be amongst a community, my community. And people are looking for anyone that can help them in their time of need. They're so desperate that they will simply knock on the door of a person whose door they know. And we just need we need the ability to be able to have the inbound and the continuation for
people of different needs and I just can't I can't even begin to express how bad it is right now. It's extremely bad right now. Family counseling, refugee needs, the Gaza families that exist in our cities, the ICE detainees, their families. It's just a whole lot right now.
Marium Uddin (30:51)
gifts to our community is your educational series. I appreciated your Ramadan series and your beautiful dua'a. I wanted to ask you what the inspiration behind those dua'a is. It's not ChatGPT making dua'a, right? And in your privacy and solitude, do you make dua'a in Arabic or in English?
Omar Suleiman (31:06)
it's not ChatGPT made.
Both.
Marium Uddin (31:15)
What was the inspiration behind the Ramadan series this year?
Omar Suleiman (31:18)
So believe it or not, the dua'a part was actually not initially part of the plan. It was something that just kind of got tacked on the very end. And it was like, you know, let's just make dua'a with these names of Allah and see how it goes. So it was like, let me just think about how I would make dua'a with each of these names. Some of them were personal dua'as that pre exist that that
that already existed before the Ramadan series. excuse me. So there are preexisting dua'as that were brought into the Ramadan series. But ultimately, I think it's important for people to know that you can call upon Allah in your language using His names, that He is accessible to each and every single one of us, that you don't have to be poetic, that you don't have to rhyme, that it doesn't have to be in a particular language, but you need to learn how to talk to
Allah. Just talk to Allah. And that will cause you to find a sweetness in your dua'a that will serve as a launchpad to future du'as and words that otherwise you would not have been able to find.
Marium Uddin (32:22)
I appreciate that. And I want to ask you about another aspect of who you are that is known commonly to be a big part of who you are. And that of course is your Mom. I think anyone who has heard you knows how much reverence you have for her, and we all kind of feel like we know her, her battles with illness, her partial deafness that protected her. I loved the story of how she didn't understand the exact nature of what was being gossiped about. Her coverage of the Quran during Ramadan, and and so we know that she's your greatest
human motivator and that the loss of her has shaped you profoundly. From my perspective, It seems it would be a foregone conclusion that there's a sadness your children did not meet her. What are the stories about her that you tell your kids?
Omar Suleiman (33:06)
I find myself telling my kids about her pretty much every day. So, anything that allows me to introduce another dimension of her to them, I do. So we'll talk about just her funny moments, we'll talk about jokes that she used to make, we'll talk about her perseverance, and I I try to make sure that they
see her as someone who's deeply present in their lives and present in their current struggles and and present in shaping their current perspectives on life. And the benefit of that is that when when my kids will go through, at least the older ones, when they'll go through tribulation, they'll remember her tribulation, they'll remember her struggle. It'll actually come from them now, as if she sat them down at a breakfast table and spoke to them
about how she got through some adversity in her in her life. And so I'm starting to see that now, especially with my my older two and you know, especially with my oldest in fact. and that's that to me means the world. You know, So at the end of the day, like it's one thing is visiting her grave and having conversations about who she was. Another thing is, you know, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, my father being here to tell other stories and you know, speak about her over
lunch like we did yesterday and talk about some things that we didn't know before, or some conversations or debates, or some of the inner struggles. All of that just helps shape perspective. I You know, I I love biography in general. I love biography. I teach biography. I It's my favorite genre to read the biographies of heroes and villains, people that are way
in the past and people that are still very much so present. And at the end of the day it helps us tap into our own humanity and the best version of ourselves and also avoid the worst version of ourselves. So, when when you're talking to your kids about their grandma who they've never met, and they say it feels like we've met her, it feels like we've known her, we can't wait to meet her, then that's something that's that's extremely important to me
to convey and to continue with them.
Marium Uddin (35:26)
Thank you for answering that. And a question for you to close us out with. And that is if you could say one thing to the Muslim Americans who may be listening to this, not a platitude, but something true and specific in this moment, what would it be? And can you center it around the thing that gives you genuine, non-performative hope?
Omar Suleiman (35:53)
I would say your political prisoners and your refugees, if you gain closeness to your political prisoners and advocate for them, the freedom of a single political prisoner feels like breaking the shackles off of an entire people. And if you deeply connect yourself to the refugees in your midst, then you'll have such a closer connection to the places that they came from that you claim to care about.
It's easy for us to speak about persecution over there. It's much more difficult to deal with the persecution that is right in your backyard. And so I would say if you could dedicate yourself to those two causes, then do so. And the hope is that look, we we have won quite a few battles that seemed impossible. It's really interesting because like
you asked about you know, Marwan and this is Allah's Qadr, Allah's divine decree at the end of the day, and I'm sure that Allah has a plan for Marwan that is far greater than had he been released here in the United States once again. I'm a hundred percent sure of that. I have zero doubt in that, full certainty in that. But like if you would have asked me between Marwan and some of those that did get out, right, who I thought would have gotten out
it it went the other way. But at the end of the day, Alhamdulillahi aalaa kulli haal all praise is due to Allah in every situation, every circumstance. There's a wisdom in it all. But just really focus, focus, focus on the things that are closest to you because the deeper you get into those causes, the more that it's going to inform and shape the way that you dedicate yourself to global causes that can otherwise feel distant.
Marium Uddin (37:45)
I want to thank you. To say that you're a special person is one thing, but I ask Allah to deem you special in His Sight, to elevate you for the work that you do. I also want to thank you for bearing witness on this episode. As you know, the the behind this is for us to document our stories. It's people of conscience and courage who have collided
Omar Suleiman (37:53)
Right, I okay.
Marium Uddin (38:06)
against systems of power. You're inextricably intertwined in that narrative. And so again, thank you for joining me today.
Omar Suleiman (38:15)
Thank you so much for having me and thank you for all that you've done to fight for our prisoners and everything else that you've done for the community. We really appreciate it as a whole and I pray that Allah rewards you and all of those that don't get enough credit for the sustained work behind the scenes.
Marium Uddin (38:33)
JazakAllahu khair. Take care. As-salamu alaikum.
Omar Suleiman (38:37)
Wa alaikum as salaam wa rahmatullah.
Episode 2
Noura Erakat & Lara Friedman
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Law, Narrative & Palestine
Conversation Law is often described as neutral. Politics rarely is. Human rights attorney Noura Erakat and policy expert Lara Friedman examine how international law, diplomacy, advocacy, and public narrative intersect in one of the most contested conflicts of our time. Together, they explore not only what the law says, but why the struggle over the story itself has become so consequential.
Guest Noura Erakat is a Palestinian American human rights attorney, Professor of Africana Studies and Criminal Justice at Rutgers University, and author of Justice for Some: Law and the Question of Palestine. Her forthcoming book, Confronting Zionism: Decolonizing Palestine and Building the World Anew (Haymarket, 2026), co-authored with John Reynolds, continues her work on law, narrative, and Palestine.
Guest Lara Friedman is President of the Foundation for Middle East Peace and a former U.S. Foreign Service Officer who served in Jerusalem, Beirut, and Tunis. Her work has shaped public understanding of U.S. policy toward Israel, Palestine, and the broader Middle East for more than two decades.
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Marium Uddin (00:13)
There is a question that sits underneath every conversation we are in this season. How does this keep happening? Not why people suffer. History offers too many answers to that, but how in a world with international courts, human rights law, congressional oversight mechanisms and First Amendment protections, the architecture of accountability seems to bend so consistently away from the people it was built to protect.
Noura Erakat is one of the most important legal scholars writing on Palestinian rights and international humanitarian law. Her book, Justice for Some, is the most rigorous account we have of how law has been used against Palestinian rights rather than in their defense. Lara Friedman has tracked U.S. congressional dynamics around Israel-Palestine more closely than almost anyone else. She has also documented in granular and authoritative detail what may be the most consequential domestic legal story of this moment.
The systematic legislative effort to redefine antisemitism in ways that suppress Palestinian rights advocacy, silence campus speech, and threaten the tax-exempt status of civil society organizations. I want to understand the architecture of what has been permitted to happen. I want to understand what law can do and what it cannot. And I want to understand honestly whether there is any realistic path to accountability. Thank you both for joining me this morning. It is an honor to have you on this episode
Witness. To begin with, both of you have spent years examining the distance between what institutions promise and what they actually deliver. What was the genesis of the draw for you to this work? And Noura I'd like to begin with you
Noura Erakat (01:46)
Thank you, Marium. Thank you for having me alongside Lara, who I have collaborated with, but also grown with across the years. And so I think that that's been the greatest indication of how much change we are experiencing personally and in the world, which is, as Octavia Butler reminds us, the only thing that stays the same. And thank you, Marium, for your efforts here. I love your framing of this as bearing witness and us providing that testimony. I understand your question in two parts. One is the attraction into
right into the lion's den of confronting power and the other one of the work on Palestine. So I'll answer both somewhat briefly. I'm Palestinian. I'm born in the United States as a first generation immigrant where English is my second language and I'm first politicized as a girl in the world. I have three brothers
in a Muslim Palestinian household. And it was through the lens of being a girl in the world and words I didn't know to give it like feminism that allowed me to see the inequality and the way that we were constantly told that some things are just natural or meant to be, that I knew very much we had constructed as humans. And it was that lens that then enabled me to understand myself
as Palestinian, to see what Palestine was, to even understand racism, poverty, and so on. And by the time I got to college, I was absolutely committed to a lifetime of advocacy and struggle. But my commitment to Palestine in particular didn't happen until after my first semester as an undergrad at Berkeley, when I actually white lied to my family
and used a scholarship that I had received for academics to travel to Palestine and volunteer in Dheisheh, a refugee camp. They, as immigrants, the last thing they wanted for me is to go back to Palestine. The vision for most immigrants is you come, you do great in all of your wealth and success, you offer, you offer something to Palestine, but you never go back. And so on that trip, I was able to see the disparities, not just between
Palestinians and Zionist settler sovereigns, but also to see the difference internally among Palestinians, class, racial, and otherwise. And when I got back to university, I looked around and thought there's a lot of people working on all the other issues I deeply, deeply care about. I'd always seen the world as interconnected, but I also looked around and thought, my goodness, there's so few doing this on Palestine. We're the ones we've been waiting for.
And so stepped into that. In terms of why then step up to confront power, it's been iterative. I begin as an organizer, grassroots organizer first and foremost. You know, launching the divestment campaign at Berkeley, the first one on the second election of Ariel Sharon, February 6, 2001. I had been studying at Hebrew U. The second intifada starts, I'm forced to leave.
I come back to Berkeley and with the first SJP, which had been established there in 1998, in fact, we then launched this divestment campaign. And so I started as an organizer. I finished law school and still planned my first job to sue Israeli officials and to plant BDS campaigns around the country. It was a two-part job. So we planted seeds at Stanford, we planted seeds with the
Presbyterian Church USA, we were going against Caterpillar in the shareholder meetings. I'm an organizer at the same time that I'm working in the law. All of this is iterative. Before I throw myself directly into the work and work in Congress and then work within the UN system and human rights advocacy, all of it is iterative until I hit a wall that basically
I need to answer the question, why is the law not working? What is the relationship between law and power? That drives me back to the academy. And here I am trying to do this work where I think, I rely most heavily on people power and political work and grassroots organizing. It's bottom up for me all the time, first and foremost. That's power.
And I do feel that how we then alter the structures of power really depends on how we've organized ourselves locally and grassroots-wise, including in the law, at the UN, in our legislative work.
Marium Uddin (05:56)
I have follow-up questions to how you've presented the answer to that, but hopefully we'll go through them step by step. So Lara turning it over to you. How would you describe your genesis?
Lara Friedman (06:07)
Thanks. And I want to echo Noura's appreciation for this interview and the framing around Witness. And I will say that I'm deeply humbled to be on here with Noura, who is one of my intellectual heroes and teachers throughout my process of getting to where I am today. I'm going to steal Noura's framing because it's so brilliant on the first why Palestine and then why stepping up.
My story is really also undergraduate story. I never really thought about Palestine very much. I'm Jewish American. I came from I think what is a very typically sort of conventionally Zionist home, which is we weren't really Zionists, we didn't really talk about it, but it was a default kind of of course we love Israel. Of course I've got a Coca-Cola sign in Hebrew that somebody brought me back from Israel on my wall growing up. Never really thought about it. And I never really thought about the sort of narratives that I was taught.
Whether they were true or not, I just assumed they were. Until really I got to undergrad. The most important thing in undergrad, and this is why people who want to teach their kids to not challenge orthodoxy really don't want their kids to meet anyone else who doesn't agree with them. I went to a big school, University of Arizona, that's where I'm from, and I immediately met people from all over the world, including a lot of Lebanese. It was during the Lebanon Civil War.
And a lot of Palestinians. And I discovered very quickly, mostly arguing with people over games of pool, that I didn't actually know enough about anything to defend what I thought I believed and what I thought I knew. And that was intellectually deeply dissatisfying. I grew up in a family where, I was taught that our values and our intellectual integrity are key. Intellectual integrity is consistency and honesty and integrity.
So that led me on a path of taking classes and learning a lot more. So that by the time I graduated and then went to graduate school, I had already moved a great distance away from knee-jerk sort of pro Israel narratives that I grew up with. And then I joined the Foreign Service out of graduate school. And I went to Jerusalem on my first tour by accident. It wasn't my desire to become someone focused on the Middle East or Palestine. I'd actually intended to go to Africa. And in Jerusalem, I lived in East Jerusalem.
All my neighbors are Palestinian, all my friends are Palestinian. It was just after the end of the first intifada, and I spent all my days pretty much in the West Bank dealing with settlers and settlements. And it is a brutal reckoning to suddenly see things on the ground. For all the things I thought I knew, the reality of the West Bank, the reality of the IDF and how it treated me when I was in a car with Palestinian friends
or what we saw with settlers and settlements and the friction doesn't even begin to describe it. And these are settlers who today are my contacts in the settlement movement then, you know, the ambassador to Washington was one of my contacts then when I was the consulate. And they were unabashed in their philosophy and in their dehumanization of Palestinians. It was a very steep and brutal learning curve for me. And it
changed my entire interface with the world because more than anything it brought home to me not just the deep injustice, but the deep hypocrisy that pervades every conversation about Palestine. and it really brought home to me a sense of responsibility as someone who is Jewish, as someone who is American, for the role that we as
Jewish Americans and the United States play in that. And that's sort of unbearable. Once you know that, you can't unknow that. So when I left the Foreign Service, I came back to this. And, the question of iterative, when I came back into this after the Foreign Service, I came to the American arm of Peace Now, American sister organization to the Israeli peace movement, which is a liberal Zionist organization. And while I was there and
I think my friends in the broader movement who know me and have watched my evolution can attest - I really wrestled with the whole concept of liberal Zionism and trying to define it in a way that aligned with my views in a way that reflects integrity. and I remember once talking to an Israeli friend of mine and describing how I made my peace with the word Zionism, and his response was, Well, that's great and what you described is liberal, but it has nothing to do with Zionism. And I'm like, No, you're wrong.
It's been a journey for me. Where I am today, I absolutely would not describe myself as a Zionist and my focus really is on doing all I can to try to really achieve justice and and integrity across the full range of policies and issues. Which then takes me to stepping up and confronting power, which I like the idea of again iterative. When I came to Americans for Peace Now,
I sort of dove in and started trying to look at all the legislation that existed because I don't like to answer questions unless I really know all the facts. And that's when I started to realize there were so many inconsistencies in the current law. There is absolute outright hypocrisy in the way the law is interpreted and implemented. Things like anti-BDS legislation that started in 2016 or so, and then the antisemitism legislation that started a few years later.
I never set out to become the person who obsessively tracks these trends and documents them. But I kept getting questions about them and I kept looking at articles and thinking this is not being dealt with in a way that is is accurate. And fact should matter. Law should matter. I know these normative statements about what should matter. It should. And at the very least, if I can't force people to make it matter, I can at least force them to face the hypocrisy
of what they're saying. And I can empower the grassroots to have the facts they need to call out the lies when they see lies and to call out the hypocrisy.
Marium Uddin (11:21)
I want to take some of what Lara has said, Noura, and sort of flip the script because a lot of how you answered the first question was anchored in your Palestinian Muslim identity. And I want to ask you, what unique value do you ascribe to our allyship with people like Lara with their
sincere and fierce outspokenness and advocacy for Palestine? Are they still outsiders looking in, or have they become so integrated that we are now one with them?
Noura Erakat (11:49)
Great question. You know, I was thinking about this as Lara was speaking, right? And I was thinking about how even, at some point we were thinking about, in work that I had written about, how is it that we forge a shared and collective future? I've changed a lot. And I've changed a lot in the course of struggle, and a long time ago to understand that this is just squarely and fundamentally a Palestinian liberation movement.
That those who benefit from the supremacy of that structure and the privileges of that structure - the right to violence, the right to life of that structure - also have a lot at stake to become liberated from it. But it is not their liberation struggle. It is our collective liberation, but it is primarily a Palestinian liberation struggle and one in which I think that our allies have to fundamentally understand themselves as allies -
which means deference to Palestinian visions, strategies, tactics without dictation. And this is something that's come up a lot in movement where, those who want to be involved with Palestinians somehow want to then tell them, hey, hey, we agree with everything that you say, but that slogan is just like a little bit too much. It's not up to you. You haven't endured this violence.
If you feel like it's too much, it's because you haven't lived this, right? Or thinking in another way about all the times I've been on television or at universities or in communities, where in order to have me speak, I had to have someone who identified as Jewish or Israeli to speak alongside me so that they can rubber stamp what I'm saying. One, to make me a trustworthy interlocutor, but also two, what's suggested here
is that what Palestinians want for their future has to be contingent on what might be amenable to would-be Israelis? Would-be, because the Jews who live all over the world have the ability to settle in Palestine and to acquire citizenship through territorial accumulation, which is contingent on the dispossession of Palestinians. And here we are placed in a condition where that person
has to explain that go ahead support the Palestinian because we're okay with that, right? And what's the structure there is that - and this is what you know, similar maybe Lara, to the way that your home was just by default Zionism - Zionism is so racist and supremacist as an ideology that it frames without us even knowing Jewish life as superior
wherever it is and Palestinian life is inferior, so that that act that question actually matters. So that I, for example, can be on a television program on the day the first the first bombing of Palestinians in Rafah in tents, where they are burned to death, where their skin melts off, where they're suffocated in plastic tents. And I'm talking about you know a future without Zionism.
And the host wants to ask me, but how does that make Jewish people feel? In the moment that Palestinians are being burnt to death, And so I just want to speak really, really plainly. We are all in a collective struggle for liberation. All of humanity is. But that has to be led by those who are
at the greatest harm, even in human rights. even if you take a very doctrinal human rights approach, there's a hierarchy to human rights. Territorial and bodily integrity are the top. Okay? Your feelings are the bottom. And so, you know, in the vision, I I still very much believe that we are in this to co struggle, but I also think it's very important for us now
to be able to separate, to extricate, the Jewish question from the Palestinian question. Jews obviously have a question to settle about confronting antisemitism that cannot be wrapped up in Palestine. And that has preceded and has exceeded Zionism. But Zionism, at least since 1942 and the Biltmore Conference, has been the primary way that people have understood Jewish liberation, and that's the work here.
We have to take it back to the Enlightenment. There's been unresolved questions about Enlightenment Europe and how that produced Jews as exogenous from the human. Let us resolve that question. Let us speak about the externalization of Jews and the evacuation from them of European citizenship. Let's talk about it within a U.S structure and Western society. But the imbrication of it somehow is tied to Palestine, and now we have to find a happy medium
Is not going to work. And we've witnessed this in the course of genocide. That should no longer be the answer. And it's incumbent on those of us to really lead that call and to give folks the language and the confidence to be able to say what they feel. Because after you see genocide and you see an Israeli society that believes they have the right to do it and to do it again, right? Enough. Enough. That's when let's think about our collective humanity.
Using your language, Lara, let us have integrity on how we approach that and defer to Palestinians in their liberation struggle.
Marium Uddin (16:47)
Noura, let me follow up on that with two questions specifically, please. I'm going to ask them in tandem. So the first part of the question is that we know many Americans at this point have become hyper focused about our democracy at the fault lines. Do you see a connection between the erosion of due process and student protest cases and immigration enforcement and in the framing of even Iran policy?
And if so, what is that connective tissue? That's my first question. My second question is when you look at U.S policy over the last twenty years, do you think it is more accurate to understand it as support for Israel, opposition to Palestinian self determination, or something else entirely?
Noura Erakat (17:29)
Let me answer the first question rather briefly, and it's something that came up a lot in the 2024 election, where folks were framing almost existentially, it's either Americans, you know, and primarily black Americans and other racialized communities who will survive or Palestinians who will survive, right? Because the Biden administration
had overseen a genocide, and so now this became again a mutually exclusive question about only one community can survive, and so we all have to, you know, align behind a genocidal president in order to save ourselves. With zero irony, right? With zero irony, even though there was, even though he was removed and there should have been another candidate.
And obviously this was the moment to shift course and polls showed us otherwise. And so I just want to say that in that moment, I think it was a missed opportunity to and now we're seeing increasingly illuminated that the U.S.'s borders far exceed the continental United States and its, you know, colonies, be it Hawaii, Puerto Rico, or otherwise, our U.S. geography is global
because of our militarism and imperialism and the wars that we wage abroad in order to enrich the United States, in order to maintain military superiority, in order to maintain some hegemony. I think that's crumbling, that's crumbled even. That enrichment we take for granted in the United States because we can't see past our own borders.
In fact, we can't even see within our borders. We don't understand the U.S. as a white settler colony, or the fact that there are indigenous people being removed, that the enrichment of so many is about about white supremacy as a central organizing principle in the United States. And so here I just want to emphasize that state violence, connects violence abroad and violence at home. They are imbricated.
It's what Aime Cesaire would describe as a boomerang, but even preceding that, we are basically producing that that violence is co-constitutive. Julian Go, a sociologist at the University of Chicago, examined how the U.S.'s first imperial war beyond the U.S., when the U.S. defeats the Spanish in 1898 and comes to occupy the Philippines, Guam, Cuba, Puerto Rico, and all these Spanish holdings.
That's when we see the U.S. military transform from a military that was protecting itself. For example, it might be defensive and in engaging in expansion in the United States and, you know, the American frontier, a settler frontier, to now one that needs to maintain its colonial holdings. And there we see the army transform to become racially profiling, mounted units.
That directly impacts the way that U.S. policing is then reformed in the early 20th century. So many people trace the militarization of U.S. police to the Vietnam War, but Go and others will show that it far, far precedes that moment. And so in this moment, there's no way to understand what's happening in the United States if you can't see what the United States is doing abroad.
You just forgave Biden, but Biden and Trump the same, expansion of police powers, lying under oath in front of congressional hearings, the dismissal of jobs, the weaponization of student protests, the infringement on academic freedom without understanding how people have given them a pass in Palestine and beyond.
But I'm using Palestine here because genocide is so central. And so here I would just say state violence is entwined. And in order to be able to defeat fascism at home, we have to be able to defeat at minimum, genocide abroad. And now we're seeing the future of that in the seeds for the BOP or the Board of Peace. On the second question,
look, I think that the U.S. policy has been consistent since 1967, at the time of the mandate, at the end of the First World War, was seen as an alternative for the Palestinians, seen as alternative to the British. By 1948, the U.S. is voting to recognize Israel, but is not an ally. And in 1967, the U.S. under Lyndon B. Johnson, becomes the primary ally.
To Israel, providing it both its qualitative military edge, which means it could defeat singularly or collectively all of the Middle Eastern countries, and ensuring that it is beyond multilateral reach, meaning that international law will not impact it and instead the outcome will be determined by political negotiation only, which means power will prevail, which means, if the U.S. is behind Israel, here we have U.S. global superpower supporting.
That has been the policy since 67. The things that have changed has been how honest or not U.S. administrations have been about this. I just want to be clear on this. What has changed is how the U.S has been honest or not about this. that the Obama administration, for example, has seen as more favorable to the Trump administration on the question of Palestine, belies the fact that the Obama administration used its first veto
in the Security Council against a resolution on the illegality of settlements. What's changed is public opinion. What's changed is that people have made their own decisions. Public opinion is unequivocal, that there is far more support for Palestine. People understand Israel
as a genocidal state, as one that acts outside of the bounds of international law and its war of aggression on Iran, for example, as its outright desire to settle its territorial ambitions in the south of Lebanon, as the circulation of its weapons globally, its entwinements with U.S police forces. People see Israel as a bad guy and a bad actor. It's cringe, so to speak.
Young people refer to things that they think as cringe is so Israeli, right? There's a major cultural shift. That has changed. That has not translated into political power. But we see the six new pro-Palestinian candidates who have been elected in one in their primary elections, that too is changing.
Marium Uddin (23:03)
Thank you, Noura. I also would like to ask Lara in response to what Noura has shared, how do you carry what she has said? Is it entirely resonant for you? Are there areas that you would push back on?
Lara Friedman (23:16)
Thank you. I always love listening to Noura. I feel like I come out smarter and more articulate just for listening to her. So on the first question you asked, Noura, I agree with everything she said. Look, it is not the Palestinians' problem that Jewish people like me are wrestling with what being Jewish means in an era when Judaism is being redefined or there's an effort to redefine it entirely in terms of a political project that I reject. That isn't Palestinians' problem.
And to the extent that you know I want to to do something about a project that is being done in my name that I disagree with, my role, and I've certainly evolved in how I think this role is best enacted, but my role is to be an ally and it's to exploit the privilege that I have, and I recognize that I have privilege here, but it's to exploit it in order to do everything I can to strengthen, amplify, back up what Palestinians are doing, what Palestinian leadership
of the movement wants to do and not to tell people what they can and can't do. And I say this from also the painful experience looking back of being part of a very well-intentioned peace industry, which did exactly what Noura said. For years, if we wanted to organize an event where we had a Palestinian speaker, you also had to have a pro-Israeli-Israeli speaker. You couldn't have a Palestinian voice just speaking.
I was always uncomfortable with the, you know, you shouldn't use this framing. But I think I was uncomfortable with it at the time, more of, my argument being people keep telling you it's not effective, but what they're saying is more effective hasn't worked. The point is we shouldn't be telling Palestinians what to say, what language to use. But let's also be clear, all of the well-intentioned liberal Zionist framing that's been pushed on Palestinians for decades didn't work either. In fact, all it did was normalize
a political paradigm that has kept Palestinians, a so-called peace paradigm, that's actually kept Palestinians shackled to occupation, to apartheid, and now to genocide. So I mean, my goodness, grow some empathy, and grow some some humility. As if you somehow think you're wiser than the people who actually are at the the forefront of trying to fight genocide. Enough. I mean, it's been enough for a long time.
In terms of how I behave in the world and the model that I try to give to other people in the sector who are maybe similar, is it embodies that as best as possible. And I know that I can rely on Palestinian allies and friends to tell me if I'm not, and I appreciate that. So there's that. I will say on the fighting antisemitism piece of it,
this again goes to the question of it is not the problem of Palestinians to solve that there is rising antisemitism, most of it coming from the right, from the traditional sources that we all know. It is our problem to solve. And the fact that there is a political program that seeks to subvert an effort to fight actual antisemitism and turn it into a Zionist program to suppress and delegitimize and perhaps.
punish and criminalize Palestinian movement for lives and rights is outrageous. And again, that isn't Palestinians' problem. But it's always made Palestinians' problem because every time there's an effort at fighting antisemitism, like the IRA definition or even the more well-intentioned Jerusalem Declaration, these are well-intentioned efforts to not have the antisemitism fight turned into a cudgel against Palestinians,
you still see it framed like the whole idea that antisemitism needs to be understood and defined in any way in opposition to Palestinian language, Palestinian rights, Palestinian movement, is ridiculous and that has to be challenged. On the question of whether it's anti-Palestinian or pro-Israel, I would argue that in the post-'67 era in which we all live, that is a distinction without a difference. If you listen to people in
Congress,
it's not just anti-Palestinian, it's anti-Arab, it's anti-Muslim. The language in Congress for my entire lifetime, the legislation, the resolutions, all of that, it is clear for political purposes, anything that humiliates, shows contempt for, sanctions, pick your word, Palestinians in particular, but also Muslims and also Arabs, is considered the pro-Israel place to be politically.
It's completely indistinguishable. And the question of whether, how this is changing, and what Noura said about, the sort of evolution to Obama and where we are today. I mean, I did an analysis during the Obama era about UN Security Council vetoes and UN Security Council resolutions. People think Obama, the most pro-Palestine president.
Obama vetoed everything related to Palestine except that very, very last one, at the very, very last moment when it clearly wasn't going to have a lot of impact, and he spent some political capital weirdly there. But if you go back before him, every president before him since '67 had actually voted yes or supported things the UN Security Council that he opposed. It was actually an evolution towards Obama being more hardline,
just iron wall, no we will not show any difference with Israel politically. There is no daylight. And some of that is because that's sort of where the lobby went. He was accused before he was even elected of being anti-Israel and that he would be the first president to ever betray Israel's Security Council. That was a narrative that everybody bought. we heard it constantly. We saw it in media. I actually did my research
because I found myself saying once, maybe he'll be the first president to vote against Ezra at the UN Security Council. And then I thought, wait, that doesn't sound right. This is me thinking facts should matter. And I did this giant database-like project and discovered that not only would he not be the first, he actually, for his first seven and a half years in office, was the first one to veto everything and set a new standard. That's the evolution. I would argue that the evolution, as Noura said, is more honesty.
But I would argue it's more than that. there has been a greater sort of arrogance and a greater greed politically to see how much further Congress can go, how much further Congress should be pushed in terms of creating these absolutely unchallengeable, entitlements in U.S. policy and law for Israel,
where to the point where under Obama and then Biden, of course, now Trump, it's an interesting moment. We see a paradigm of U.S.-Israel relationship race relations that goes so far beyond anything before that. And it's seen now as the standard that it would be antisemitic and anti-Israel to in any way move away from. And that's what's now being profoundly challenged by what Noura was saying, the changes at the grassroots, which are
profound and they're bipartisan and they're multi-generational. And also we have a really historic presidency in the sense that this president no one knows what he'll do and he's not accountable to the normal forces that limit what a president will do. So we don't know.
Marium Uddin (29:43)
I want to just shift us geographically, Lara. I want to talk about people like Ben-Gvir for a moment, a person who expresses extreme inflammatory anti-Arab racism.
But then we see him being championed for it among legions of followers in Israel. And his hawkish positions on Gaza, the West Bank, and Iran reflect a growing entrenched ideological current within mainstream Israeli politics. I had mentioned that we all know Americans invested in this space are looking to a change in the current administration to alleviate or create some sort of damage control.
How much of the future do you think actually depends on political change inside Israel itself?
Lara Friedman (30:22)
It's a heck of a question. I think the first thing to say, and I don't take it for granted that everyone who's paying attention today has been paying attention as long as I have or Noura has. I think it's important to say that Ben-Gvir is not a one-off. It isn't like he suddenly got thrown up by the political moment. Ben-Gvir is part of a trend in Israeli politics that dates back to forty-eight. It certainly dates back to sixty-seven. He is a Kahanist, he is in the mode of Rabbi Meir Kahane.
You can read Kahane's books. He was an American citizen, a rabbi in New York. This is the undercurrent of just absolute overt dehumanization, racism, Jewish supremacy. I see this in Jewish media, U.S Jewish media, Jewish supremacy is an antisemitic term. I learned this term from Israeli analysts. I understand this. This is in a proud way, right? This is a proud idea.
There's nothing new here. What is new in the current moment is it's more than a decade old. It really dates from the Gaza disengagement and the period where you had a almost rebirth of the normalization of the hardest line racism in Israel. So you had had it before Oslo.
This is what I grew up with. You know, Palestinians are terrorists, they're antisemites, they're like Nazis. There's just no space at all for the humanization of Palestinians. You then have the Oslo process, and you have a lot of Israelis, many of them I don't think made a huge journey towards humanizing Palestinians, but suspend disbelief. We have this process, at least we have to pretend that we believe this is possible or pretend you know there's negotiations, things are different. The
Oslo process is incredibly problematic for many reasons, but one of them is exactly this. It didn't actually change how Israelis feel about Palestinians. And what we saw with the end of the Oslo process, as it was losing all credibility, and as soon as sort of there's a moment in Gaza disengagement for a lot of people is that moment, you basically have a resurgence of this, let my most racist anti-Palestinian flag fly. And
post-October 7th, we saw this instantaneously. I mean, the distance between, I'm not a leftie to just turn the place into a parking lot. it was a matter of seconds. And, for folks who don't understand how broad base this is, look at Israeli polls. And I'll remind people, and who knows what will exist on the internet years from now, the fact that Israel today is a, I would argue, a pariah state, it's not just that
it's cringe, Israel has become for the grassroots internationally a pariah state, largely because Israel's own soldiers spent months and months live streaming genocide from Gaza. And Israel's own citizens spent months and months live streaming videos of them mocking and showing absolute contempt for Palestinians as they're being genocided. it's unreal. Those of us who'd been following the arc of Israeli politics this whole time,
we're not surprised. We are the ones who are saying from October 7th forward, pay attention to the voices that are saying, turn Gaza into a parking lot. These are not marginal voices. Pay attention to the people who are dehumanizing every single Palestinian man, woman, and child. These are not marginal views, and they are not marginal today.
Change has to come in Israel before Palestinian lives and rights can be achieved. I've always thought that that was a fantastical notion that was really about kicking the can down the road and avoiding holding Israel accountable for its crimes, holding it for its contempt for international law, holding it for its contempt for international norms. We have elections coming up in Israel. If Bibi loses, and no one should take that for granted - he is the ultimate survivor -
if he loses, whoever replaces him is not going to be more moderate on Palestinians. Maybe the next government will be more rational and moderate on Iran. Maybe. But on Palestinians, there is broad consensus of, how do we fight to be more hardline than the other guy? And the only thing that's going to change that is consequences for Israel.
Marium Uddin (34:08)
I do want to ask a follow up question, although I can feel through the screen that Noura has maybe a lot that she
would like Yes.
Noura Erakat (34:14)
I just want to add
a couple notes. I'm so grateful for Lara's analysis and how closely she follows this. I follow as much as possible their channel 13 and surveys and whatnot. And so I just find it so laughable when folks want to say Israel's not an apartheid state. Except if you ask any Israeli, they would be offended
If you told them that Palestinians were equal to you, I just find it so laughable that we struggle with Zionism racism, where the whole ideology is prefaced around the right for Jews to survive above all other people. And first and foremost, Palestinian people, Like genocide now becomes a policy option.
If that's what makes people feel safe, right? The Central Bureau of Statistics in Israel did a survey, I want to say in 2020. And this is before 2023, okay? Before the October 7 attacks. So I know that there has been a major shift since then, where anybody who was kind of on the line, suddenly flipped
and saw their lives as mutually exclusive with the ability for Palestinians to survive. So it's okay, just get rid of all of them. Yeah, maybe save some of their lives and move them to other countries, but they can't be here anymore, right? But even in 2020, the survey showed that of the age ranges of who is the most religious, extreme, chauvinist, racist, violent,
that survey showed that the most extreme were those aged 18 to 25. That means that Israel's future is even more violent and racist than this present. So for us to then wait on Israelis who literally live in a bubble, who are on the beach, okay? Summertime vibes, as Gaza is being incinerated, and families are being incinerated, and they still feel
that they are the victims, right? In need of yoga retreats and people's sympathy to support them in genocide. We can't be waiting on them to change the future. And if you want to wait on them to change the future, my God, make it a price for them to pay. But we haven't even exacted a price. And so, you know, this is not new to Palestinians. It's not like the United States had this
wake-up moment and said, Hey, we've really messed up. Black people are human. Why would we enslave them? Right? And then and even blackness is a construct. But like Africans are human. Why would we enslave? Nobody had that moment. It took struggle. It took price, an exacted price. It took an international movement. It didn't even begin in the United States. It was global. Or even to think about equal juridical equality, right? So for anybody who believes that,
Israelis need to do something, then make it a heavy price. Make it a heavy price. But the fact of every time we went on television to make an argument of just end the genocide and the response from these anchors, well, Israel doesn't think it's a genocide. Israel doesn't think it's apartheid. Who cares? Right? And so here, just an emphasis, and I say this because for the listener, I think we tiptoe too much
around saying the wrong thing, about there's been punishment exacted and people losing their jobs and folks being labeled. And I just want to say this just to emphasize, we're right. We're right. We just have to to keep on pushing and make it okay for other people to see that and say that. That's all. And yeah, arrest Ben-Gvir when he comes to New York.
Marium Uddin (37:35)
Mamdani's town. So Lara, Noura had mentioned the cost that we've got to attach a cost. There have to be consequences. What can be done
to end - not just curb - but end settler violence. And from your framework, were U.S. sanctions ever enough?
Lara Friedman (37:52)
So I appreciate the question, but I'm going to challenge it. Settler violence itself is a problematic framing. settler violence, which is a term that for many years, the Israeli left has really rallied around because it separates the bad guys with like the bad apples, right, from the rest. You know, the settlers are crazy, the settlers are extreme. There really is no distinction between settler violence and state violence.
That has always been the reality. B'Tselem the Israeli Human Rights Group has been saying that for years. That's been one of their slogans. It is indisputably true from the perspective of Palestinians on the ground. It was true before October 7th. Since October 7th, it is manifestly true because you simply can't tell who is IDF and who is a settler. At this point, they're inextricably linked. The fact is, the settlement movement, since its birth, is an Israeli government project
of both the right and the left. Every government in power in Israel, either party, any party, have always supported the settlements. And they've done it financially, they've supported them politically, they've supported them legally. There's an entire area of Israeli law which is basically designed to enable the settlement movement, despite the fact that it's not legal under international law, and much of what they do is illegal even under Israeli law.
If you push hard enough that there might be accountability, so we'll change the Israeli law. If necessary, we'll change the entire judicial system. There's simply no distinction. So if we're looking for ways to stop settler violence, that goes back to what does it mean to put real pressure on Israel. The idea that sanctions on individual settlers is going to make a difference. I mean, I get it, it feels good. I'm certainly not someone who opposes, singling out
a bad person or a bad set of actors or a company that's deeply complicit in international violations of international law. And maybe, let's be clear, maybe 25 years ago, that actually would have meant something because then it would have been a signal to Israel that it doesn't enjoy impunity and that there will be an escalating set of tactics. And maybe that would have made a difference. Today it has not made a difference. The Israeli government, much like the U.S. government when it comes to like, BDS, the Israeli government,
basically, will use all the tools of government to ensure that those sanctions don't have any impact. And they will essentially treat it as leverage, proving to the world whoever does this is antisemitic and anti-Israel that it doesn't matter. We have to be looking at real sanctions. Israel is effectively now a pariah state internationally. It is effectively a pariah state for a large part of the U.S. grassroots, the electorate across the country. Again
bipartisan, multi-generational, if there is ever a moment to say, what does it look like to put real pressure on Israel? Pressure that can get them to stop committing ethnic cleansing in the West Bank using settlers and the IDF together as their tool. To stop committing a new genocide and ethnic cleansing in Lebanon, which they literally, they're taking the tactics of Gaza. I lived in Lebanon for two years. I know Lebanon well. They are erasing parts of Lebanon. If people think that they're going to get out
of those areas that they're erasing and not try to keep them completely empty forever is either to reoccupy with IDF like they're doing in South Syria now. People are paying attention. It takes real pressure and real pressure can have impact in Gaza, in Lebanon, in the West Bank for Palestinian citizens of Israel who have never been treated as full citizens and absolutely are facing the worst crisis of any time since '48.
It can affect all those things, but it means actual real pressure. And then the question is, where are those pressure points? and the answer is there are too many to even begin listing here. The U.S. relationship with Israel is so broad and so deep. If there is an intention to actually do real pressure that Israelis will feel and cannot not take into account, the opportunities are just a matter of creativity and a matter of political capital. How much do you want to spend?
But going after the sort of thing where you pick out the low-hanging fruit. You know, Jerry Nadler has had an amendment offered to a bill I think last week on settler violence. I'm sorry, it's too easy. Why are you not having a resolution that calls for U.S. sanctions on Israel if it doesn't let humanitarian goods into Gaza? Like there are real things you could be doing. This isn't real. I mean, it feels good.
And it's a low hanging fruit, I think, for a lot of the sort of liberal Zionist community, but it's twenty five years too late.
Noura Erakat (42:05)
I'm just going to add to that real quick why these members of congress that are otherwise stalwart zionists are
moving. Because people are moving. Everybody has moved the needle. They're moving to catch up and they're not catching up enough and they're just doing enough where they can protect Israel and the status quo without changing anything. Just building on that, I love the breakdown of the lack of distinction because
it's a settler state. The project of it is settlement. Zionism is a race-making project that created a new Jew, right? A new category of not even Israeli, because the Israeli you have Israeli citizenship, but you're not an Israeli national - but it created this new category of Jewish national that's contingent on territorial accumulation. And there is no territory without dispossessing other people.
Let me come to this new section 224 in the National Defense Authorization Act, which folks are referring to as the merger of Israeli and U.S. military. Now there's not going to be a merger literally, but what the merger is, is making more concrete the integration and the cooperation between the U.S. and the Israeli military industrial complex.
It's joint research, it's joint exchange, it's on weapons technologies, the exchange of technologies, military carceral technologies and weapons. But even that move, we've even heard Netanyahu say it. We can't be dependent on U.S transfer of weapons. The writing is on the wall. Americans do not want to give Israel their weapons anymore. And so, instead, now they're creating other means by which they can say we're not.
"There's no transfer." Or this other language. We saw Rahm Emanuel say it recently, the former chief of staff for Obama, who says, Yeah, I'm going to run. And I don't think that we need to be giving Israel any more subsidies for weapons anymore. They should just be allowed to buy it. All of this language is a smokescreen. Israel should not be allowed to buy weapons from anyone. It is a genocidal state.
And if we needed yet another we have that in the ICJ decision of 2004 not to advance the wall. We have that in the ICJ decision of July 2024 on the illegality of Israel's presence in the territories. We have that in the plausible genocide of the ICJ - the three provisional measures that basically said you cannot enable Israel to continue. And now the UN Commission of Inquiry, the most recent one, that said that there is a systematic targeting of children,
which is part of a genocidal project. And one of its recommendations to the Security Council is complete sanctions on Israel. No two-way exchange. So just, to echo you, Lara, that what they're saying is a smoke screen to maintain the status quo, but nothing less than absolute sanctions in this moment. It's not that Israel should be allowed to buy weapons. They have to be cut off
from buying these weapons per law, per morality, per the political tendencies right now.
Marium Uddin (44:57)
The place I would like to end us today is more personal in terms of what has the cost of carrying this done to you?
What has stopped you dead in your tracks where you thought that you couldn't get up the next day and do this again? And what helped you reverse course and say, no, I'm I'm back in the fight, come hell or high water.
Noura Erakat (45:16)
The first time I retired from activism, I was a junior in undergraduating college. And then, you know, I was just like, it's too much. I'm tired and burnout is a real thing.
And it's really hard to figure out how to balance when you care about something so much. And it feels like we're in crisis mode because when is it not a crisis, especially when it has been a crisis? And so, I have many times, many times hit rock bottom. And the most recent time that was the hardest was probably in May 2025 when Israel resumed the attacks on Iran. And I thought,
Yo, this is a slam dunk. Iran restrained from fire the previous November, that's a sovereign state, its right to self-defense is not in question. Israel has five war fronts open. Like surely people are going to take it to task. And to watch media and pundits basically respond and normalize Israel's attack and to villainize Iran again was when I started to really become deflated that there probably is a secret society that has a suicide pact.
And what are we doing on the outside? Now, we've seen the Epstein files, we've learned of, you know, Peter Thiel's gathering of these societies, So maybe that's not far off, but that's really, really deflating. The thing that has eventually got me up and out, has been manifold. The most significant has been looking to Palestinians in Gaza who have never surrendered.
Who have still not surrendered. Palestinian mamas who have continued to make and nurture life, even though there's a direct attack on reproductive genocide, and no guarantee of their future. Children who innovate and learn, even though their schools have been destroyed. Palestinians who make music, like Ahmed Abu Amsha, who's turned the hum of drones into songs for children. That first and foremost.
When I look at that and I think, if we have learned nothing in this moment, then we must learn that Palestinians have shown us how to survive, how to fight, how despite a hundred years of imperial collusion, they have not been defeated. And so the least I can do in the comfort and the privileges that abound relative to those conditions is to not surrender.
Marium Uddin (47:22)
Thank you, Noura. Lara for the last words on this.
Lara Friedman (47:26)
I'm so inspired by what Noura just said. I mean, I don't even have to add. I mean, look, these are incredibly demoralizing times. In terms of a price paid like with the Jewish community, you know, really whatever. I mean, certainly it has made some things challenging. I remember we're an interview that Mohammed Al Kur did, Jewish people saying it's so hard to talk about this at the Shabbat dinner table and he's like, Imagine how hard it is living it. You know, having the
ability to recognize that whatever challenge this poses personally in that sense, it is nothing compared to actually living through this and you have to stand up for what you believe. I'll say that, particularly since October 7th I and everyone I know struggles with, just profound demoralization. We've gotten all very good at compartmentalizing. Immediately after October 7th, I mean, I it would just hit me.
And everyone I know, you just sort of suddenly find yourself crying. It's just absolute, just unbelievable demoralization. I think we all compartmentalize. But when the demoralization becomes too heavy, you look to community and you look to other people who are standing up and you find strength from that and from people who understand what's going on, and you find strength from knowing that as Noura said, we're right. There isn't an alternative to standing up.
Literal genocide is happening as we speak. It is that there's not an alternative to not try to do something. And frankly, I feel like for me it's incredible privilege that I have something to do. So I want to lean into that. I think it'd be far more miserable knowing all this and not doing something and not trying to to make a change and at least contribute to what is a positive change at the popular level.
I mean it's extraordinary and to the the fact that you know people like me and Noura have an ability to weigh in and bolster that and fuel it just like, hey, I've got another database so you can know more because when you know more and we are right, it will make you stronger in making your arguments. You don't need to hear from me, they need to hear from you. Don't credit me, just use the data. That's awesome. it's an incredible privilege and that strengthens me every day.
Marium Uddin (49:17)
I was very privileged to host both of you today. I'm very grateful. Thank you both for bearing witness and for being a part of this conversation.
Episode 3
Sami Hamdi & Muhammad Jalal
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Journalism, Dissent & Political Speech
Conversation Journalists do more than report history — they often become part of it. Sami Hamdi and Muhammad Jalal discuss political commentary, independent media, immigration enforcement, and the growing consequences of public dissent during periods of geopolitical conflict.
Guest Sami Hamdi is a British journalist, geopolitical analyst, and Managing Director of The International Interest. In 2025, his detention by U.S. Immigration and Customs Enforcement following public criticism of the war in Gaza drew international attention from press freedom organizations and lawmakers.
Guest Muhammad Jalal is the host of The Thinking Muslim, one of the world's most influential interview podcasts exploring geopolitics, faith, and contemporary issues affecting Muslim communities.
Witness To
Journalism during geopolitical conflict
Immigration enforcement and political speech
Independent media in an era of polarization
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Marium Uddin (00:00)
One of the things that has defined my civil liberties work is representing people who were targeted, not for what they did, but for what they said. It was a privilege to represent Sami Hamdi, a journalist known across the world for his political analysis, who was detained by ICE in October of 2025. What made his case extraordinary wasn't simply the detention itself, it was everything that came before it. The reporting, the criticism, the public voice that many believe made him a target. Muhammad Jalal has spent years building one of the most respected intellectual podcasts in the world
and has devoted himself to surfacing objective truths spoken by esteemed Muslim thinkers and actors. Jalal was in the figurative room when we first heard the news of Sami's arrest. Sami and Jalal join us from across the Atlantic Ocean. This conversation isn't only about immigration law or free speech, it's about what it costs to keep speaking when the consequences become personal. I'm honored to welcome Sami Hamdi and Muhammad Jalal on this episode of Witness. As-salamu alaikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuhu.
Sami Hamdi (00:52)
Wa alaikum as-salaam.
Muhammad Jalal (00:53)
Wa alaikum as salaam.
Marium Uddin (00:55)
I'd like to begin with you, Jalal. On October 26th, you were leaving the US to catch an international flight. It was the same day Sami was detained. We were in a Signal thread together. What was going through your mind?
Muhammad Jalal (01:06)
Well, subhanAllah, jazakAllah khair, thank you for your kind introduction and jazakAllah khair for inviting us onto this really great platform that you're creating. Now, you brought me back to October the 26th. Well, we just finished a session, Sami and I, believe it or not, at the IHOP, which is a phenomenon, I think. mean, Sami insisted that I attend this IHOP. It was midnight
and we bought pancakes and things like this. And then Sami had to drive off to his airport destination. And so, I think it was Fajr time when I woke up in my hotel room. I was planning to leave the country in the morning and I woke up to a message that someone sent me asking for clarification as to whether...
Sami had been arrested at the airport. The first thing was just utter, you know, I just couldn't believe it. Was shocking to hear that Sami had to be detained by ICE at the airport. Now, of course, Sami and I had spoken about the possibility of that. But for that to be realized, especially as he was on an internal flight, I think you were flying to Florida, Sami, it was pretty shocking.
We contacted CAIR in California I think you guys convened a meeting very quickly on the phone. It was great to see that within hours of Sammy's arrest, there was a call that was arranged with quite a few of us.
I know Sheikh Omar was on the call and a few others and we were all very concerned You asked me the question, what was going through my mind? Actually, the first thing going through my mind honestly was just I was very saddened. I was actually in tears when I heard the news initially because you wouldn't expect someone to be picked up at an airport in America, in the West, a journalist.
Marium Uddin (02:49)
You said that you had spoken about it briefly in the past, so you had touched on the possibility that would it would happen. And at the same time, your statement just now was we wouldn't expect it to happen. How do you reconcile those two? Talking about something that you don't expect to actually come to fruition.
Muhammad Jalal (03:04)
Yeah, that's good question. It was the day before we were at a CAIR event, weren't we, Sami? And I remember quite vividly, we were finishing off a panel discussion. It was just a discussion between Sami and I. And I was wrapping up the conversation and Sami said, look, I want to take the microphone. I want to make a comment. And he then gave this very, as Sami does,
very, very succinct speech, let's say, on the politics and on where Muslims should go in the coming months and election time. And at the end, Sami said, I worry that
Sami Hamdi (03:38)
he's
Muhammad Jalal (03:40)
this may be my last opportunity to speak to an American audience for some time and so I wanted to get everything out. And so we had a very brief conversation about how we knew that Laura Loomer and Amy Mek and others were talking about Sami but we didn't really take it so seriously. But of course, I think, Sami, you felt that there was something coming.
I think that's how I reconciled it. We never believed it will happen. But we also knew that these social media influencers who are obviously very partial and backed by foreign governments, they do have some level of attention when it comes to the State Department and various administration officials.
Marium Uddin (04:18)
You're speaking in terms of your concern for Sami. Did you have concerns for yourself that you also would be picked up?
Muhammad Jalal (04:23)
I mean, that came up in the conversation. I do remember thinking to myself that I'm just doing the interviews, right? I didn't really feel that my situation would be of great concern in comparison to Sami's. Sami's the person who's doing a lot of the advocacy work. I just asked the question.
I remember some of the lawyers on that call suggested that I don't fly that morning. And I made the decision that it doesn't matter. If they really do have my name on some list, then it's a stay of execution if I just wait it out. So we decided to fly. And actually,
I think that was a good decision, you know, in retrospect, and I appreciate why the lawyers said what they said. I should mention that the Brother from CAIR who was with us was very diligent in accompanying me to the airport. Not only did he accompany me, he booked a ticket so he could walk through to the departure lounge and stuck with me to the very end.
Marium Uddin (05:17)
Sami, that's an attestation to how much people love you. Tell us what the experience of detention in the U.S. told you about the United States.
Sami Hamdi (05:25)
First of all, thank you for having me on this and it's good to be with Jalal on a different podcast. And, of course with you, Marium, who was integral in getting me out as one of the legal team. My mother was with me in the U.S. up until two days before my arrest. And I remember she was telling me every single day
I feel like you're not sleeping. I feel like you feel like there's something hanging over you. And I wasn't sleeping well. I could sense something was coming. I even told a friend of mine, Sheikh Mazen Mokhtar who was with me at the time. We were sitting together in California. He said to me, Sami, just checking in on you, is everything okay? I told him, Wallahi Mazin I feel like there are clouds swirling around me and I can't for the life of me understand why I'm feeling like there is something that is coming.
And remember he said to me, listen, whatever's going to come will come, but Allah has never abandoned you. You'll get out of it fine. And I remember also Sheikh Yasir Qadhi had called me and said to me, Sami, I see that Laura Loomer and these others are after you. Don't underestimate the the influence they currently have in this current administration. Be careful where you're traveling, be careful where you go, because this may be difficult.
I'll say something that for some viewers might seem quite strange. I also saw a dream that I had parked a Bentley and entered a building. And when I came out of the building the Bentley was gone. I don't own a Bentley and I don't have any dreams of owning a Bentley. But when I got arrested and they told me my visa had been taken, I realized in the dream that the Bentley was the visa, that it had disappeared after I had parked it. So the sense of foreboding . . .
when I was actually arrested, my initial reaction was, this is it. This is what I've been expecting to come. I didn't actually think in America it would happen. When the Young Turks did the wonderful feature about what had happened to me, Ana Kasparian starts with a podcast me and Jalal actually did in California, where I begin the podcast with, I'm grateful that we're in a country like America or in the UK where we have freedom of speech.
So Ana Kasparian takes that clip and she goes, Those were his last words before he got arrested. What shocked me about the detention was you feel like there's no law throughout the process. It was very difficult to get to a lawyer, it was very difficult to reach out to the family.
They wouldn't make things easy. They didn't explain any processes. They would throw you in a car with dark tinted windows. They won't tell you where you're going. They throw you in the cell. They try to make you sign confession documents. You tell them I want my lawyer present. I'm not American. I'm a British citizen. I've committed no crime. I want to ask a lawyer before I sign anything. And they very angry just took the paper away, threw me in the back of a van, and ended up driving me four hours or five hours to the middle of nowhere,
I'm telling them, guys, I need to speak to a lawyer. And each time, it's like they're dismissing it. And you're like, this is a land of law. I want my lawyer. I want my rights. So all of that disappears. Even when you enter the facility itself, you're just followed by these guards, and these guards are on these power trips and they're almost trying to bully you into signing this confession form. And even when I had to make the phone call, I had to use the payphone because
it's not like you have the right to the phone call. One of the inmates allowed me to use his card in order to make that first phone call to my wife Soumaya. I don't know what's going on over here, but find me. I think it was Zahra Billoo
who had told Abdullah to say, because when I called Abdullah, he picked up and he went, Alien number, alien number. Sami, I need your alien number. And I was like, alien number, alien number. What's alien number? I don't know what an alien number is. The point here, Marium, is this: they told me I was in McFarland. I didn't tell them I was in McFarland.
To show you that nobody was giving us any information in terms of what was happening.
I know this sounds naive to say, given U.S. records on treatment of prisoners but it was quite shocking that this was happening in America. And it was very shocking that it was happening in a country that prides itself on the rule of law, or that prides itself on the idea of constitutional freedoms, that prides itself on freedom of speech. What was fascinating, and I like telling this story because
many people, talk as if they have no power. I actually always reference this as an example of how ordinary people collectively can demonstrate power. On the 7th day, when they were taking us to the Fresno facility to try to make me sign another confession form, when they lined 15 of us against the wall, they were cuffing everybody's legs. And then they got to my legs. So when they cuffed my legs, of course it's ridiculously tight. And then
I'm thinking, my God, here we go again. Like this is really bad. They throw you in a cell, they leave the lights on, the lights are glaring on you, there's nothing to sleep on. You sleep on the floor, it's very hard. You're sleeping with fifteen people. Some of them have committed felonies, and you're all in one room all together. So they're cuffing my legs to load us onto the van. But when he cuffs my legs, the guard goes, sir, is that comfortable? And everybody went, who? what?
what do you mean? And the guy next to him was like, Amigo, who are you? Like, what do you mean? Why are they asking you if it's comfortable? And before I could answer, the guys loosened the cuffs. And then he loosens them again and brings me bigger cuffs. And then when it comes to the handcuffs, he loosens the handcuffs and then says, You know what, you don't need them really, and he takes them off. When I came back from the office, the warden says, shouts my name and goes, Hamdi, the famous one.
And that's when I realized the impact of what all of you guys were doing outside. Because what ended up happening from eighth day, ninth day, tenth day, and going onwards, the guards would be like, Hamdi, I'm not one of the bad ones. I I didn't do anything to you. Hamdi, when you write, don't write too harsh about me. Hamdi, you okay? You sure? I remember the guard would come and be like, Hamdi, you alright? You're okay? And the inmates would come and say, You know, you're getting out quick. You're gonna be out soon. I said, how'd you know I'm gonna be out soon? You're gonna be out soon because no one's forgotten you.
But they've forgotten us, so we're staying in here. And I'll never forget the journey to the airport after you and the other lawyers had done your negotiations with the US government. The ICE officers spent two hours and a half telling me how hard their lives are, how hard their lives are, how hard their work is. And you know, we're not really bad people. And you know, when you go and speak to the media, you know, like go go easy on us. You know, hey, you're the journalist. Yeah, you're the journalist. Meaning they knew that what they were doing was wrong. They knew that how they're operating
is contrary to what the law allows. But the moment they found that the community would lash out against them or they'd raise their voice, they started treating me very differently. And that's why I argue that there are two phases of my detainment. There's the one in which they thought they had all of the power and there's one in which the community that mobilized created such immense pressure that even those in ICE were sort of like, we'll bully everybody else. But bunk four, bunk four, be careful. That's the journalist. You gotta be careful with that one, because he might be getting out very soon and he might
ruin all of us.
Marium Uddin (11:25)
How did that disparate treatment affect your view of prisoners who didn't have the same access to counsel or resources or privilege that you did?
Sami Hamdi (11:32)
It broke my heart. Marium, you will know as well that I had a list of all these inmates that I handed over to the lawyers afterwards and said, guys, please can you cover these cases? What was heartbreaking was they made me very aware of my privilege. I had a a star-studded legal team. I had the media constantly talking about me. I'll never forget there was a man who'd been in the U.S. for forty-seven years, married to an American citizen. His kids are American citizens.
And he just never bothered to get his citizenship. So I was out on Tuesday. The previous Wednesday, I'm walking around the facility. So it's like a big hall. There's like a hundred bunks in it. So I'm walking around, you know, just pacing. And there are windows. So there's B one, B two, B three, B four. These are four units. And each one, there's a window where you can see into the other.
So I'm walking by and then I notice in the window that in B1, there's a gathering of inmates. They've all gathered by the window and they're all hitting the window to try to catch my attention. So I go around once, I go around again, then I see there's a big crowd. So I turn around to look through the window and they slap a USA Today article. The double page spread that the DHS ended up responding on Twitter when they said, as a foreign alien, I have no rights. And then you, Marium, and the others, you took that to the courts and
the judges ruled in my favor and the American government panicked and they came and offered the deal. But when I bumped into the guy who had the the article, I said to him, How did you get it? Because the day the article was published they didn't bring us USA Today. So they used to bring us USA Today every day. When the article about me was published, they didn't bring the paper into the facility. And they didn't stop bringing USA today.
I said, How'd you get it? And he said, Dude, my wife came to see me and she said, You got a famous journalist in here with you. And she brought the whole paper spread here. I was aware of how the inmates, and this is probably what broke my heart, they weren't jealous or envious. They were very happy for me. They said, Listen, we're a miserable lot, we're forgotten, but you're gonna be okay. Listen, you're gonna be fine. They were trying to reassure me.
And the guards would treat me differently from how they treated them. And to be honest, that broke me inside.
I remember even some of the Muslim inmates, they hadn't done Juma'ah for a year. And when I'd asked them why, they said the chaplain only comes once every three months, whereas the priest for the Catholics comes every week. Little things where you feel the neglect of what they're feeling. I made a passing remark to the inmates when we were lined up in the corridor, and I said,
they think they have power, but God has the power. And one of the inmates turned around said, God doesn't exist here. Like this idea, there's no law, there's no God. And I realized in that moment that I could believe in God because my ummah was coming out for me. But for them, and some of them are still there, it's quite a tough moment. To end on a positive note, I'm sorry, Marium, I took up your time on this. Some of those names that I gave to the lawyers when I came out.
They ended up coming out, alhamdulillah. And I remember because when I was leaving, everybody's taking Instagram accounts, like, when you get out, message me. You know, when you get out, we'll get together. Hey, amigo, when I'm out, I'll take you to my restaurant, or whatever. So every now and then, like every couple of weeks, I'll get, you know, a message on my Instagram. He'll be like, hey, Sami, I'm Bunk 16. I just got out. You know, like, where are you? You know, like let's go meet up. And it's beautiful when you hear that.
All it needs for a lot of these inmates is a decent lawyer and a community willing to back them and you find that the courts rule in their favour, but ICE gambles that these people will never reach the resources that I was lucky to have.
Marium Uddin (14:34)
Your hardship through the arrest and the detention has enriched your life. Ironically, the adversity has actually given you even more firepower.
It goes without saying that you've not once regretted your outspokenness or advocacy for Palestine. So I want to shift to that for a moment and talk about a post that I saw you make yesterday on Dr. Hussam Abu Safiya's case. I want to ask how that puts your own experience in perspective. From my my point of view, the plight of the Palestinian prisoners is the worst on earth. It almost makes what we experience here in terms of hardship and adversity
negligible and I hate to say that because I'm not trying to minimize anything that you've experienced. For the listeners who don't actually know who Dr. Hussam Abu Safiya is, he's a Palestinian pediatrician and neonatologist who directed Kamal Adwan Hospital in Beit Lahiya, northern Gaza, one of the last hospitals still functioning in the north before its forced evacuation. He also served as Med Global's
lead physician for Gaza. During the siege of his hospital, his son Ibrahim was killed in a strike at the hospital gate, and Abu Safiya buried him in the hospital courtyard rather than leave his patients. On December 27, 2024, just to give listeners a timeline, Israeli forces evacuated Kamal Adwan hospital and took him into custody. Footage showed him walking toward an Israeli tank after assuring soldiers no fighters remained inside, and he was held incommunicado for 45 days and then formally detained under Israel's unlawful combatants law. Unlawful
Combatants Law permits indefinite detention without charge or trial. His detention has been repeatedly renewed by Israeli courts. As of recent reporting, it's set to continue until at least October of 2026. And he was transferred among several of their more notorious prisons. I think they're all notorious, but Sde Temain in particular. Multiple sources have described his solitary confinement, beatings, and denial of medical care.
Sami Hamdi (16:15)
I was with somebody who had campaigned for the release of Salah Sarsour. He's the head of the the the Milwaukee Islamic Center. So I had messaged him and I told him, you know, I'm glad to hear you're out. And he replied and he said, Alhamdulillah, you know I'm out.
When he got detained, it really hurt my heart because I know him quite well. The irony is that when he came out, I spoke to him and I said to him, How was it? And he said, Look, I'm not going to say that it was easy in the ICE facility, but he says, You need to remember, I was also jailed by the Israelis when I was young. And I know how the Israelis treat their prisoners, I'll tell you there is no comparison whatsoever. I'm not trying to belittle what ICE do to their inmates, but
they did nothing compared to what the Israelis do to their own prisoners. And therefore, I won't dare make my own experience the center of it. And that's how I felt as well. This idea that when I came out, everyone's like, Sami, it must have been really bad. Sami, it must have been really horrible. It's true. I hated it. And it's true that for two months afterwards, I couldn't keep food in my stomach because of how badly I became sick when I was in that ICE facility. And it is true that I hated being cuffed.
I had the hope that I would be out. Many Palestinians of those prisoners don't have the hope that they would be out. I mean, in my case, within like 13, 14 days, Marium, you and the rest of the team were able to establish a team specifically for my case, whose task was just to make my case go away. So you had some leverage with the negotiations.
Many of the other inmates and many of the people don't have that. Jalal himself asked me when I came back on the podcast do you feel bitter? I said, I don't really feel bitter. And the primary reason for that, I mean, the answer I gave Jalal was, I don't feel bitter because, you know, at the end of the day, we're winning in the overall tide. But the real reason I don't feel bitter, aside from that, is I'm not the center of the story, neither should my experience be the center of the story.
With the likes of Dr. Hussam Abu Safiya, who tells his lawyers that you might not see me again because they brought me here to kill me. And what he means is they've transferred me to this new facility to ensure that they kill me. And somebody who's there without due process, where he doesn't get to go see a court. I mean, at least two federal judges were able to comment on my case and issue rulings that scared the American government. Dr. Hussam Abu Safiya doesn't have that. And I think that's why, when people say,
did the experience make you stronger? I think making stronger is the wrong word. I think it put into context that I had it far better than others.
To put it simply, yes, it was hard, yes, it was tough, but nothing in comparison to what's happening to those Palestinians.
This is the point you made. Many people don't know the story. Marium, I'll tell the story. So when my lawyers I'm now speaking to the viewers and and not to the both of you. So to the viewers, when the deal was on the table and my lawyers were trying to discuss with me whether I should take the deal or not, the discussion was whether to reject the deal and go through the federal courts or to take the deal and go home. And everybody was a bit torn about it. Why? Because people thought we had a good federal case.
I was like, it's not as bad as Florida and Texas as long as we have the injunction where I don't move. Maybe I can survive. We're trying to weigh how far we want to take this fight. And then we finished talking for an hour, then Marium comes with this 25 minutes, I'm telling you, 25 minutes, very super eloquent speech, effectively saying in a very nice diplomatic way, Sami, don't put yourself at the center of the story.
Rather, look at the bigger picture here. One, look at your family. Two, look at the morale of the community who want to see you out. Three, consider the the benefits of getting your voice back when you go out. And I'm telling you, Jalal, if you saw my face while she's talking.
The podcast version of Marium is not the like the lawyer Marium, I'll tell you that. But the point that I'm saying here is that speech shook me and I told the lawyer team, let's meet in one day or two days' time, because I seriously now need to think about this.
The reason why I say this is that I am frightened these days of the questions that center my own experience in ICE. Because the reality is that I'm a minor side story and all that unfolded. And in reality, what happened to me, I now view it in this perspective of it shows how desperate the other side is that they had to go after me. They didn't go after me because I was some sort of influential voice. They went after me out of desperation.
Because they thought we're losing this narrative battle. We can't get Omar Suleiman. We can't get Yasir Qadhi. We need to find somebody because the courts aren't letting us deport Mahmoud Khalil. The courts are not letting us deport Rumeysa. They're not letting us deport Mohsen Mahdawi. They're not letting us stop these encampments taking place at university. They're not allowing us to denaturalize Mehdi Hasan.
It was a desperation that made them go after somebody like me. And I think when you recenter the Palestinians and everything that is unfolding, I was grateful that if Allah was going to test me with it, he tested me with it in California.
Marwan Najar was the last person to see me before I got released.
From San Francisco, AI expert, phenomenal, genius individual. Marium, we discussed this when we were in the - I don't know how much I'm allowed to say - but we were discussing the idea of if I take the deal, is it a win or is it a defeat? And the consensus was it's a clear win. And I remember Hassan Ahmad told me that Laura Loomer and Amy Mek had tweeted, very, very upset that the U.S. government had offered the deal.
But I asked Marwan Najar, How is it perceived that I'm now going home? And he said something to me. He said, actually, what's fascinating is I'm getting WhatsApp messages from people who are despondent who are now saying, we did it. We got Sami out. We as a community, we did it. And Marwan would reply and say, I don't understand your point. We actually managed
to get Sami out after he was detained for criticizing the Israelis. That's wild, they said. That shows how much the tide has shifted. And that overall is what made me proud because it wasn't about me. And this goes back to the point about Jalal, the point I wanted to make when he said, Do you feel bitter? And I said to him, I don't feel bitter, I feel vindicated. I argued that we had the power. I argued that as a community we could make change. I argued that we ordinary people
could shift the global powers and in my case it was shifted so much that I was able to leave. I came back to Europe. I'm travelling across Europe fine. The message is still the same. And alhamdulillah wa shukrAllah maybe after the midterms or under next administration, I'll be joining you in America again.
Marium Uddin (22:03)
I agree with most of what you've said. I disagree about the part that you were targeted as a person who is not influential. The success that you're seeing with everything that has happened post-release is due to that influence. Also, you are the most stubborn client - the most cheerful
and also the most stubborn. We had never actually been asked, how much longer can I stay because I want to maximize the impact of my detention?
Jalal, I want to speak to you about Dr. Abu Safiya again, please. As of July 5th, his lawyer had warned he is in critical condition, reporting difficulty breathing, visible injuries, and a statement from Abu Safiya himself that he doesn't expect to survive. IPS or Israeli's Prison Service has denied allegations of abuse or medical neglect. Groups that have come out for him include the Physicians for Human Rights Israel and Amnesty International, both calling for his release. And PHRI actually explicitly warned his life is at risk.
UN Special Rapporteurs and Ben Saul called his detention flagrantly arbitrary. He was granted honorary citizenship by the city of Lyon, France. I mention all of this context because many of us are aware of your recent travels to Syria. And I want to see what the throughline is for you when you're seeing the historical torture in the case of people who were arrested in Syria.
And the second part of that for me is if the kind of pressure that I just mentioned on this case can't change Dr. Abu Safiya's fate, what do you think is actually left for people like us to do other than just bearing witness to his tortured existence? So to recap, if you could describe what you witnessed of Syrian prisons and whether or not history is just repeating itself in Israeli prisons.
Muhammad Jalal (23:36)
Yes, subhanAllah, jazakAllah khair. Thank you for giving me the time to talk about my trip to Syria. So we visited in particular, Sednaya prison, of course, on the outskirts of Damascus. It was a towering presence in the history, I suppose, of most Syrians. I met families across the country. We visited five separate cities across Syria and every Syrian
had a story and so many Syrians who had family members who were arrested and detained, those members ended up somewhere in Sednaya and very few people were released from Sednaya prison. So we visited Sednaya, which is now just a derelict site. It's a sprawling prison capacity. has underground cells, it has various tiers. You
smell the stench of prisoners still in the facility one and a half years after the liberation. We met with prisoners who had been released and they talked about the appalling conditions they found themselves in. You know, there was one instance of a couple, a parent, a mother and father who we met in Aleppo and their child,
who was around 18-19 years old, was arrested and sent to Sednaya prison. He was arrested for a protest back in 2014 and he ends up in Sednaya prison and he's there for eight or nine months and they finally got to see him after eight months. Of course, the Assad regime was clamping down on all protests and protesters at that time.
He was a fraction of his former self. I saw the picture of him, he was a very muscular boy. When they saw him, he was thin and gaunt and really the signs of torture were on his face and his body. And he said to them, don't visit me again. And we learned later why he said that because...
someone who had experienced it and had told us that it was those prisoners who had visits from outsiders who would be executed first. Unlike the situation Sami found himself in, outside attention would bring a favorable outcome for you. For them, it was too much attention. And so he asked his parents, please don't come and visit me again. And true to that story,
within a month, they received a message saying that he had been killed in prison, he had been executed in prison for his crimes. They've never been given back his body. And of course, there are mass graves still being dug up across that region by Sednaya. You know, subhanAllah, his parents were the embodiment of the Syrian spirit. They were calm, they
they remained steadfast in their belief in their Islam. In fact, the father said to me that when they heard that message that he had been killed, it actually brought a lot of relaxation to their heart, a lot of contentment to their heart, because in their minds, they felt that the tyrant Assad no longer had control over their child. Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala now had their child. And so they felt quite content when they heard that he had been
executed rather than he had been in a constant state of unease and torture within prison. And you just heard these stories everywhere all across Syria, people who had family members missing, people who frantically after the liberation, they went from prison to prison, they went to Sednaya hoping that maybe they would come across their son. I met an author, who at the time his way of showing resistance
was to write novels. So he was an author of fictional books. And he told me that he used to write these allegories of life under tyranny. But he wrote it about a fictional world. It was a fairy tale world. But of course, anyone who read between the lines would know that he was talking about Assad and he was talking about the tyranny of the regime around him. And this guy, he wrote a book in the final two years before liberation.
And he titled the book At the End of Nothingness, meaning that things that got to such a level of despair for him, he felt that it was just nothing left. Assad was going to be here for another generation and we had no hope any longer. And subhanAllah, he was amazed when the liberation happened. So he wrote another book. And again, true to his theme of
writing in allegories. He wrote a novel and I think it was titled Seeking Ferdous. Ferdous is a term he used for liberation, seeking liberation. We asked him to read a paragraph of his book and he talked about a man who had been in Sednaya.
And he had languished in Sednaya for 20, 30 years and he knew nothing of the world outside. And then one day, you know, from his surprise, out of his surprise, he's released from Sednaya and he gets to breathe the fresh air of freedom and he dies. And the author was trying to make the point that this man had a moment, just a moment where he tasted freedom. And that was enough for him. You know, Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala had
given him the perfect death. He had found a way out of his dungeon. So subhanAllah, I know a number of people who are conducting projects where they're trying to unearth the extent to which the Assad prison system operated, but it's very clear that Assad really worked under Israeli standards when it comes to
how they treated their prison population. What you said about our Dr. Abu Safiyah, it is a heartwrenching story. This is a man - again, an embodiment of that spirit where he walked into danger. And of course, the Israelis now out of spite for him want to make a point of saying that that level of obstinance, that level
of standing up to our aggression is not going to be accepted by us. They're trying to break the will, like Assad was trying to break the will of his people. They're trying to break the will of any resistance against them. But what they don't know is that these are people who have resistance within their bloodstream. And I saw that in Syria writ large. I witnessed immense bravery from the most ordinary
person. And it's that type of spirit that exists in Gaza and West Bank and so many places where we see Muslims and others who are beleaguered, who face this level of oppression. So there is a link. The only contrast really is that despite all that we say about the Trump presidency about the way the West is turning towards a very awful turn
when it comes to civil liberties and when it comes to the treatment of what they term to be non Europeans or non Americans. Even then there is a there's a level of work you can do like we did with Sami like you did with Sami and others to obtain their release and unfortunately, you know, with the Israelis with some of these corrupt dictators, it sometimes is the opposite. That doesn't mean we don't keep trying.
And we need to keep
trying. I'm just, sorry, I'm now being like Sami, just one last point. Dr. Aafia is obviously languishing in prison in Texas. And subhanAllah, when we had Clive Stafford-Smith on the program, who's her lawyer, he made a point which at the time just sounded like a very small point, which is you can write to...
Dr. Aafia. So I jumped on that. So what do mean we can write to Dr. Aafia? Nobody told us we can do that. He said, yeah, I can take with my lawyer's case any number of letters. So we started a letter writing campaign and know, masha'Allah, she received just thousands of letters from all around the world. And it made a big difference to her conditions. It made a big difference to the way the prison guards treated her because now they had a prisoner who wasn't forgotten.
A prisoner who was actually cared about and it made a difference to her psychology. She realized that there were people outside of her prison and outside of her family that really did care very deeply about her. So we have to keep trying and you know as Sami always reminds us, it's actually about our conscience. It's about you know when we meet Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala we want to be absolved of the sin
that is present, of staying silent. And we want to at least experience some of the fruits of resistance.
Marium Uddin (31:38)
It's a really beautiful story that you shared. And I always thought that as hard as it is for the prisoners themselves, it's just unbearable to think of what their family members are going through. And I agree about this
undeniable spirit of resistance that we're seeing across the board. I did want to mention about Sami as well as I said, he's one of the most cheerful prisoners you can imagine. But one of the things that was really difficult for me was actually watching him on video as he saw his small kids through the video at at the detention center. You could see that they seemed happy and almost unaware of kind of the physical and political
punitive crossfires that he was at. And with that, Sami, I want to definitely take a moment to mention that the people who were holding things together, you've spoken about your lawyers and the community, but your family, especially your mom and your wife, were carrying such a heavy burden alongside you, and they were phenomenal, masha'Allah. They are truly your greatest gifts.
Jalal touched on the politics just briefly in his last answer, and I want to build on that. I want to ask you, Jalal, what does America look like from the outside? I almost feel that we've become a pariah state ourselves, and that was implicit in our conduct over post-October 7th.
How do other countries view us post- October 7th and post-January 20th?
Muhammad Jalal (32:56)
These are two very important points. Let's take post-October 7th first. I think the mask has come off. For years, the West sold itself as the custodian of the rules based international order, where they promise international law and human rights and the sanctity of civilian life. And I think Gaza has really exposed all of these to be pretty hollow and how the West has selectively
depended on these concepts only to sometimes defend its own interests in the world. So the first thing to say is that it's a continuation of a process of weaning ourselves off this sort of Western exceptionalism, this European exceptionalism that we've been accustomed to for a very long time. It goes without saying that in the global South in particular,
there is a very clear divide between the ways in which the global South countries, Muslim and non-Muslim, view the West today, partly as a result of Gaza, or quite a lot as a result of Gaza, but just as a result of the last 20 years of the way in which the West conducts itself. Solidarity is given to Ukraine, but the same level of solidarity is not offered to Gaza.
Veto after veto, billions given in military aid to Israel. This shows us that there are clear double standards and so many of us outside of this sort of Western exceptionalism have woken up to just the inequalities of the world, but also woken up to how we need to be instrumental in offering alternatives and offering ways of resistance
that allows us to show a different way by which we can conduct international affairs. So I think Gaza has really exploded the myth, let's say, that there was some sort of consistent standard, some civilizational standard that we should all aspire to, which came from the leading country in the world, the United States. And it's not just Muslims who are saying this, you just have to now listen to a slew of
left-wing and right-wing commentators, even in America, who all recognize that empire has been bad for America. And you ask, also, of course, January the 20th, 25, when Donald Trump came to office. Donald Trump is not an exception.
It's sometimes easy, in particular for the left, to exceptionalize Donald Trump. He's a president who, if only he
is replaced by someone else, then things will be business as usual. And I think that facade has been lifted. There has been a steady supply of American presidents who have conducted horrific campaigns all across the world. Barack Obama is lauded as some sort of liberal president. But of course, you and I know that Barack Obama was one of the bloodiest presidents with these
drone campaign in the way in which he used the American military in a backhanded way to kill people. And he hasn't ever shown remorse for the way in which he conducted his foreign policy. So I think Donald Trump is really a continuation of that rather than a break to that. I get the impression that the world is now managing.
a new type of America, an America which is moving beyond even the pretense of international order. And I think that's a good sign for us. The recent Iran war was a wake up call for the Arab states.
There can never be any security guarantee they can depend on when it comes to Israel and its interests. I've traveled across the Muslim world in recent months and the bigger picture is that both of these events tie very well together. They tie into building this case that there is a
slow, steady decline of the West around the world. And it's not just America, it's Europe. And of course, like all forms of decline, what we're going to see is in these countries will be, you know, pretty horrific. We're seeing the rise of the right, or a particular type of right across Europe, which is deeply xenophobic,
deeply angry with migrants, angry with what they perceive to be people who come to the country who try to better their lives. And so we're going to see a disintegrated West in my mind for years to come. And I think for us, as Muslims, we've just got to remain calm and remain ready to offer alternative ways of thinking
and show that our community isn't going to be provoked by these incendiary claims that come from Amy Mek and the others who of course would like to do the bidding of Israel.
Marium Uddin (37:21)
Thank you for that, Jalal.
Sami, one of the things that I remember vividly is watching a fierce video clip of you that was widely circulated where you said Americans who would re-elect Biden or Kamala would be stepping on the bodies of children who had been killed in Gaza on their way to the ballot box. Having been a victim of Trump's policies, do you stand by that?
Sami Hamdi (37:43)
Of course, hundred percent. I don't think that anybody really in their hearts miss Genocide Joe. I don't think they miss Genocidal Democrats. I don't think they miss Brett McGurk. I don't think they miss Jake Sullivan. I don't think they miss Anthony Blinken, who told a group of Palestinians in November 2023 who had come to him and said, Mr. Blinken, this is getting really bad. This is a genocide and it's going to be even worse. And Blinken said, Yeah, well, it's going to get worse before it gets any better. That's what he told that closed door meeting, as related to me by somebody who was in the room.
I think that when you look at the shifts that are taking place in America itself, whereby now you have Chuck Schumer, Hakeem Jeffries and Corey Booker now in disarray and in a panic that the Democrat base is now revolting against them, having realized that genocide doesn't win, they're now voting for anti-genocide candidates, Chris Rabb, anti-AIPAC, winning in Pennsylvania, Adam Hamawi anti-AIPAC winning in New Jersey, Analilila Mejia winning in New Jersey, beating Malinowski and beating other AIPAC candidates. You have now, for example,
Abdul El-Sayed running in Michigan for the Senate. You now have those who have won with AIPAC money switching sides. So Maxine Dexter took two million dollars to win in Oregon. She goes to Congress and compares Gaza to a Holocaust. She later apologizes, but then puts her name down on a bill for Rashida Tlaib when she calls for the recognition of the genocide taking place in Palestine. And when AIPAC reminds her that she took two million dollars from them
to win her race, she goes on Zeteo with Mehdi Hassan to say that AIPAC are toxic. I will never take money from AIPAC again because she believes to win her seat requires her to be anti-genocide and requires her to be pro-America and anti-foreign government, in this case Israel. You have Chris Menefee who when he won his seat in Congress, AIPAC tweeted and said that his victory demonstrates that to be pro-Israel is good politics. AIPAC celebrates this congressman's win.
He goes to Congress and signs on to the Block the Bombs Act, which is an act in order to stop the weapons going towards Israel, because he realizes what a pariah it is that AIPAC has become and he doesn't want to be associated with them. Graham Platner in Maine, Mamdani in New York, running against Cuomo, Trump, and Chuck Schumer, who all found themselves in the same camp because they wanted to stop Mamdani from winning because he said that he wouldn't visit Israel.
All of that is coming about because the Democrats are now in a soul-searching whereby they realize that vote blue, no matter who, even if it's a genocide, quite simply doesn't work. Ta'Nehesi Coates has an extraordinary essay in Vanity Fair that has some gems in it. He describes an incident where he was invited to a Palestinian woman's house, I think in Texas, and he was going on the basis that despite the tragedy, they might vote Harris because she's the better of the candidate. Or rather, he was going to argue that Harris is better.
He said, I entered the house, I sat down. The owner of the house says to Ta'Nehesi Coates, Thank you for being here. I lost 200 members of my family in this genocide. And Ta'Nehisi Coates writes that to convince her to vote for Harris, these are his words, not mine, you would have had to give up your entire humanity to convince that person to go and vote for people who had just butchered her family. And as an African American, it really gives a pause for thought about where do our moral boundaries lie?
When we are asking another group of people to tolerate a massacre of their families for the sake of what we believe to be other issues that are more important. I don't think there's anybody who regrets what happened. The reality is that when you look at Tucker Carlson now coming out and saying he would not vote for the Republican Party anymore because of their complicity not only in the genocide, but because of their preference for Israel over America. When you see Marjorie Taylor Green saying, I don't recognize this party anymore
and the party is the problem. I think when you see Candace Owens and all these others coming out, there is a huge shift that's taking place. And here's the reason why I think it's happening. It's happening because once upon a time, these grievances would never manifest politically. There were grievances that we held inside, but we never dared to manifest it politically because we feared what the greater evil might do to us. We feared how bad it could possibly get. And then for the first time,
a community, Muslim and non-Muslim, I'm talking about the anti-genocide community here, decided to stand up and say, you know what, it could get worse. But how can it get worse than genocide? I'm going to make sure that a party cannot win on the basis of committing genocide. Because of that translation, from emotion to politics, from that grievance to manifesting it at the ballot box and effectively saying to people, yes, it might get worse, but I will never allow it to be said,
that you can commit a genocide and win, we're seeing these tectonic shifts that are taking place in America that are quite simply, Marium, you know better than I do, you're there, but I think they are unprecedented. We see it even here in the United Kingdom. Marium, we have a prime minister who won a landslide election two years ago, who's just been unseated because of council elections, because he can't keep his party in check. And according to polls, supporting genocide was one of the reasons that almost 50% of people left his party
left because of the genocide that he had committed. And now you have the reflection taking place in that party where now it's becoming a litmus test. I need to know where you stand on genocide first and foremost. Marium, you can see how AIPAC Tracker is now being hunted by AIPAC and these others who are saying, why is it these guys don't leave us alone? Because according to journalists, if AIPAC Tracker endorses you or it condemns you, that swings an election. That swings a vote. You see the likes of Hassan Piker coming out.
New generation Democrats who are openly now, Chuck Schumer and Hakeem Jeffries and Corey Booker, these new candidates who are winning in the primaries are their worst nightmare. And now you have a situation. Because you punished genocide the first time, Harris now, who refused to allow a Palestinian to speak at the DNC even for two minutes, and that Palestinian, Rua, was going to go on stage to say we support Kamala, we just want you to say we're human. Axios is now reporting that Harris
in her bid to run for 2028, is now reaching out to Mamdani and reaching out to the Palestinians saying, I don't want to make the same mistakes that I made before. I learned my lesson from last time. If I want to win, I have to listen to the base. I can't take them for granted anymore. And possibly one of the most extraordinary things is that when you look at all of this that is unfolding, all of these changes that are happening, look how rapidly it's happening. It's in less than a year, less than two years, we're seeing these shifts take place.
And I think this is the irony of what could happen. I remember once Jalal asked me in a podcast, Sami, is this a strategy or is this emotion when you're telling people that they should punish Harris? So there is a clip somewhere, somebody reminded me of it, I had forgotten I'd said it, where I was telling him the first year Trump will come after us legally. He will try to silence activists, he will try to get people deported. And it's up to us to prepare the lawyers in order to make sure that we're able to win those cases because
I believe in the courts in America - that they will uphold the law as they did in my case, as they did with Leqaa Kordia, as they're doing with Mahmoud Khalil and hopefully Supreme Court will do so again with Mahmoud Khalil. The courts will protect us. The second year will be midterms. And I said to him, those midterms are the year of reflection. And here's the irony of what could happen, Marium, in these midterm elections. Democrats may sweep up and take both of the houses, but Chuck Schumer, Corey Booker, and Hakeem Jeffries
will be so furious at taking back the houses because the representatives coming into Congress are not the Democrat representatives that they want. They're the Democrat representatives being delivered by a new generation that says no to genocide. Meaning at the time when everybody wants to swing the houses, you're not even going control the houses because the Democrats that will be within your party are not the Democrats that you want. And that's why you have that article now:
Chuck Schumer endorses, Mamdani endorses, Mamdani's endorsement wins. Hakeem Jeffries endorses, Mamdani endorses, Mamdani's endorsement wins. Bernie Sanders now winning more candidates here and there, albeit still his stance upsets me sometimes. But the point that I'm saying is that that doesn't happen. This is my humble opinion. That doesn't happen without the translation of this grievance at the ballot box in a presidential election. It doesn't happen without
people saying that this genocide means so much to me that I am not going to vote for you.
You mentioned Hussam Abu Safiya. So for example, Hussam Abu Safiya, if I just share the screen, we'll just go a bit like wild on this one. I just want to show you this for a second. You look at Hussam Abu Safiya, you can see here that
in the space of two days, more than 272,000 emails have been sent to the representatives here in the United Kingdom and in Europe calling on them to stand up for Hussam Abu Safiya and demand the Israelis release him. And I want to show you this tweet that came out as a result. There's a tweet that emerged. I want to show you this one to show you why this genuinely matters. I just want to open it here because I retweeted it literally today.
This is a good example of how these things make a difference. So this is one of the people who we were emailing. This is Hamish Falconer. He is the minister for Middle East and North Africa. Two days after we've been sending these emails, so 272,000 emails in their inbox, and he tweets that he's now raised it with the Israeli authorities.
Now I'm not saying that this means he's going to get Hussam Abu Safiya out. I'm saying this is an example of when people move, they can make that impact. In my case, Ro Khanna's office reached out to me when I was in the facility and they said that he's asking permission to raise your case in Congress. And I said, why? They said because he's got so many emails about you. He's got so many emails about your case in terms of what's happening. And the reason why I answer your question this way is that with all of the things that are happening under Trump,
and Trump is not the easiest president to handle at all - there is definitely a rise in this fascist sentiments that are being expressed - but at the same time, the courts are holding. At the same time, American public opinion is shifting. At the same time, AIPAC is weakening. At the same time, you can see that the norms of politics have now changed because we demanded that it should change. And this was my argument that I consistently made and that I still make, which is that yes, the road is harder. Yes.
The path of justice is harder. But we will survive it. And this is the point Jalal was making earlier. The idea that I was sitting there in the ICE facility hoping with good cause that I would be out sooner rather than later. Many people don't have that, like Hussam Abu Safiya all these others, they don't have that hope. Why? Because we're not moving enough for them. But when people decide that enough is enough,
they have the power to change those norms of politics. They have the ability to change the rules of the game, whereby now you have political, New York Times, all of these major papers saying that being pro Israel is now a liability, even in New York, which was considered an AIPAC stronghold. And the final point, I promise I'll make make this final point. When you consider what AIPAC did, they spent 14 million to topple Jamal Bowman, and they did. And they spent eight million to topple Cory Bush and they did.
And they spent 30 million to topple Thomas Massie and they did. But when you look at the overall trajectory, the more they spend, the more they seem to be losing the primaries overall. And that is because, and this is where I say, you know, when you ask Jalal the perception of America, you know, from the outside, as somebody who went to nearly every state in America except New Hampshire, I love that particular phrase, but in it, someone messaged me from New Hampshire and said, For God's sake, just come. But anyway, I grew to realize that there is good in the American population.
That if you can tap into it, it can shift the goalpost of politics. It can shift the goalposts of what is acceptable and what is not acceptable. And I think that when you ask me, Sami, do you still stand by that message? The message was not punish Harris because she committed a genocide. The message was believe in your power to make change. Believe in your ordinary power to make extraordinary change. Believe that the status quo doesn't need to last.
Believe that you should not be asked to tolerate genocide because somehow things will get worse. Believe there is a third way. Believe there is a third vision. There is a third option. There is an option where America wakes up. There is an option where American public opinion shifts. There is an option where AIPAC becomes toxic.
The Democrat Party is changing completely, and even the Republicans are now shifting in that regard. And that doesn't happen without those brave Americans who said to themselves, My life might get harder. Sami might be detained. And I'm not underplaying the impact this has on families. I'm not underplaying the impact it has on Salah Sarsour's family. I'm not underplaying the impact it had on Marwan Marouf, who was ill and his illness wouldn't allow him to stay in the ICE facility. I'm not underplaying the impact it has on Yaakub Ira.
I'm not underplaying the impact it has on any of those inmates. What I'm saying is you ask any of those individuals that when you look at the trajectory their things are going, do you regret being in that facility? And I don't think Salah or Marwan or Yaakub or myself, any of us will say, we wish we could have had genocide Joe so that I could go to America and enjoy myself in those big houses in Dallas and that I would be able to enjoy myself at the expense of the Palestinians. Everybody is proud of that sacrifice and America is changing accordingly.
Marium Uddin (50:22)
You define yourself as a journalist, but I think you're a storyteller.
Sami Hamdi (50:26)
This is how it was done. So Leila's I feel like sometimes the heroes are not the ones that people love listening to on the screens, because when those on the screens end up in the facilities, it's those heroes that people don't know much about who are the ones who really make that difference. And that's why it's funny when people ask me who are the most impressive people that you met in America. And they expect me to mention the speakers that everybody knows. And they are impressive.
But I always tell them it's Hussam Ayloush CAIR. They'd be like, Who's Hussam Ayloush? I'd be like, That's the worst part, you don't even know who he is. It's Marium Uddin. It's Hassan Ahmad. It's these people because when it comes to the action that really shook the government into getting me out, these were the people who Allah chose to manifest His power.
Marium Uddin (51:04)
You are really generous. You've always been generous, even when you were in handcuffs, but
we feel inspired by you. I'm going to ask Jalal to close us out. I know you're embarking on a trip to Turkey for storytellers, and of course you've become a quintessential storyteller yourself. When you started The Thinking
Muslim, did you envision the success that you would have today? How do you view its impact?
And the very last question I would really like you to answer for me in our time together today on this podcast is: since you've spent your career deciding which stories deserve to be told, as I begin this podcast, what's one mistake that I should avoid if my goal is to honor the people who trust me, as you and Sami have done, with their stories?
Muhammad Jalal (51:46)
I think both of those questions in a way tie into a singular answer. As you embark on this journey to start this podcast and may Allah (SWT) give you barakah and allow you to have the maximum success not only in this life but in the hereafter. When I started my podcast, I made a very conscious effort to not...
compromise on the quality of the guests that I bring on and to always seek out experts and seek out those people who've got something very productive to say to the Muslim community rather than those who may be able to gain a very quick number of views for you and a quick number of subscribers. Everyone is chasing the algorithm. Everyone is chasing the metrics. And I would say that the metrics which sometimes is lost
in that very dunya type of endeavor is the metric of seeking the barakah and asking Allah to give us His reward and to give us His hand when we are failing and we don't have the resources available to us. So my advice is, and this is something which I always, I have good people around me who constantly remind me of this -
that the original intention was to try to curate a message that will enable and allow as many people to listen to inspiring voices as possible so that this Muslim ummah and community can find itself in a better position. And that often is in conflict with the algorithm and it's often in conflict with seeking a greater number of views and hits.
So I wouldn't concentrate on that. I think if you've got something valuable to say, which alhamdulillah you have, and you've got an amazing background and your work in civil liberties and your work as a lawyer, I think is in itself inspirational. And of course, lots of people who are able to communicate through various ways, the sort of causes within our Muslim communities.
I think it's worth just focusing on that, the value of the guest, the quality of the guest, as you are, and not worry too much about how many people view it. In the first couple of programs we had, we started off as audio. I think we had like a couple of hundred viewers, and most of them were my family and people who felt that they needed to encourage me. So they pressed on play and went on doing the household chores
I came back to at the end.
But I felt, there's brothers like Sami, there's so many others in our community that really needed a platform or a platform is required for them to voice their well-deserved and well-crafted opinions. So if we show sincerity, insha'Allah ta'ala, may Allah (SWT) give us that. And if we show
good intention and Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala will reward us for our work and give us and even if we don't, know, we know of the countless numbers of prophets who weren't able to count very many followers beyond, you know, the fingers on their one hand, but Allah subhanahu ta'ala rewarded them daily. So I think, you know, as you embark on this journey,
just focus on the quality and seek Allah's help in every turn and ask Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala to guide you to a better guidance every time you've got a decision to make.
Marium Uddin (54:59)
JazakAllahu khair. Your advice was really beautiful. And both of you are so inspirational. I can see the chemistry between the two of you, the yin and the yang, like Sami is fire, Jalal is water. It works. I feel very fortunate and blessed to be in this space with you. I during our time.
Muhammad Jalal (55:16)
I should say,
Sammy's culinary tastes are so off.
Marium Uddin (55:20)
I thought
Sami Hamdi (55:20)
In 'N Out, yeah.
The
thing is Jalal likes this like, you eighty percent dark chocolate stuff. You know the ones that don't taste like chocolate anymore. Like audhubillah and he offers it to you like it's a genuine gift.
Marium Uddin (55:29)
I remember that almost every conversation with Sami revolved around food in some way. You know, it was like I can't wait to get out so I can have you know, name the food, right?
Sami Hamdi (55:34)
Yes, yes. Especially in the ICE facility.
Marium Uddin (55:38)
Ha ha
subhanahu doing.
Sami Hamdi (55:38)
Thank you
very much, Marium Take care of yourself. Stay safe.
Muhammad Jalal (55:40)
Thank you.
Marium Uddin (55:40)
As-salamu alaikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuhu.
Episode 0
Marium Uddin
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Why Witness?
Conversation After telling the stories of others, Marium Uddin steps in front of the microphone to explain why this show exists. Drawing on her career as a prosecutor, public defender, DHS trial attorney, Immigration Judge, and civil liberties advocate, she reflects on why the people at the center of consequential events — not the legal arguments or headlines about them — have always mattered most to her. She traces the show's title to its double meaning: witness as the people who bear testimony, and witness as an act of presence. She also draws on the word's deeper root, shahid, and what it means to testify to truth even at personal cost.
Guest Marium Uddin is the host of Witness. Across her career, she has represented both institutions and the individuals challenging them, giving her a rare vantage point on law, power, and conscience. Witness is an extension of that work: a forum for preserving testimony before memory hardens into history.
Witness To
Why testimony — not verdicts — preserves meaning
Power, conscience, and the fault lines of public life
Bearing witness as both a description and an invitation
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The best lawyers tell stories.
As a lawyer—a former prosecutor, former public defender, former DHS trial attorney, former Immigration Judge, and now a civil liberties advocate—the part of every case that has fascinated me most has never been the legal issue.
It's the people: the client, the prosecutor, the judge, the witness.
Their histories. Their motivations. Their blind spots. Their convictions. The choices they made when the cost of honesty was high.
Every direct examination, every cross examination, every closing argument is a conversation about human beings, even an argument, and ultimately a story.
Over the course of my career, having very different positions within the same ecosystem – prosecutor, defense attorney, judge, civil liberties advocate – having represented the government and then turned around to challenge the very institution I once served . . . my experiences gave me access to extraordinary people: witnesses.
People who found themselves at the center of events that tell us something important about who we are, what we value, and what kind of country we are becoming.
There is a life before October 7, 2023, and a life after.
There is a life before January 20, 2025, and a life after.
Whatever your politics, those dates changed us.
And they produced witnesses. People the government wanted silenced but who insisted on challenging, dissenting, self-exiling.
Lawyers, doctors, journalists, academics, faith leaders, public officials, former prisoners.
Some have resisted. Some have suffered. Others have simply endured.
This podcast is called Witness because that word does two kinds of work.
First, it describes the people you'll meet here: witnesses of courage and conscience on a collision course with systems of power.
But witness is also a verb.
It is an invitation.
An invitation to you to be present for conversations that document the human experience and not simply a headline, a legal argument, a political slogan, or a social media post.
An invitation to sit with complexity in the orbit of power and dissent, and hear the stories from the fault lines of our democracy.
To bear witness alongside us.
There is also a deeper meaning to the word that is important to me.
This is not a strictly Islamic podcast, although we do explore angles of Muslim identity. Drawing on that rich heritage for a moment, Witness in Arabic is “shahid” and it is a word extraordinarily rich in Islamic theology and ethics. It carries meanings like to witness, to testify, and to bear truth. It is often narrowly translated as “martyr,” and the meaning is not fundamentally militaristic; it is existential and at its core it’s about sacrifice. In Islamic thought, the highest form of witnessing is not merely seeing truth. It is a spiritual and moral condition and it is standing in truthful relation to the truth, even at personal cost.
You do not have to share that tradition to understand the principle.
Every society depends on witnesses. Across traditions and throughout history, witnesses preserve what happened. They testify. They leave behind a record for those who come after.
Power creates records.
Institutions create archives.
Governments create narratives.
But human beings preserve meaning.
And too often, the people who actually lived through consequential moments disappear behind the official account of what happened.
This podcast is an attempt, in some small way, to resist that.
Not by delivering verdicts or claiming neutrality. And, not by pretending there is only one truth to be told.
But by creating a trusted forum for serious human conversations about power, conscience, law, identity, and public life.
A place where testimony can be preserved before memory hardens into history.
I am not interested in hot takes or performative outrage.
I am interested in people.
People deciding what they owe to truth, community, country, family, and themselves.
The gift these guests give us is not their expertise.
It is their testimony.
Their account of how they bore witness to a particular moment in time.
And together we are creating a record of those experiences.
One day these events will become history.
What remains to be seen is how the human experience inside them will be preserved.
I'm Marium Uddin.
A former institutional insider trying to understand how conscience survives systems of power.
And you are the judge of whether the truth has been preserved.
This is Witness.
Episode 4
Nora Benavidez & Seth Stern
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Free Speech, Journalism & Government Accountability
Conversation When governments, institutions, and powerful actors seek to shape public discourse, journalists and civil liberties advocates are often among the first to confront the consequences. Nora Benavidez and Seth Stern examine the evolving challenges facing free expression, press freedom, and democratic accountability — and what it means to defend the public's right to know in an era of increasing pressure on independent journalism.
Guest Nora Benavidez is Senior Counsel and Director of Digital Justice and Civil Rights at Free Press, where she leads the organization's work at the intersection of law, technology, and democracy — including efforts to curb disinformation and protect free expression and digital civil rights. She previously directed U.S. Free Expression Programs at PEN America, where she led the organization's First Amendment lawsuit against the Trump administration.
Guest Seth Stern is Chief of Advocacy at the Freedom of the Press Foundation, where he leads the organization's efforts to defend press freedom and protect journalists and whistleblowers. A former First Amendment lawyer, he has spent recent years writing and advocating on the legal and policy threats facing the American press.
Witness To
The evolving landscape of free speech and press freedom
Government accountability and the role of journalism in democracy
Protecting expression in an era of increasing polarization
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Marium Uddin (00:00)
The First Amendment may be the most admired provision of the Constitution, it's also one of the most misunderstood. Americans like to believe the First Amendment is self-executing, that once speech is protected, it's safe. It isn't. Having represented journalists, advocates, and community leaders - people like Sami Hamdi Yaakub Ira -
I've watched the government find other tools. You don't prosecute someone for their speech. You target their immigration status, their tax filings, their funding sources and associations. You surveil them, deplatform them, freeze their assets, transfer them to solitary. You make the cost of speaking so high that most people choose silence without anyone having to say a word.
And you do it in a country that considers itself the world's leading democracy. At June's end, eight people were sentenced in Fort Worth, some to decades in federal prison for their roles in a Fourth of July protest outside an ICE detention center in Alvarado, Texas. One man received 30 years, in part for transporting a box of political zines he didn't write. The government called the zines evidence of a criminal ideology. That's the country we're in right now.
My guests today have spent their careers mapping the gap between what the First Amendment promises and what it actually delivers. Seth Stern is the Director of Advocacy at the Freedom of the Press Foundation, a First Amendment lawyer and journalist who has spent years fighting for press freedom from courtrooms to prison visiting rooms. Nora Benavidez is a Senior Counsel and Director of Digital Justice and Civil Rights at Free Press. She's a civil rights attorney who thinks at the intersection of law, tech, and democratic survival. She is spending the year writing a book about free speech and democratic erosion that I believe will matter for a long time.
I want to know where the First Amendment is working, where it is failing, and whether anything can close the distance between those two things. Thank you both for joining me on this episode of Witness. I'd love to start off with you, Nora.
Nora, the First Amendment was designed to protect unpopular speech, but it increasingly seems like the speech most likely to trigger government scrutiny is speech that challenges American foreign policy, coverage of Gaza, advocacy around Palestine, protest at an ICE facility. Is that perception accurate, or are we telling ourselves too simple a story?
Nora (02:02)
Thanks, Marium, for having me and for Seth. It's a wonderful combination, I have to say. Your opening question is so provocative. Where to go? I could go to ancient Greece, we can go to the 1400s in the UK. But I honestly think the answer is we are dealing with both things. The First Amendment is elusive and
and I believe incredibly valuable. It's worth fighting for. But the premise of the First Amendment is never perfect. And in fact, we've always seen that dissent - minority voices, minority perspectives - have always been under the most aggressive forms of attack, with or without the First Amendment as our framework. If we go back centuries, we know that people who were writing in the
British Royal 1400 era speaking about the need for the crown to be accountable to the people - one of those individuals was killed and dismembered for his writing. We know that early American colonial times also saw factions of people that, if there were dissenting perspectives, they were essentially castigated from their communities. They were run out of town, literally. We've seen
dissenting views from the Red Scare period, both of them, and through the modern surveillance apparatus that targets and monitors people for our views. So I actually think both things can be true actually. That on the one hand, speech is always valuable, that we do need more speech. And I hope we get into some of the ways that people self-censor that so much of the fear riddled across our communities is very real right now. But
I could never sit here and say that the targeting of free speech is equitable. It is always inequitable. And I see Seth nodding because we know that to be true. That it is women, it is people of color, it is the kinds of views that cause the most friction that the government and those in power typically want removed that are then removed. And, you know, free speech is uncomfortable. It should make us uncomfortable.
Views that push the boundaries of who should be free, or push the boundaries of what values we should hold. Those are the kinds of values and speech and rhetoric that we should hear about. And yet more and more that gets sidelined and as we've seen throughout history, criminalized. So dissenting viewpoints now that try to shine a light on gross detention facility conditions, those people are now getting sentences upwards of 30 to 100 years in prison.
People who are protesting gross ICE presence and various kinds of violent killings from our government officials, those people are also now facing network crime charges. And so we're in this environment where dissent is itself considered almost dirty or criminal. And that is antithetical to the First Amendment and it's antithetical to the way democracies thrive, because we thrive when we have a diversity of viewpoints and when
everyone, irrespective of class or creed or gender or other value-holding belief, is able to come to the table and express and engage with the issues.
Marium Uddin (05:11)
said so many beautiful and thoughtful things. Seth, I hope you can top that. The Freedom of the Press Foundation was founded in an era defined by Snowden and WikiLeaks. Has the nature of the threat to press freedom changed or has it intensified along familiar lines?
Seth Stern (05:27)
I would say that it's changed in a number of ways. It's become more direct, it's become more widespread, and tactics that were once seen as arising from one-off cases involving rogue prosecutors primarily at the local level have become the official policy of the federal government of the United States. When I say more direct,
during the Obama administration, when FPF was founded, we were seeing a drastic spike in prosecutions of whistleblowers, people who had leaked information to the press. That of course silences the press because if you don't have sources you can't report. If you don't have whistleblowers, you can't report. Confidential sources are the lifeblood of investigative journalism.
But there was sort of an understanding that escalating to the point of going after a journalist directly crossed a red line. An exception was made for Julian Assange, but the Obama administration recognized that even going after Julian Assange, whether or not you view him as a traditional journalist, posed enormous risks to press freedom at large.
Biden administration, on the other hand, and the first Trump administration saw it differently. The first Trump administration didn't care about going after journalists directly, wasn't concerned about chilling the free press, saw that as as a benefit, not a cost. The Biden administration, on the other hand, told us that, well, Julian Assange is a unique case. He is not like other journalists. His news scattering methods, the
Publication WikiLeaks were unique and unconventional, and that tactics used against him would not be employed against traditional journalists. Now, fast forward to today, we are seeing the WikiLeaks case cited to justify attacks on traditional journalists, to justify the seizure of terabytes of files from a Washington Post reporter, Hannah Natanson. You know, you can't get more mainstream
than that and to characterize those files as contraband and to ignore federal law specifically intended to avoid newsroom raids. What starts as small town sort of Reno 911 Keystone Cops shenanigans now is federal policy. A few years ago we saw a raid of a newsroom in Marion, Kansas, a town of two thousand people, and it was headline news. You know, people were outraged.
It was unthinkable almost at the time that that would happen at the federal level. Well, now that is happening, at the federal level. Another way I think things have kind of changed is that we have in the past seen anti-press antics tested - first on the fringes before they reach the mainstream. We're sort of seeing the opposite approach now. I think it's largely because of Donald Trump's
character. He's a product of the 1980s. He thinks about the news. He thinks of the New York Times, CNN, ABC. He's not so much thinking about Dropsite or The Intercept or The Nation or these more niche publications. So he wants to make a splash. He wants to make headlines. He's going after the big names first. That doesn't make it any better or worse.
worse, but it does mean that it gets some more attention and that the industry, the money well, money spending at least, has a stake in the issue that maybe it didn't have when these things were primarily a worry for independent reporters, alternative press, people more on the fringes.
And then it's - not to oversimplify, but things are just more egregious than they used to be. We've never before had a sitting president filing SLAPP suits seeking $60 billion of damages total against news outlets. That would have been absurd in the past, not because past presidents wouldn't have wanted to do stuff like that, but because they would have assumed they couldn't get away with it. They would have thought that there would be political blowback if they went and sued
media outlets claiming exponentially higher numbers and damages than their own net worths. We've never before seen anyone weaponize the Federal Communications Commission the way that the Trump administration has as a censorship police essentially. We've never seen a case like Don Lemon and Georgia Fort being indicted on conspiracy charges for merely covering a protest or like the Prairieland case
where transporting zines was evidence of a conspiracy to commit a crime that the zines did not discuss or reference or even contemplate. And the list goes on. And of course before all of this, starting with the Biden administration, we had the US government's willingness to tolerate atrocities towards the press in Gaza, which
sort of sets the table for indifference to press freedom at home. So we're dealing with a scale and depth of attacks on press freedom that I don't think has any comparables in recent history.
Marium Uddin (10:10)
Since January 20, 2025, what's the most consequential thing that you've worked on and why would you think it's consequential?
Seth Stern (10:16)
Yeah, it's a really good question. I think there are a couple of ways to measure it. You can look at it in terms of the number of journalists and the audience impacted, in which case I would talk about the weaponization of the FCC under Brendan Carr. I would talk about the Paramount merger, the Ellisons attempt to take control of so many news outlets and use them to curry favor with Donald Trump. But
when you think about just the sheer egregiousness of press freedom violations we've seen since last January, the one that always comes to mind is Rumeysa Ozturk. Because it doesn't get more blatant than that. Someone who did nothing but co-author a relatively tame op-ed that was critical of government policy is
nabbed off the street by masked abductors, having no idea whether she was being kidnapped or what, and and jailed for several weeks, held in awful conditions, with the government attempting to kick her out of the country. She of course was here as a Tufts University student on a
valid student visa, had never had any any issues before. The government had absolutely no proof that she was tied to any sort of nefarious activity and eventually was forced to admit that after memoranda confirming it were leaked. So when we say most consequential thing, yeah, if you're thinking of the numbers impacted, it might be something that's in the headlines more.
But when you're talking about just something that's emblematic of the extent to which we have slipped when it comes to our regard for the First Amendment, our respect for people's freedom to speak their minds, it's really gotta be the Rumeysa Ozturk's case. And that's not to diminish the significance of any of the other similar cases involving immigrants, involving people who were punished for their pro-Palestine speech.
That case, though, is just particularly bulletproof in the sense of there is no way any good faith, reasonable person could view that as anything but a direct attack on someone voicing an opinion the government didn't like. There's no pretexts, no excuses. It's just, you know, naked and bare retaliatory censorship that
in addition to the chilling effect on all of us, took such an enormous toll on on the victim herself.
Marium Uddin (12:34)
I remember when she was first picked up that it was disturbing because it was during the month of Ramadan and I kept wondering, was she able to break her fast? When is the next opportunity that she would have been given to eat?
Mahsa Khanbabai, who is also one of her attorneys, was interviewed by the New York Times and she said that after the judge ordered her release, ICE ERO agents wanted to put on an ankle bracelet. And she was like, That's not part of the deal. Just the idea that there is no limitation
on what they believe their authority to be. Like we were talking about before we started, so many things that we think are crazy and astonishing are in fact the word that Nora used completely normalized. So Nora, your work increasingly
sits at the intersection of constitutional law, tech, democracy, and civil rights. What's the question you find yourself returning to that you think the rest of us aren't asking yet?
Nora Benavidez (13:26)
You know, I think less and less about the law and less and less about tech by themselves. And I honestly think about us as humans. And my question is often now, are people aware? And is our passive or implicit inaction support for the environment we are in? I see people who often
are not aware of the broader political environment or actively choose to opt out of knowing, seeing, reading. And I sit with this, what I think is honestly a psychological question, and I'm not a psychology expert, but that's what I now think about over and over. Because constitutional law, well,
gripping for someone like me, is perhaps like a bedtime story that lulls you to sleep for most people. And if you get going on the authoritarian tech compact that allows for mass surveillance, again, people will feel like, Am I in a sci-fi book? Like, what are we doing? But I think at the end of the day, my question is always, Do people want this? Do people want
there to be a pocket of society that is dehumanized? And do they want that only because they don't know how to respond? Do they not know what to do? I think a lot about our implicit inaction, the kind of things that just happen, that just over there when we're not looking. And maybe that's a little poetic, but I believe that that is the question we all will have to face
over the coming years as we see the entire world gripped by an increasingly dictatorial grip and the environment that is not conducive for debate or curiosity. Because dissent is a fun word for me and I know for Seth. But dissent, when I tell people what I do, a lot of people say, Thank you for your service. Let's change topics.
And that's what I now I sit with all the time. I know that a lot of Americans, study after study, are showing that if they have to deal with solutions that they would be involved in, they would prefer a dictator over democratic values. Just increasingly. And I see that everywhere. Now, I don't think people in acute ways
want injustice. They don't want to see a video of someone being killed and supported. But I think in the absence of acute awareness or being forced to examine something, people prefer to go about their lives. And that cannot last.
Marium Uddin (15:54)
It's so true.
Obviously, October 7th and the many months following were so intense. And I would have lunch with my friends could not have a conversation about it. And I just ended up cutting people off because I thought, if I can't have a conversation with you about
a genocide and we can't call it that, then I just I can't even continue to be friends with you. So building on that, Nora, speaking of bedtime stories, you authored Chokehold, your 2025 Free Press report documenting the Trump administration's systematic assault on the First Amendment. More recently, Free Press published another report documenting how media companies colluded with the administration to silence dissents. What has doing this body of work taught you?
Nora Benavidez (16:16)
Mm-hmm.
Well, thank you for naming these reports. I am really proud of my work and Free Press's work documenting the general decline and our declining commitment to First Amendment principles, to independence of the media, and our commitment broadly to diversity. Honestly, doing this work was horrible.
I'm just being really honest with you. When I wrote Chokehold, that was my attempt to understand and examine whether the Trump administration was in fact more hostile as we often felt, over 2025, and whether that hostility was legitimate vis-a-vis the First Amendment.
I examined over 500 incidents of censorial attacks or attempts to muzzle protest, press, law firms, corporate entities, universities, students, professors, you name it. And I went a little crazy. The people who love me around me said, You really sound like one of those crazy people, as I was making sense of what I was observing and analyzing.
And I whittled down that set of about 500 or so incidents to roughly 200 that I felt were really the conclusive examples of what the administration was doing in its first year back in office to aggressively undermine the First Amendment and to go after dissent. Then when we began examining the more specific media capitulation methods,
it felt like part of one larger agenda, which is the agenda that I think we see with all authoritarian regimes. Day one, they try to oppress and muzzle the press. They go after dissent and our sense of history. Like, is there an official history? Trump is rewriting it. He's removing placards at parks that portray US history too negatively.
Many of those, of course, include Native American retellings of their own attacks and being murdered. We've seen, of course, then the way that again and again corporate media has been largely willing to go along with this reframing, recasting of the historiographic record. Seth and I have done a lot of work together on this broader set of threats because I think
it's the independent journalists that are actually with the most to lose that do the most labor to counter what is largely a capitulating bending of the knee that corporate media entities have consistently shown willingness to do. They curry favor with the president, they cut checks for him, they've settled lawsuits. All of the social media companies settled lawsuits after they removed Donald Trump following January 6, 2021.
Just by comparison, Bolsonaro, the former president of Brazil, similarly encouraged and incited a coup in Brazil. And yet the Supreme Court charged and convicted him of huge sentences for his efforts to undermine the democracy there and the lawful turning over of different presidential powers. And so I often juxtapose those. Like we have a country that was willing to hold a president accountable.
And we have a media here that was largely willing to bolster and boost up a president that had helped incite the insurrection. Countless more examples, but all of the knot of this strategy, Marium, really comes back to what are these corporate entities willing to do? And what it looks like they want is more power and to build their own purse strings. And so they have chosen that in favor of giving communities.
News that they can use to critically report on what the administration is doing. You know, I waited, it took nearly two hours after a man was shot and killed by ICE in Houston. Took nearly two hours for the New York Times to actually post about it. And I was just appalled, wondering when would this become an issue? It has ripples throughout the way that people
are aware of what's happening and the way that they might actually continue living without awareness.
Marium Uddin (20:37)
You brought up a couple of things that I want to actually address with Seth. You've talked about censorship and you've talked about what that means in terms of these powerful conglomerates and the choices that they're making. So, Seth, I want to see if there's a through line. Governments rarely announce that they're punishing someone because of speech. We see immigration enforcement,
licensing decisions, regulatory action, surveillance, funding restrictions. Are we witnessing a deliberate shift toward indirect forms of censorship?
Seth Stern (21:06)
I think we're witnessing a deliberate shift towards direct forms of censorship. This this government does announce it's punishing people because of speech. The administration is attempting to manufacture exceptions to the First Amendment for categories of speech
that it finds particularly inconvenient. That can mean pro-Palestine speech, which has always sort of been regarded as as an exception. It can mean anti-ICE speech. It can mean speech that's simply critical of Donald Trump. Or it can mean speech that is supportive of quote unquote Antifa, an
amorphous concept that doesn't actually exist as an organized centralized entity. And that Trump can continue to expand as he sees fit and as is convenient to him. Now he's trying out communism, which he's similarly defining to mean essentially anyone who says stuff he doesn't like. It bears very little relation to Marxist theory or anything like that. He's just using it
as shorthand for the same thing as Antifa for people who don't like him and who he doesn't like in return. And the administration's being fairly open about their intention to censor that speech. When Brendan Carr sends his letters of inquiry to media outlets that have offended the president, he just says, I don't think that your reporting advances the public interest.
And I, Brendan Carr, the guy who's wearing this Donald Trump lapel pin on my suit, and sipping from a cup of coffee with a picture of Donald Trump walking me in the form of a leashed pit bull - that's Brendan Carr himself has said that - I am in a position to arbitrate bias, arbitrate public interest reporting. That is pretty clearly
a direct punishment for for speech. We
mentioned Ozturk and the other immigration cases - those are our direct attacks on speech. And there's been an effort to categorically exclude non citizens from the protection of the First Amendment. That's a position that the government has has taken plainly. When you talk about their effort to expand the concept of doxxing to mean identifying public officials.
Identifying ICE agents. The other day they went to a polling station to harass and threaten an individual who had simply reposted the Minnesota Star Tribune's article which identified Renee Good's killer. That is lawful, constitutionally protected speech. We don't have secret police in this country. We're allowed to identify public officials,
particularly those who are at the center of major national news stories, particularly those who shot and killed somebody. But the administration is not hiding the fact that it is pursuing people based solely on that constitutionally protected speech. It is attempting to sort of rewrite the definition of doxxing in the mind of the public to create this sort of
cultural acceptance of the notion that we cannot identify law enforcement officers. That I think is part of what's really scary about these attacks is that where the administration knows it can't win in court because it hasn't compromised the judiciary to the extent that it needs to to win some of these really extreme cases that it wants to bring, it is instead
taking its case to the court of public opinion. As Nora was saying earlier, most people don't have a strong appreciation of the First Amendment, don't know a whole lot about constitutional law, don't know a whole lot about the role of journalism. So when you say something like identifying law enforcement agents creates a safety risk, and you shouldn't be allowed to do it. Or when you say something like newspapers publishing leaks
from Pentagon employees about war plans compromises national security, you know, if you're someone who's not really familiar at all with the First Amendment and with the principles it stands for, that kind of makes sense on a very gut level. So it's not that hard to create this notion in the zeitgeist that journalism, common routine journalistic
techniques is wrong or illegal. And that in and of itself creates a chilling effect. It leads to legal wins because bad judges are susceptible to the same to the same cultural brainwashing that regular folks are. You'd be surprised or well you two wouldn't, but a lot of people would be surprised how many judges don't know the first thing about the First Amendment.
So it creates bad law because it infects the mind of bad judges, and eventually it will get to the good judges too, because the law does sort of follow the culture. So I think we'll be dealing with the ramifications of that shift long after this administration.
Marium Uddin (25:51)
Nora, Seth corrected me and appropriately so. It is direct and it is censorship. And he also touched on the immigration cases that you and I have both had a hand in. I had Sami Hamdi, I had Yaakub Ira, you Mahmoud Khalil, Mario Guevara.
And I know this seems like a straightforward question, but obviously the defense argued that there was a retaliatory use of immigration enforcement against journalists and advocates. Were we right? How right were we?
Nora Benavidez (26:22)
I remember when I was at South by Southwest last year, actually, and I was in my Airbnb and I got the news alert on my phone that someone named I didn't even really know how to pronounce his name at the time, but Mahmoud Khalil. That's how I was saying it in my mind. I later learned how to pronounce it better, but that he had been picked up and was not able to be found.
He was at the time a graduate student at Columbia and had been an immigrant to the United States, but was originally on a visa and then got a green card and was taken into custody and into a detention facility for his association with a set of views, and particularly those views supporting
the human dignity of Palestinians, the right that Palestinians have to live. And I remember thinking to myself, this is it, this is the case. And, of course, it was meaningful working on that case and working to get Mahmoud released, but there were then so many cases that followed.
So many cases in which the administration used immigrants as tests for rarely used or novel legal arguments. And they always made it about immigration or about the criminality of the individual, or that the person had years prior done some weird little logistic, administrative, or bureaucratic error in their paperwork.
The State Department has tried lots of different avenues. I almost feel like it's like an attempt to get around the actual First Amendment issues that are at play in each of these cases. But all they're really doing is creating the body of cases in hopes to legitimize removal of speech and association for unsavory or critical views.
And of course, it began with immigrants who were fighting for Palestinian rights and human dignity. And I think from there it moved very quickly into the Latino and Central American journalists and others who have been reporting on ICE. Those cases, whether it's Mario Guevara, Sami Hamdi, Mahmoud Khalil or Rumeysa Ozturk.
And there are more and more of these. I always try to say all of their names because it risks normalizing if we only mention one with like a broad brush. Each of these cases is deeply troubling. And I think that they point towards a willingness by the administration to manufacture. And it really stuck with me that that was the word Seth used in his
last comment - that there's an attempt to manufacture enemies for really just free speech and association. But of course, it is most aggressively targeting now immigrant subjects. And between your work, Marium, which I'm so happy and honored to know, as well as what we've done at Free Press,
it feels like a drop in the bucket. It feels like sometimes we're taking a mop to the ocean because the administration at this point seems quite willing to falsify records. There have been independent studies by NYU professors looking at hundreds of cases in which the federal government is one of the named parties. And the lawyers for the federal government in many, many cases have been willing to lie on the record
to the point where judges point it out. They say, like, you are lying, you are undoing decades of trust between the federal government and our judiciary. How is that playing out? Mahmoud Khalil's case is still going on. The administration is relentless in its effort to remove him. And I think they will continue to be relentless in
the effort to remove and go after others. Of course, those will likely be immigrants, but I think we'll reach a point in which it won't just be immigrant subjects. It will be the Prairieland case. It will be the Minnesota 15. It will be more and more kind of onion effect where more of us are not just unsafe, but we are actively attacked for what has for centuries been
protected speech and the ability to associate with ideas. And so I think there's this new proactive and aggressive element at play. It isn't just the tacit viewpoint discrimination case that I
see and I'm still troubled by, but it is the ongoing, persistent, pervasive attack on what is barely tentatively oppositional speech, whether it's online or in the real world.
Marium Uddin (31:00)
It's most troubling to me that the people who are affected -
once they are removed from this country - don't really have any recourse to come back. The damage feels so devastatingly permanent. That part stays with me a lot. You said mop to the ocean. I've been saying that we're we're brushing sand at the beach.
I want to talk about your book, but before we do that, I want to talk to Seth about what private power looks like. How much of today's speech environment, Seth, is shaped by private power - media companies, tech platforms, advertisers, and investors? As we watch companies like Warner Brothers, Paramount reshape the media landscape,
what are we looking at? And when the Department of Justice simultaneously approves media mergers while prosecuting journalists, how do we make sense of that? How do we understand market consolidation and government pressure as separate threats? Or are they just mutually reinforcing ones? And tell us about what's happening with Block the Merger.
Seth Stern (31:57)
The First Amendment is premised on an assumption that the press will actually want to exercise its rights. I don't know that the First Amendment really contemplates a scenario where a media executive walks into a meeting with representatives of a presidential administration and says we want to get a corporate transaction through
and we are willing to tell the news in a way that you're comfortable with in order to accomplish that, where editorial content becomes a negotiating chip for purpose of advancing somebody's financial interest.
So that's what we're seeing now and it's really bizarre and alarming. I'm not
Marium Uddin (32:39)
let's name it, Seth. You've been an integral part of efforts that are watching very closely what happened at CBS after Barry Weiss took the reins.
Seth Stern (32:50)
I'm not really surprised by any of it. Going ahead and Firing so many folks at 60 minutes at once - maybe that was a little more brazen than I would have expected. But I wouldn't call it all that alarming. We saw from the outset that
Marium Uddin (32:50)
Ha ha
Seth Stern (33:05)
Paramount's merger with Skydance was tainted. In order to get that merger through, CBS settled an absolutely frivolous lawsuit by Donald Trump for $16 million. Two days later, Brendan Carr, the FCC chair, approved the merger. The quid pro quo couldn't be more obvious. Subsequently we learned that additional
promises beyond the transaction of money were part of that quid pro quo. David Ellison and his father Larry, who control Paramount, promised the administration that they would commit to fair and unbiased reporting, which in the views of the administration means reporting that is not critical of the administration, that they would hire a Bias Ombudsman to oversee bias at at CBS and essentially answer to Brendan Carr. And of course, instead of picking
some experienced journalist for that role, they chose a career partisan and Trump loyalist with absolutely no qualifications to monitor bias at CBS or anywhere. So against that backdrop, it's hard to be surprised. But you know the reason I wasn't naming names is that it's not just a CBS issue. We're seeing on a broader scale
that whereas in the past, media companies had an economic interest in a strong First Amendment because the goods they were selling were news stories - and I'm not at all saying that past media moguls were angels by any means, or that there was some utopian payday of the media - but at least if you own
a news company, you have some incentive to stick up for the First Amendment because you can't put out your product without the legal protections the First Amendment affords you. If, on the other hand, you own a theme park company or you own a movie studio that just happens to have a news company under its umbrella, then the incentive structure is different. You are willing to throw journalism under the bus to advance your other interests.
And if let's say, in addition to your movie studio, your dad owns a company - let's say called Oracle - that envisions a future where it is the orchestrator of a global AI-driven surveillance system,
then you might have motivations that go beyond the interests of your news company or your movie studio or the Trump administration. Larry Ellison is not guaranteeing this Paramount merger with $40 billion of personal equity, more than, despite his vast wealth, more than his cash on hand. He is not
doing that just for the privilege of kissing up to a lame duck president for two years. He is doing that because it will grant him control of the narrative, control of the culture well into the future, between CNN, CBS, HBO, the stake in If you're someone who wants to sell the public on giving up its civil liberties and being surveilled by Oracle,
it is quite helpful to have control over the press. You can push law and order narratives, you can stir up paranoia about crime, about terrorism, you can platform warhawks, you can bury whistleblowers who come forward about surveillance abuses. The possibilities are endless. So for those who say, Well, why would the Ellisons go to all this trouble
just to kiss up to Donald Trump, yeah, they wouldn't. There's an endgame that goes well beyond Donald Trump and Donald Trump's corruption just affords them an opportunity to set those wheels in motion.
Marium Uddin (36:34)
Narrative is priceless. And so people who have the ability to buy it gain everything.
Seth,
In terms of Block The Merger, do you believe that
the Attorney Generals, whether that's Bonta in California or the one out of Oregon, and these people that have some connection to power brokers in the UK, will hold any power to stop this dead in its tracks? And what shape does that power actually take? It seems as an outsider looking in that it's not going to be enough to stop what's already in motion.
Seth Stern (37:06)
I never want to place too much trust in Attorneys General or in politicians. They do have powers to investigate. The merger's not a done deal. They do have powers to block it, they should exercise those powers. They should seek to stop the merger, and I'm hoping they will. There are strong indications that they're planning to.
We saw both from the UK and from the State of Oregon that action seemed to be in motion. What I think is important beyond their merely initiating the process, is they're not folding because there are separate components to the Block The Merger campaign. There is the component that is dealing with Hollywood, and there's the component that's dealing with
press freedom. And there's certainly overlap because both Hollywood and journalism are part of this narrative and depend on the First Amendment, but they're also separate economic components. So my concern is that an AG is going to settle their claims in exchange for a commitment to say
a certain number of theatrical releases per year, something that benefits the film industry economically, which is great. I certainly want the film industry to benefit economically, but an AG can probably fall into the trap of reaching a settlement like that, sort of claiming a win, getting good headlines that they forced a concession, and moving on with their political career. So
even assuming that they do go forward with a challenge, which I'm certainly hoping they will, we need to keep the pressure on. And beyond keeping the pressure on them, people with standing to not wait on the government, to take action themselves, shareholders who can bring derivative actions and demand information, as Freedom of the Press Foundation is exploring doing.
Consumers who live in jurisdictions with favorable consumer fraud laws, with private rights of action that they may be able to avail themselves of. There are remedies available to common people, and I hope they'll exercise them. And that goes back sort of to your question, Marium, of whether most people appreciate and care about this stuff. I'm hoping they do, and I think we're seeing some evidence
that they do.
All those people who are outside protesting Jimmy Kimmel being attacked by the FCC, I think are people who are legitimately offended by the administration's attempt to censor speech. And it just took that element of celebrity
to activate them and bring it onto their radar. And I think our job is to show people that it doesn't only matter when there is a name that they have heard before involved, and it doesn't only matter when the victim of censorship is someone who they agree with politically. Because nobody should harbor any illusion that once the Trump administration creates these precedents and these powers and this new leverage to censor speech
that the next Democratic administration won't use them. Might scale back, might not do the really blatant, tacky sort of clownish stuff that Trump is doing, all the tweets and calling people traitors and the all-cap stuff, and probably the next FCC chair won't be quite as facially censorial as Brendan Carr is.
But neither political party is likely to intentionally relinquish censorship powers.
Marium Uddin (40:17)
I've watched you being very active on this front with the merger, and you are amazing, Seth. Nora, you're writing a book. Law, Technology, Democracy, Free Expression.
I remember when you told me you had to live through and with some of the ugliness of its chapters. What were you sitting with when you were writing those chapters? And without giving away too much, what have you discovered that you most want to give us as your readers?
Nora Benavidez (40:48)
Well, I don't want to give away too much, but the book is about free speech and democratic weakening. While we as communities are distracted, whether it's little fun, banal things over here or distracted by the news of the day that is metaphorically punching us in the face, hour by hour, I believe it gives authoritarians a window in which to grab and grow power.
And what I'm sitting with is the severity question. And, we've been dancing around it in this conversation, even. How to describe the severity of what is happening. There are no words at times. We keep saying it's unprecedented, it's relentless, it's aggressive. They're manufacturing. And and so there's a scale of severity and a pace
of attack that I am attempting in my book to describe. That means that I'm sitting with really horrible things, is the truth. And in the book, what I really explore is a kind of new
brutal politics that are crushing our potential engagement with the world. And I don't think that the book will solve everything, but free speech books are typically written by white men. And I'm so proud to be a Latina woman writing a book about the way that dissent and minority voices are attacked and are systematically
undermined and dehumanized and obliterated. But to do that, it's honestly been a really gross process because it's like living through all of the ways that these attacks play out in real lives. To look at victims of attacks and to live through
their stories and to try to tell those with some sense of justice and responsibility has been almost sickening.
I don't want readers to come away sickened only. I believe firmly the reason I'm writing the book, and I honestly think the reason that Seth and you and myself do what we do is because we do feel there is light somewhere. Maybe it's not the end of the tunnel, but it's somewhere in the dynamic, and that is worth spotlighting.
Even the title of your podcast is a challenge to people that if you can witness what is happening, what must you also be called in to do? And that can't just be to lay witness and nothing more. It has to be to take action in some way.
Marium Uddin (43:10)
We cannot wait to get our hands on it. Chokehold was a revelation. It was dark, but it was so necessary. I love what you said - that we do what we do because
in doing our part, that will ultimately lead to betterment for others. Speaking of others, I actually met someone through Seth that I think is kind of a special guy, Jeremy Busby. And I feel like he's had a significant impact on you, Seth. He's an incarcerated journalist in Texas. Tell me a little bit about how you two first came to
know each other. I had seen the piece that you guys published with respect to the Prairieland sentencing.
Seth Stern (43:46)
So Jeremy, I believe, first had someone email since he doesn't have access to email himself, Freedom of the Press Foundation's informational email address about retaliation he was enduring for the journalism that he was doing and seeking seeking legal counsel at the time. I got back to him and I said, I'm not licensed to practice law in Texas, so I
can't really help you there. But if you want to write about your experiences, I'd be happy to review an article or a pitch. And he did write about his experience. We published it. We published several other articles from Jeremy on our own site. We collaborated with Jeremy on some articles for other outlets like The Intercept, started talking to him more regularly. He founded a nonprofit called Join Jeremy. I joined
Board of that nonprofit, the objective of which is to platform incarcerated journalists to allow incarcerated journalists a seat at the table on a regular basis. For a long time,
it has been this sort of sporadic, hey, here is your semi-annual reminder that things are bad behind bars. There needs to be more than that. There are two million people incarcerated in the United States,
they need to be platformed more frequently and more in-depth, not just these overview pieces. Technology now allows for the profiteering that goes on when it comes to incarcerated people communicating with the outside world.
Every time I talk to Jeremy it costs one of us money. Every time I send a message, it costs money. If I want to communicate with another incarcerated person using the same exact applications Jeremy uses, I need to buy a whole new book of digital stamps to communicate with that person because Jeremy's digital stamps can only be used for Jeremy. That's a whole other episode. We can get into all of that. But despite all of those obstacles,
technology allows incarcerated people to call into a radio show, to appear on a podcast, to write an op-ed that is on topic and part of the news cycle. I think the reason it doesn't happen more isn't so much
malice, it's that editors don't really think about it. Editors don't think, hey, let me get an incarcerated journalist to write a reaction to the Prairieland case or to even the Paramount merger. You know, Jeremy wrote a great piece about what happened inside prison when media options were limited. He's incarcerated in Texas. Essentially, Fox News and televangel channels
were the only thing available for a while, whereas NPR and other outlets had been an option previously. And people, not only their politics changed, but their sense of self-worth changed, their view of criminal justice. They started believing themselves deserving of the treatment they were receiving because they made some sort of mistake oftentimes decades earlier. So incarcerated people have unique perspectives on things like that. And they can be part of
the day-to-day news cycle. They're still reading about the outside world and they have a lot to tell us, especially as some of the issues that they've faced for years come to affect the rest of us. You mentioned the Sanchez case, and right, Jeremy's reaction there was to say, well, criminalization of literature is nothing new to me. People inside have been placed in solitary confinement and otherwise punished because of the literature they possess, for as long as as we can remember.
Before that, slaves were given copies of the Bible without the Exodus story because it was thought that it might incite a rebellion. When it comes to conditions in various ICE facilities that are really appalling, Jeremy can talk about that. Incarcerated people in general can talk about that in a way that
others can't. I was puzzled when I started hearing from Sami and others about the severe stomach digestive issues they would have when they began eating the food in ICE jails.
And I asked Jeremy what he thought about it. And he explained to me that well for prisons their whole system of agriculture is different. They're using different canneries and different farms that don't comply with the same standards as those on the outside.
Marium Uddin (47:47)
did not know that.
Seth Stern (47:48)
You know, he used to work in the prison kitchen. He was talking about opening these industrial sized cans and finding dead rodents in them. So then it makes a whole lot more sense how Sami and others could be become violently ill upon eating this food.
So there's so many insights that people in Jeremy's position have, and it's just been an honor and a pleasure to work with him and learn from him.
Marium Uddin (48:12)
He's a person with exceptional insights and being able to watch the two of you work together has been a pleasure. It's interesting that you said
the news they were being fed informed their sense of self. Understanding that limiting their choices actually limited their own perception of self-worth. I've never really given that much thought. And have clients who tell me regularly that the food they are given came out of a can that has expired.
So that explains why they're getting stomach aches while they're being while they're watching television screens of just scrumptious foods.
Nora, with respect to the Prairieland defendants and the concept that possessing literature constitutes criminal conduct and that there was material support of terrorism among an internal, domestic group,
response? I don't even know what kind of a question I could ask about that because it's appalling that somebody could get a 30-year sentence.
And Seth and I had talked about the personalities behind that because the National Lawyers Guild had written up kind of a dossier, if you will, of acts the judge had taken that were so egregious. And we're talking about federal judges, right? Just a response, Nora, I don't know what to make of it. What do you make of it?
Nora Benavidez (49:19)
Mm-hmm.
Mm-hmm.
Well, you only have to make, you know, an example of a few people in order for a large populace to consider and think twice about their actions. Authoritarians only have to scare a few of us.
Marium Uddin (49:41)
Let me just interrupt. want to hear the rest of that, but because of this new nonprofit that we're developing and we had given it this flashy anti-ICE legal defense name, once that conviction was handed down, we literally said to ourselves that well, you know, in light of what happened to the Prairieland defendants, we might want to soften that and make it this, you know, "immigration rapid response initiative." That just sounds a lot more palatable. So go ahead, yes, I agree
Nora Benavidez (50:06)
you know I have a marketing brain I can't help it and I have been thinking a lot about the title of your nonprofit and I always pause so we can talk separately and you can edit this out. But yes, maybe not. I'm always on the record.
Marium Uddin (50:16)
Or maybe not. If there's anything
Okay, so yes.
Nora Benavidez (50:22)
About Prairieland, you know, you only have to make an example of a few people for more of us to think twice. For more of us to be like, Ooh, maybe I don't want to go to prison for a hundred years. Maybe I won't and then you plug and play, think of the example. Maybe I won't post online.
That I don't like what ICE is doing. Maybe I won't go to a rally. Maybe I won't attend a demonstration outside of a detention facility. I think that the Prairieland case is setting an example. And I think it is one of several big cases now, setting examples so that more of us are afraid. I also think it's very
Clever timing by the administration to be doing this the summer before the midterms, where there are many contested races, both for congressional seats and the GOP holding power, where Trump himself increasingly is trying to sway the other branches of government, and where we know that midterms can actually really serve as an inflection point ahead of larger elections down the line
kind of setting the political tenor. We know that there is suppression every summer before elections. That's really a hallmark. So to me, it's really clever that the administration is making this large campaign a bigger deal to manufacture enemies.
And I think they're doing this to manufacture enemy movements. So any typical free speech and constitutionally protected activity might now come under scrutiny of the Justice Department and other agencies. To give you just a little bit of background, the Prairieland case was happened about a year ago on July 4th, 2025. Anti-ICE protests happened outside of the Prairieland detention facility in
Texas. the event was intended to show solidarity with detainees because the facility there in Alvarado, Texas had horrific conditions. And I mean, Seth explained some of what these conditions can be like. We know also from Delaney Hall and the protests outside there that, you know, one woman suffered a miscarriage while in detention. Worms and other disgusting maggots were in people's food, people were ill.
We've seen other testimony from people released from detention facilities where they said their hands were tied behind their backs and they were forced to drink water with their mouths on the ground. I tell these only because, in witnessing and documenting what is happening, the specific can help us. It can help put a spotlight on really what's going on. When you just say facility detention conditions are awful. It's like
What does that mean? The Prairieland case escalated, and an officer was shot and wounded by one of the protesters. That set off a chain of Justice Department aggressions in the way that the cases were then prosecuted because
the Justice Department repeatedly described a large set of defendants as members of an Antifa cell. Antifa doesn't exist as a group and a specific term. Antifa refers to anti-fascism. And so to legitimize this terrorism theory that Antifa cell was a terrorist group, prosecutors relied on evidence that included people circulating political literature
and magazines or what people call zines. That's the big one that's been in headlines. There were activities of people belonging to left-wing book clubs. People communicated on encrypted platforms together, sharing information, literally just sharing information. Protesters planned and distributed materials about what protest rights look like. Those are the kind of things that I've done throughout my career, and maybe Seth or you have. All of these are
core associational rights. And when the sentencing came down in all of these cases, the different defendants were sentenced to anywhere from 30 to 100 years in prison. And it's of note that the judge did something really unusual. The judge stacked sentencing for different crimes that these people were convicted of consecutively, not concurrently, which is a
very significant departure from the norm.
And it has resulted in these very large sentences now. I just want to say one other thing about it because hundreds of miles away, we have been seeing what is happening now with a different set of groups, and that is the Minnesota 15. Operation Metro Surge was a huge federal immigration effort to deploy law enforcement in Minnesota in late 2025 and 2026.
Federal agents arrested thousands of people. They tried to remove or detain immigrants, and agents killed two civilians, Renee Good and Alex Pretti, during that Metro Surge operation. Arising out of the demonstrations where people were so upset about the way ICE and federal agents were behaving, prosecutors have charged 15 people with felony charges, all federal charges, saying that they were associated with again these kind of
terroristic like groups. And in the indictment, they include the Signal names of the people, which I think is a way of suggesting nothing we do is protected or private anymore. The government is basically saying whatever you're doing on an encrypted platform, we're watching it. And the allegations really are again the most basic things, Marium, like impeding. That is, if you impede federal investigations or federal officers,
that's because you shared information in a group chat, or you organized a rapid response demonstration on a sidewalk, or tracked federal vehicles. These are now being considered, and I think the administration is trying to frame these as, terroristic activities in the manner of manufacturing enemy movements, the way that we saw it during the Vietnam War. Any moment in history,
post 9/11, where there have been these dissenting groups that are emboldened and empowered to exercise their rights. And so it is no surprise to me that this is happening. Just months before, everyone in this country who has the right to vote should be going out to vote. And to normalize the police presence, the visibility of people wearing masks, armed, guns and military gear. It kind of normalizes that their presence isn't
inappropriate, but their presence is inappropriate. And the way that they behave, these agents and these agencies, is often unconstitutional.
I don't want to say it's end times because we have seen this before, but it is probably one of the most aggressive wake-up calls for all of us.
Marium Uddin (57:03)
I learned so much from the both of you. I can't thank you enough for the extraordinary, bold, and brave work that you both do. I'm so grateful to be in this with you. And, I want to thank you for bearing witness on this episode.
I felt like I was just having coffee with really good friends who are super smart.
Nora Benavidez (57:21)
We're going to
Marium Uddin (57:23)
for
Seth Stern (57:23)
Right.
Episode 5
Dr. Nour Sharaf & Dr. Farhan Abdul Azeez
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Medicine Under Siege
Conversation For physicians who have volunteered in Gaza, medicine becomes an act of witness as much as a profession. Dr. Nour Sharaf and Dr. Farhan Abdul Azeez, both Dallas-based emergency physicians who have each completed multiple medical missions there, reflect on practicing under conditions of extreme scarcity, the ethical weight of choosing who to treat first, and what it means to return again and again knowing each trip could be their last.
Guest Dr. Nour Sharaf is an emergency medicine physician trained at UT Southwestern/Parkland who has completed medical missions to Gaza, including a 2025 trip and a return mission in early 2026. She has spoken publicly about the collapse of hospital capacity and the toll of treating patients with minimal supplies and equipment.
Guest Dr. Farhan Abdul Azeez is an emergency medicine physician who has traveled to Gaza on multiple medical missions. He also studied Arabic, Tajweed, and Islamic studies formally, and often speaks about the intersection of faith and the ethical demands of practicing medicine in crisis conditions.
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Marium Uddin (00:03)
I've spent most of my career working with words, motions, briefs, arguments, and closing statements. The people you're about to hear from work with their hands. These are physicians. They trained for years to understand the human body and what it takes to keep it alive. And then they went to a place where the systems designed to keep people alive were being systematically destroyed. They went anyway.
Dr. Nour Sharaf is an emergency medicine physician from Dallas, Texas, a dear friend of mine, who trained at Parkland, one of the country's foremost trauma centers. She traveled to Gaza alone after five of the six physicians in her cohort were denied entry. She was the only one who made it through.
She conducted critical procedures on patients lying on dirty hospital floors. She operated by flashlight. She held a two-year-old girl named Isla as she died in her arms. She came home with blood still on her shoes, and she went back. She has now returned to Gaza multiple times, most recently in early 2026, each time finding conditions worse than before.
Dr. Farhan Abdul Azeez is an emergency medicine physician and Islamic scholar from Dallas, born in Michigan, trained at Michigan State, steeped in Arabic and Islamic studies in Egypt and in this country. He has gone to Gaza on medical mission multiple times. He has prayed Eid with children in new clothes and hours later stood over their bodies in the morgue. He has buried 15 paramedics.
He has sat with men who were alive beside him and gone within moments. And he has carried back with him names, physicians, prisoners, men the world does not know, whose fates he cannot stop thinking about. This is not a policy analysis. This is not a debate about international law. This is testimony. This is "Witness" in the most direct sense of the word. Some of what you hear will be difficult. I ask you to stay with it.
Dr. Farhan, Dr. Nour, thank you for joining me on this episode of Witness. I wanted to start off with a little bit of your biographies in your own words, who you are, where you're from, what your specialty is, and when you decided that you had to go. I'd like to start with you, Dr. Nour.
Nour (02:28)
Well, thank you so much for having me. My name is Nour Sharaf. I'm an emergency medicine physician and I'm currently based out of Dallas, Texas. I grew up in the DFW area since high school. That's where my family ended up settling down. Originally, ethnically, my family is Egyptian and we have
grown up to know about what's happening in Palestine pretty much my entire life. It wasn't really until I was older and set in my career that I finally made that decision and had the initiative to go and potentially try and help out.
Marium Uddin (03:03)
Thank you, Dr. Nour. Dr. Farhan?
Farhan Abdul Azeez (03:05)
JazakAllahu khair and as-salamu alaikum. My name's Aziz, also emergency medicine, also based in Dallas, but born and raised in Michigan. Ended up moving here about ten years ago and I've been working here since. As soon as I found out there's opportunity to try and go then, tried to find a group that could that could take me in.
Marium Uddin (03:19)
I noticed that we have a fourth guest on our episode today. Yes, you're notoriously known as the cat smuggler. so Dr. Farhan, you went during Ramadan.
Farhan Abdul Azeez (03:24)
She's a little shy. Her name is Madania. She is a kitten from Medina who found her way to Dallas in the
Yeah.
Marium Uddin (03:38)
And from what I understand you did pray Eid with children, as I said, who were wearing new clothes and hours later you stood over their bodies. What does it do to a person to hold that much inside a single day?
Farhan Abdul Azeez (03:56)
i it's hard to put into words. the the this past Ramadan I was denied entry, but the previous two Ramadans I was there and the most recent Ramadan I got in was the one I was there for Eid as well. That Ramadan there was a relative quiet prior to Eid Day the bombing was very intense. at the time when families were getting ready to go to Eid salah.
And so when we saw the the children at the morgues with their Eid clothes and, you know Eid jewelry no, I don't know. What what can you say? You know, there's there's a mixture of of of anger and and sadness and
bewilderment like why this day, why this time? You know, just just so many so many emotions is hard to put into words.
Marium Uddin (04:49)
Before knowing you as a physician who traveled to Gaza, I knew of you as a person who was highly regarded for his Islamic scholarship and dedication to our deen. How quickly, after these images are before you,
are you able to ground yourself in a spiritual framing where you recognize that those who were once with you are now green birds in paradise?
Farhan Abdul Azeez (05:17)
I'm definitely not an Islamic scholar. I would say, from the first trip, I went in February 2024 and the first day we got to European Gaza Hospital, which has now been destroyed and defunct, it's out of commission, they
gave us a quick tour. We got there real late. It was like 10 PM or something, 10:30 PM at night, leaving early in the morning from Egypt at that time before they took over Rafah. And anyways, we we went around and one of the first patients I saw in the ICU was a five-year old girl who had been a victim of a white phosphorus bomb, the chemical weapon. She had whole body burns, she was covered in in and you know, wound dressings and minimal pain medication to offer her. and she eventually died.
The day she was transferred out. There was a long wait to get transferred and when she was transferred, I later found out that she she had died. So immediately you're you're met with very difficult scenes - Nour can testify to this - that the cases that we remember the most in the ER is of kids. If you have a 80-year old that dies, it's not the same as when you have a eight month old, and so so seeing that honestly, personally,
I think that without a belief in Akhira and without a belief in the ultimate wisdom of Allah and a belief in who Allah is, that it's our core belief that Allah is more merciful to us than our own mothers. Without that, I don't think I'll be able to make sense of it. I don't think I'll be able to come to terms with it without believing in Akhirah.
So I think definitely through and through, that perspective has helped me a lot. I remember one time one of my trips, alhamdulillah, I think the the last one I was in Ramadan was with a with a true Islamic scholar, Sheikh Hatem Al-Haj who's a pediatrician, but also senior. He's Sheikh Omar Suleiman's teacher, to give you idea. And, I remember I asked him once, Sheikh to this level,
what we were seeing, like I had seen that, just a little earlier, a man who's forgive me for for the details, but bodies are being eaten in the streets by cats and dogs. And I witnessed this with my own eyes. Cats coming to feed on the bodies that were waiting to be preyed upon. And so this man was at the morgue with half of his literally half his face eaten away. And so
just that scene really stuck with me and I asked the Sheikh to this level of suffering, humiliation, those feelings that I had and he just reminded me that what Prophet reminded the companions of the people who came before who had gone through the worst forms of torture and crimes because of their faith. And
that we are no different and that this may happen but ultimately the plan of Allah will come to fruition and that just like you said, every martyr that we know, I mean think of Anas Sharif rahmatullahi aalayhi and I just met him two days before he was killed and I was supposed to sit with him in the tent. I kept thinking that, when that suicide drone came and killed him, would I have been there if we'd not left the South, because we wanted to sit down at night and talk.
And you think about the two beautiful children he left behind and his wife, then you think, well, he's in a better place and all those who are suffering, who have been suffering are "3inda rabbihim yurzaqoon" as Allah says, with their Lord being given provision, fariheen, and they're rejoicing and happy. That's our belief. So it does balance. So you see a tremendous amount of suffering, which is extremely painful and difficult, but at the same time you also know that,
the official toll of 73,000 is way beyond that. But there's a section in Jannah called Gaza with 73,000 inhabitants that are there that weren't there before. That's what helps helps me somewhat grounded.
Marium Uddin (08:30)
Is there a distinction to you among those who have been killed and therefore are being raised as martyrs?
Farhan Abdul Azeez (08:39)
Definitely. The rank of martyrdom is a concept in Islam that, you could say different levels to it, There's people who like the companions went out to battle and died in the battlefield, that's a level of martyrdom. Then there's those who were, you know, killed like in the case of this girl, just an innocent girl just killed
in war and then you have those who maybe didn't even get killed by a bomb but because of the blockade and starved to death for example or because of destruction of the hospitals. We saw this all the time, right? People come in with a heart attack but there's no cath lab anymore to save them and so they try to give medicines it doesn't work and they die. So it's not a direct result of a gunshot or a sniper or a bomb or a missile,
even the people of Gaza, like the the martyrs, their bodies aren't washed. So at the morgues they will wash some bodies and they won't wash some, depending on the condition, what happened and the like. But from a technical perspective, we consider all of them a form of a martyr who regardless of which category they're in, we know that they are they're being taken care of by Allah, being given the highest reward, that's our belief.
And obviously children
Marium Uddin (09:37)
They're in gardens with Prophet Ibrahim. I remember wishing that I had a medical license so that I could go. The only thing that I would tell myself as consolation -
because there was no small part that I could really do - is that at the time of all of this devastation, destruction, and death, the portals of the heavens were opened, and Allah was taking scores of martyrs at one time, over and over and over again. Dr. Nour, I've heard
very painful stories just about trying to get in and what it's like dealing with Israeli officials. Can you walk us through what it's like to enter Gaza? Not just the logistics, but kind of the psychological experience of crossing that threshold and what happens when you're inside at the border.
Nour (10:26)
Yeah, absolutely. So, the process of getting into Gaza itself is not at all straightforward. It's a very complicated process. And the first time that I went was in July of 2025. And at the time it was around the time where it was peak famine in Gaza. There was very limited food, very limited
access to water and also the genocide had been very bad at the time, multiple bombings on a daily basis. The hospitals were overwhelmed with mass casualties every single day. And so it was a very difficult time to go to Gaza my very first time around. It was a very emotional time too because when I applied I
genuinely honestly didn't know if I would ever potentially make it back home. So there's a lot of anxiety leading up to the trip and on top of that there's also a lot of unknown about the trip itself and about even being able to get in. So when you do apply you get an initial approval from the World Health Organization and after that approval it's entirely up to the Israeli military, an entity called COGAT that essentially decides everything that's going
to enter in and out of Gaza and also Israel and the West Bank, including people and resources, they're the ones who really get to control whether or not as a physician or healthcare worker, whether or not you'd be able to enter. And that approval doesn't come until about 24 hours or less before your trip. And so you really don't even know if you're going to be able to get in or not. You're sitting there at a hotel
in Amman and you're waiting for a green light that says you've been approved by COGAT to enter into Gaza. And it is really scary because at this time you've traveled away from your home, you've left your family behind, you've said your goodbyes, you don't know if you're going to make it back or not, and you still don't even know if you're going to enter. And so there is a lot of unknown leading up to that. And I think that is also another form of oppression that people don't
necessarily pay attention to. It's not just oppression in terms of killings and bombings and food deprivation and treating people in Gaza like they are second-class citizens, but also depriving them of necessary medical care as well as contact to the outside world. and so it is a really hard process, and part of that difficulty is that
COGAT also has the right to turn you back at any point of the trip. So standard journey into Gaza currently is from Amman. People used to travel through the Egyptian Rafah side and now that has been stopped for healthcare workers to be able to enter into Gaza, so now it's entirely through the Jordanian side. And you travel usually through three different checkpoints where at every single checkpoint
you are subject to questioning, you're subject to all of your stuff being searched. And they reserve the right to turn you back at any given moment with no reasons given and no chance of appealing the process whatsoever. I've been to Gaza three times now, and luckily alhamdulillah every single time I have been able to enter into Gaza. That being said, I have had my stuff checked on the way into Gaza. Standard
airport security type checking. However, I do have stories from colleagues who have been interrogated, who've had their personal devices looked at, who've had their suitcases turned inside out, and I saw it happen in front of me with people that were travelling with me as well.
Marium Uddin (14:08)
no doubt in your mind that it's an intentional aggression and an intentional intimidation?
Nour (14:14)
Absolutely no doubt. And and again, it's another form of oppression because if you're intentionally making it very difficult for for healthcare workers to enter into Gaza, then first of all you're demotivating them from wanting to go in the first place. And second of all, you're depriving people inside of Gaza of the necessary medical care. That being said, like even if they do allow you as a healthcare worker to enter into Gaza, you are not allowed to bring any medical supplies with you.
So essentially, I don't wanna say that we're useless, but a doctor without their tools is not the same doctor as they would be with the resources that they're used to having.
Marium Uddin (14:53)
I want to follow up on that exactly what you said. Baby formula confiscated, medical supplies seized. What does that tell you specifically about the intent behind the restrictions on entry?
Nour (15:07)
You know, I think they've made their intentions very clear from the beginning. Multiple Israeli politicians have said out loud that their intentions are to wipe out all of Gaza with everyone who lives in Gaza. And they don't necessarily care for human suffering and they don't necessarily care for the lives of the people that they take. And it's evident in their actions, like depriving baby formula from being able to enter, depriving as little as suture material or numbing material
to help patients that are victims of these bombings that need as little as suturing. I don't question their intentions because again they've made that very obvious.
Marium Uddin (15:44)
I remember reading that among dual use items, crutches, water purification tablets, maternity kits, cancer medications, they were all off limits, even to the point of excluding dates. So I agree that the intent is self-evident. Do you think that they allow
the limited number of physicians to tokenize the cause to show that there is some semblance of compliance with some regulatory scheme.
Nour (16:14)
We can't necessarily know for a fact - everything that we know is based off of patterns that we've seen happen in the past. But based on the patterns, and this is not proof at all, it's just patterns that we've recognized, they are more lenient towards allowing women physicians in because they view us as less threatening. They will allow physicians in again without any supplies, because as a physician without your supplies,
you're not necessarily going to function at the capacity that you would where you have every single supply. And you know, you mentioned baby formula and water tablets, but even EKG paper, so whenever we get a tracing of someone's heart in the emergency department, we do it on special paper. And the only thing special about this paper is that it's lined in a certain way that we can tell exactly how your heart is beating and look at that tracing and calculate it based off of those lines. And
even that they're not allowing to enter into Gaza. And there's no way that can be dual use. And I think the the worst thing that can happen from paper is you might get a paper cut and that's about it. But I think it is very intentional. And even with the limited amount of physicians that they let in, I was one of five that was allowed in and my story isn't unique to me. I think several other healthcare workers have experienced this as well, where they were the only person in their group or their entire group got denied and maybe they let one person in that day out of
an entire 30 or 40 people that were traveling into Gaza. And I think that's for them to go and say, Well, look, we're letting people in. But the person that you've let in now has absolutely no resources to work with and is without a team. As an ER doctor, I don't need a team to function, but you can imagine a surgeon needs an anesthesiologist or a scrub tech or an assistant in their surgeries. So
that's an entire medical team that if you take one person out of that team and say that we've let this person in, well again, they don't have their resources. They can't function at their normal capacity.
Marium Uddin (18:11)
You mentioned the gender disparity. Were you exempt from any of the harassment or humiliation on account of being a woman?
Nour (18:22)
I can't say for sure. I will say that I've just noticed these patterns where my male colleagues have been searched more thoroughly or in ways that you wouldn't necessarily expect a physician entering for a medical mission trip to be searched. For example, my second trip, we had one male colleague on this trip with us. All of us had our bags go through standard security screening and when they didn't find anything that
they wanted to look in our bags, they kind of just let the bags through without opening them and investigating every single item in them. However, that male physician that was with us in the group did have his bags open and had every single item thoroughly inspected in the bag. And they asked him about why he was bringing in a second albuterol inhaler. I've spoken to my male.
colleagues and their experience was similar to the one that I witnessed that day.
Marium Uddin (19:14)
Dr. Farhan, one of the things that Dr. Nour raised is this idea that there would necessarily be a fear about whether or not you're going to return home. What did you do with that fear?
Farhan Abdul Azeez (19:30)
I said my goodbyes before I left. I just made sure I reached out to people and said salam to them and those close friends try to meet them and was it. But I mean I mean there definitely is a level of anticipation, especially for your first time. You just kind of try and
mentally prepare yourself, through different scenarios, what could happen and what would you do and what would your words be, are you going to say the shahadah or not? You just mentally prepare yourself and then get things in order here, like have a will and give salam to your family and and friends and then you go.
Marium Uddin (20:01)
Dr. Nour, while you would be on the plane over to Amman or you would be waiting in the hotel room, did you have moments where you would have a good cry thinking that you may not return to your family? And does that somehow strengthen the bond that you share with them? Because you recognize how precious it is.
Nour (20:20)
Yeah, absolutely. I had those moments a lot and my very first time, kind of like Dr. Farhan mentioned, is probably the most emotional time because you also have no idea what to expect whenever you do get into Gaza. And that is the time where I think I cried every single day leading up to my trip because of the anxiety, the fear of not being able to come back, the fear of the unknown. The realization that you are about to enter into a place where people are being killed on a daily basis.
One of the important things is that my community, my family, my friends, I think they always kind of knew what was happening in Gaza, but they never really had someone to tie it to. Someone that they know and they care about about to enter into a place where killings were happening on a daily basis, I think that's when it really set into people that this is horrible. There are crimes being committed in this
place that we all care about because as Muslims, as Arabs, as people who have known about Palestine for a really long time, we say that we care and we say that we want to do something about it. But I think sometimes you just don't really know how to relate to something so tragic on a human level unless you have someone or something to relate it to. And I actually think that we noticed that in July of 2025 as well because
a lot of what happened during that - I call it a turning point - because the world finally woke up and knew what was happening in Gaza in a way that they spoke up about it more. They wanted to encourage change politically and socially. Part of that was the famine because people were able to finally relate to something that they felt before, which is hunger. Many of us don't know how to relate to
our homes being bombed or forced displacement or having to go to a hospital and not having basic resources like suture material or antibiotics or clean water. These are things that we don't experience in a first world country, but we've all been hungry before on some level. When the famine finally hit, people started to realize this is a horrible emotion to feel.
So there was not just a shift in my world of taking this situation as a number one priority, but it also affected my community as well. And I also did say my goodbyes. It's something that that you kind of have to process on an individual basis, but you also have to put your trust and faith in Allah that you're guided towards this journey for
for a reason.
At some point you realize that that is just guidance from Allah so you have to trust the process and it no longer really becomes a choice but more of a fundamental thing that Allah is guiding you towards.
Marium Uddin (23:07)
Dr. Farhan, the sun refuses to let you not bask in its light. The sunlight is chasing you. Based on everything that we've just heard, Dr. Nour share, did you ever feel - even for a moment -
by choosing to leave your family behind, you were somehow making a selfish decision? Knowing what worst-case scenario could be.
Did you question yourself? Did you feel that your motives were maybe not synchronous with the way that ordinary people might process or think about what was happening?
Farhan Abdul Azeez (23:37)
I didn't. I didn't feel that way. That it was selfish. Even with the potential outcome, worst case scenario or well, I guess how depends how you look at it. If you're killed or if you're maimed or left paralyzed, it could be devastating, but I didn't look at it like that.
You alluded to earlier my growing family. Alhamdulillah, just just as a point of emphasis, or as a real life example, a little personal, but alhamdulillah, like, my wife and I we've been married for eighteen years now and you know Gaza, when you when when you meet people they ask you, are you married or not? I say yes, then they say, Well, how many kids you have? And then I said, I don't have any kids.
And then well then the next question is how long have you been married for? You know, so like, eighteen years. You know, and like, that long and you don't have kids. So then the number one dua'a they would make is Allah yarzuqk thurriya saliha. May Allah give you righteous children. And, subhanAllah, you know, after six trips to Gaza we just had our first baby daughter, eighteen years later. And I I'm mentioning that to say the idea
it's the way humans without an Islamic framework would process things is like the idea that if you're doing something, you're putting yourself at risk, you're potentially harming the well-being of your family or who's going to take care of your wife, who's going to take care of your kids, who's going to take care of parents. Those are real human concerns that we have. But maybe I could share what one of the doctors there told me, which is again the Islamic framework of how we look at things, which is
Dr. Motaz - Dr. Nour, you worked with the ER director at Al-Shifa Hospital - he was blessed with a baby daughter 11 days before the genocide started. And October 6th, his wife went with their baby daughter to the south, where her family is, and then October 7th happens. And he was actually going to go to pick her up and they had some ER program that day, so he ended up staying behind and then they're cut off. And so for the next year and a half until the ceasefire
in January 2025 he doesn't see his daughter for 13 months. periods of which, when Shifa was under siege, particularly in November and then March of 2023 and 2024, respectively, and there's no communication and he's there at the hospital. There's obviously a tremendous amount of fear of what's happening to your family. There's no communication. And he had a chance to leave. When the first ceasefire happened, that brief ceasefire, he had a chance to go south and see his family and stay there,
knowing the hospitals are under attack. This is after the al-Ahli Hospital massacre, 500 people being killed. We know hospitals are being targeted, and he said that no, I'm going to stay and treat my patients. And his words to me were almost an exact quote. Perhaps of my service to the people, Allah will take care of my family. And that's an Islamic concept, right?
And the famous example we read every in Surah Kahf Allah sent Musa (as) and Khidr (as) to these two orphans to build their wall up where their wealth was, it was falling apart. They go to the city, they're not being hosted, they're not being offered food. And then Khidr (as) sees this broken down wall and fixes it. So if you think about it, Allah sent one of the best prophets, Musa (as), and this chosen man
to be in the service of two orphans. But the question is why and Allah answers that in the Quran when He says, wa kana abuhuma saliha. It's because their father was righteous. And so our view, our worldview, it isn't I don't provide for my family, I don't provide for my parents, I don't provide for my wife or my kids. Allah does. And if we live our life the way we're supposed to live, and of course I am extremely always falling short in that, but
if we were to, then Allah will take care of those in need. So to come back to your question, do I feel a selfish. A worldly view? Yeah, maybe it is selfish. But I think from a spiritual lens, looking through it that way, I think it's the opposite.
Marium Uddin (27:09)
Dr. Nour,
What has it been like to come back home? What's the dissonance of returning to a normal life? When we're living in the lap of luxury, beautiful grocery stores, traffic lights, the ordinary world as it were, after what you've witnessed.
Do you feel like you're a part of the world here anymore?
Nour Sharaf (27:32)
Actually, coming back home was really difficult and it was a lot more difficult than I expected it to be. My very first trip, I only spent two weeks in Gaza and even after two weeks in Gaza, which is absolutely nothing, it feels like such a short period of time,
I walked into the airport in Jordan and I felt a little bit shocked. I felt shocked at the temperature of the AC, even though it was a normal temperature. Felt shocked at the bright lights, at the people, at the noise. And the only thing that I could think of in that moment is if this is how I feel after two weeks of experiencing Gaza, then how did the people in Gaza who have been living through these conditions for years feel when
the world that they were used to before that did include running water and access to light sources most of the time and access to internet, access to air conditioning. How do they feel not having that for several years?
On an emotional level, Gaza does fundamentally change you in ways that are very difficult to describe. I just got back from a girls trip. Actually, one of my best friends for about 14 years is getting married and we were celebrating her. And I couldn't help but notice that there were times that I felt so disconnected from people that I've known my entire life. And it's not
to say that there's anything wrong with me or them. It's just that the world, your reality changes a lot. And the world that you used to know just feels so unfamiliar to you for so many reasons, because there's no way to not think about what you experienced in Gaza. There's no way to think about the fact that you have access to food today and someone might not have access to food, or that if it's a really hot day and you don't want to take
a five minute walk down the street, you can just get in your car and blast the AC in and get to wherever you want to go. Those are the kinds of luxuries that you don't necessarily think about. And you almost take for granted until you experience a situation where you don't have any of those. And you just can't not think about it in your everyday life. And aside from the everyday life, it's also in your profession too. Like coming back
to work, I realized that I hold on to resources now that I don't throw away and I don't even do anything with them. I just feel guilty throwing them away. Whenever I open a suture kit, I only use probably 40 % of the supplies in the kit. And for me, it's so hard to throw away the other 60 % that is untouched. I know I can't even use it for another patient, but I just can't get myself to throw it away because I've worked in conditions where having gauze is a luxury
Marium Uddin (30:21)
Such an acute awareness of scarcity would do that under any circumstance, whether it's Gaza or Sudan when you've been that close to people who have survived on so little. I remember taking a shower.
And crying, I think it was the documentary by Michael Moore. There was a woman who the use of water six different ways. The first use is drinking water.
The second use is bathing her child and she's taking the same water to then water her plants, clean the clothes, clean the floor.
And so being so close to it would necessarily heighten your sense of
respect for their ability to do with so much less. I also experienced a disconnect, but I could not maintain friendships on account of people who were not close to tragedy. When we would go to lunch, people were talking about
the color of their nail polish or whether or not to make their indoor cats outdoor cats.
Although I shouldn't have been judgmental, I felt very hostile towards them, like, how silly are you to be living in this bubble while people are being murdered? So I've wrestled with what my identity is, and I think all of us have a pre-October 7th identity and a post-October 7th identity. Dr. Farhan, have you personally faced any sort of professional or personal consequences for speaking publicly about what you've witnessed?
Yeah.
Farhan Abdul Azeez (31:46)
I haven't. I know it's not the story of people I just was in communication with an orthopedic oncologist who's being threatened to be fired. They've already put pressure on him, but they told him if you go to Gaza one more time we're firing you. So the opposite spectrum where he's been told why are you trying to save terrorists? versus my experience, alhamdulillah has been a supportive work environment.
Nurses, physicians, they all wish me well. They help cover shifts, they give me supplies. One guy wanted to give me a bulletproof vest, like take care of yourself, which we're not allowed to take in, but I mean just people you wouldn't expect, you know. We have a Jewish colleague as well and he's covered some shifts for me to go. After my second trip, I presented to the staff
about the experience. I have a WhatsApp group of staff that I update when I'm there, what's going on, what's happening. My experience has been alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, I found a supportive environment. If anybody has been hostile, they haven't vocalized it or shown it. But I know that's not the case for many. They face consequences and they've been threatened to lose their job and deal with difficulties, forced to go part time, those kind of things. A lot of stuff like that's happening.
Marium Uddin (32:47)
Let's shift registers for a moment. We have touched on the beautiful news about your baby girl. And if I recall correctly, you've given her the name Sakina, which signifies the descent of tranquility in a person's heart. I'm sure it was an intentional decision to give her that name. Having recently become a father, when you held her for the first time,
what did you see? And did anyone else come to mind?
Farhan Abdul Azeez (33:12)
It's a hard question. Like you said, Gaza changes you and so certainly Gaza has changed me,
when we referenced earlier the children and cases of difficult cases or deaths of kids, pediatric cases you never forget. Until my last trip in August 2025, the majority we saw was younger to older men
who were being killed because they were all going to the humanitarian sites and being gunned down. But every trip before then - the first five - were all the majority were women and children. We see it again and again and again and again. And so when I see my daughter, do I see them? I do. I'm still new to fatherhood, less than two months, but you almost like
you love her to death but at the same time you see people in Gaza, they'll have stickers in their car, they'll say it's a famous statement, but I don't know if it's authentic hadith, but it's a statement that said, you know, wa-abhbib man shita finnaka mufariqahu. Love whoever you want, but eventually you're going to leave them. You love them as much as you can, but you also
realize that we all belong to Allah and we all return to Allah and Allah's choice, you know, for her, for me, who leaves first and who doesn't, and meaning who passes away first. And, you think about those things now that maybe I wouldn't have before Gaza.
A lot of different thoughts go through your mind, but the end of the day you just you definitely you mentioned just recognizing the blessing of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala - what an incredible miracle she is and all of life is.
Marium Uddin (34:36)
May Allah bless her. May Allah give her every safety, every happiness, righteousness, His Favor and His Pleasure as well as the blessing of having such wonderful parents. Do you feel that you owe your wife kind of an incalculable debt for helping bear this pain and trauma with you?
Farhan Abdul Azeez (34:56)
Yeah, masha'Allah, she's been through thick and thin and she never once hesitated, why are you going or what are you doing or you know, never once. That's who she is, masha'Allah. She wanted to come with, you know, if she could pack me in her suitcase, whatever, get me there, you know. So, alhamdulillah, she's been a pillar, supporting
Marium Uddin (35:04)
From the sh
Exactly. Yeah.
that sometimes we look at you as the story of heroism, but in reality it was a person like her who stood behind you and enabled that to be possible. May Allah bless her. And that brings me to a story about Dr. Nour that I'm very happy to be able to speak about. And I am grateful, I'm appreciative of Dr. Nour being willing to speak about this.
Farhan Abdul Azeez (35:22)
Yeah, and my mom, you know the the parents
Marium Uddin (35:39)
So you met the love of your life in Gaza. Most people imagine falling in love during peace, and you found it inside a genocide. Would you tell us that story?
Nour Sharaf (35:51)
Yeah, so I recently got engaged and my fiance is fortunately and unfortunately still in Gaza. I say unfortunately because obviously I wish that we were still together, fortunately because sometimes I wish I was still in Gaza too. But we met through some mutual friends in Gaza and actually it was really beautiful that we bonded over
the fact that we were both actually fasting on a random Monday. And it's not something that I was expecting. I never really thought that I would go to Gaza and meet someone and decide that I'm going to want to spend the rest of my life with someone that I don't necessarily know what our future looks like. I don't know when I'm going to see him again. I don't know if he's going to be able to get out. I don't know if I'm going to be able to get back.
Alhamdulillah, we found a really strong shared bond. I think because our relationship started out with that fundamental belief in Allah, it's actually really helped provide us a lot of patience throughout our entire relationship so far. And I think you guys touched on it a lot earlier, but essentially this whole entire experience of going to Gaza or being in Gaza or being from Gaza, you have to have...
a belief that nothing, not nothing, but the majority of the life that we live is not necessarily in our control. And once you realize that Allah's Plan is The Most Perfect Plan, and no matter what you do, your plan is never going to even compare to that. I think it provides a lot of patience and comfort. And I noticed that not just with my current relationship, but even the very first time I tried to go into Gaza,
when the rest of my group got denied, I was told by everyone around me, you should come back. You don't have to go. You don't have to do this alone. You shouldn't do this alone. If it was our daughter, we wouldn't allow it and all these things. But I think I realized no one's going to protect me. COGAT isn't going to protect me. My colleagues who would go on this mission with me would not protect me. Yes, it would provide some sort of
comfort and relief to know that I have a support system, but ultimately life and death are up to Allah and Allah is The Only One Who really can protect people throughout this journey. And that's kind of what I feel in my relationship too, is that Allah destined for us to meet in this place. What are the odds that someone from America would meet someone from Gaza and potentially, find this beautiful love in such a
a complicated place and you have to really just rely on Allah and I rely on Him still to this day to provide that protection for everyone that I know and I love in Gaza.
Marium Uddin (38:41)
When I hear you, I am in awe because I have struggled with what it means to accept the Qadr of Allah and to accept that, you know, naseeb is something, as you said, we don't have control over, and to understand that what has been written was conceived even before we came into existence. So I can see how that scaffolding has been a protection for you. But I still think on a very human level, there must be a sense of vulnerability in terms of
I've left him. When will I see him again? Will he stay safe?
So when you hear the names, for example, that we are all familiar with of Motaz, Anas al-Sharif, Suhail Nasser, those have a very specific meaning to you. When one is displaced from his homeland, one is a martyr, and one is your future, knowing that they themselves were all friends, do you have moments where you're panic-stricken in your heart?
Nour Sharaf (39:35)
Yeah, absolutely. I think it's impossible not to feel that, especially because I've seen it happen to so many of Suhail's colleagues where speaking out about what they're experiencing has led to them being murdered. And there is not a single day that I don't get a notification on my phone about a bombing that happened in his area. And I just immediately, there is a part of me that,
is human and it's okay to feel those human emotions of fear and panic and is he okay? Are his family members okay? Are my friends who are still there okay? And that immediate moment of panic is very human and it's very normal. I don't think that faith in Allah takes that away, but I think the faith in Allah really just provides a sense of comfort that,
no matter what happens, Allah is always protecting us more than we can ever protect ourselves. And at the end of the day, worst case scenario is actually not worst case scenario. We just think of it as worst case scenario because we see the world from a lens that death is this horrible thing. And I don't know how to say it because...
we think of death as so horrible, ultimately if your death means that you get to be with your Creator and you get to be with the Prophet and the Companions, then is it really the worst thing that could happen? I think it's something that really takes being extremely close to death to like truly accept.
And it's normal to feel sadness and it's normal to feel panic, it's normal to feel anxiety. But also that's balanced by the fact that you understand that our time in this world is temporary. And if the alternative to being in this world is being in the Hereafter, in Jannah, then I think a lot of people would take that alternative with a lot more patience and comfort.
Marium Uddin (41:36)
May Allah bless you and Suhail and give you a beautiful future in dunya that goes on for many, many years until you're both very old and then again in the Akhira. Ameen. To kind of build on something that Dr. Nour said, Dr. Farhan, I would like to speak to you about, something you and I have have spoken about sometimes in passing, although it's a topic to me that is
central to everything that I think of when I think of the worst tragedies and the greatest cruelties on earth. So I'm going to go through a list of names. Dr. Adnan Al Bursh.
Head of orthopedics at Al Shifa Hospital, arrested at Al-Awda Hospital in December of 2023, taken to Sde Temain which is known to be one of the worst black site prisons in Israel. And that must really be saying something. Dead at Ofer prison in April of 2024. I should say killed. Not dead. His body has not been returned to his family.
And there are others. Most recently Dr. Hussam Abu Safiya's case. And then, of course, people like the bodybuilder Muazaz Obayat. He went in a very handsome, healthy young man, and he came out basically a cripple. The journalist Sami al-Saie. You had mentioned in
a podcast, it might have been with Sheikh Abdullah Oduro and Sheikh Omar, a person you met who described to you what he endured and what it meant to pray with his eyes. Can you tell us about them?
Farhan Abdul Azeez (43:05)
Yeah, I mean they're the
they're a lot of times a forgotten people of the Ummah. Think about those scenes in Syria, when they open the prison and these women and children are coming out from these dungeons underground, levels underground, seeing light for the first time in in the decade or so, those kind of scenes you see and you're like, these people are just completely forgotten about for the majority of the Ummah. Other than their families who are are living it. Everybody else kind of
lives life or we think about donating for orphans or donating for a water project. But like you said, some of the worst conditions that people are in are those who are in prison in these types of places. Obviously, Sde Temain prison is the worst in Israel, but even like in Syria in the Muslim world in Egypt and places all over where
people are just rotting away and the stories I would hear from them of their treatment and speaking to the prisoners in Gaza, every worst thing imaginable has been done. And not only that, but they're told when they leave, those who have been released that we're going to find you, we're going to kill you. The physicians who are released are told if we ever see you in a hospital again we will kill you
and your family. It's a known practice that the family members of these people are targeted. Hussam Abu Safiya's son Ibrahim was killed in the courtyard of Kamal Adwan Pediatric Hospital where he was and refused to leave and had called on the the world to step in and intervene after a three month siege that ultimately led to the destruction of the hospital and his arrest.
along with the other physicians and medical staff that were there, not just him. So their cause is certainly one that needs to be amplified, be raised. The most recent flotilla attempt to get in aid and what they went through, 400 people from a number of countries around the world, including Western countries, get sexually abused and
and physically beaten and tortured and detained and denied basic rights and strip searched and kept naked and all of that. And that's happening to citizens of Western countries for a few days. Imagine what's happening to the Palestinians who are being taken from Gaza or the West Bank and being put under the worst conditions imaginable. So
certainly a group of people we can never forget in our dua'a, we should never forget in our dua'a and a certainly group of people that we have to keep advocating for until they're all free.
Marium Uddin (45:30)
Insha'Allah. Ameen. It has been more than two and a half years since October 7th.
The vividness of what you've experienced is probably still very fresh on your hearts as though you were just there yesterday. But for many people, there is a sense of growing distance, and I think even maybe numbness. We're not doomscrolling. We're not aware of what the casualty count is anymore. But the killing hasn't stopped, the starvation hasn't stopped.
So do you believe, and I'd love to hear from both of you, I'll ask Dr. Nour specifically, do you believe that the world's attention has largely moved on or dimmed? And if so, why is that?
Nour Sharaf (46:11)
You know, I think it's really tragic to feel like we've normalized things that should never be normalized. And I don't want to blame it all on social media. Social media is a double-edged sword. There's a part of it that really does help spread the word, share awareness. It connects us to worlds that we never would have been connected to otherwise. There is also a genocide happening in Sudan.
But I think part of the difference between what's happening in Sudan and what's happening in Gaza is that people in Gaza actually have, although limited access to internet, but they do have the ability to post about what's happening and to show the rest of the world what's happening in Gaza. Whereas in Sudan, that is more limited. So I'm happy to see that social media has really...
brought that awareness or brought this situation into a light that can raise awareness. But on the same hand, it also has made people a little bit numb as to seeing these absolutely terrible, tragic images of people's heads blown off, their arms blown off, their limbs being amputated. Those are horrible images to look at. And at some point, I think it's an emotional reaction for people to just scroll past it and not even think because
your brain doesn't want to see that. Your brain doesn't want to process the fact that a child can have part of their brain missing and you're seeing that on your phone screen. And I think you almost have to be completely disconnected from that to continue on with the rest of your day. One thing that I noticed when I came back, I had a patient who came in as a psychiatric patient here in America and his family brought him in because they said that he was essentially in their words, going crazy.
They said that he was talking about all of these pictures of kids with terrible injuries, burns from head to toe, kids with their limbs blown off, kids who you could see all of their bones and they thought, you know, why can't he stop talking about this? Why is he going crazy? He's seeing things that we're not seeing. And in reality, he was the only person in that family that actually
was seeing. And his family's way of being in denial is to say that he was just going crazy. And I think that that is a protection mechanism that we all have of just being like, there's no way this is happening. So I'm going to either deny it or I'm going to scroll past it. And it's a really horrible place for us to be in society, I think.
Marium Uddin (48:38)
Is that a part of yourself that you hope to never lose? The ability to not deny?
Nour Sharaf (48:43)
Absolutely. I mean there is no part of me that will ever deny anything that's happening in Gaza or all over the world. Not just in Gaza, but even in our homeland of people suffering. Sometimes we even see things that happen in front of us and there are people in denial. And how did I offer the opportunity and the blessing that Allah has given me for not being able to deny these things. But there is a part of me that does fear this idea that
maybe it will become a little bit normal to see something so tragic, as simple as like it being on my phone screen. And I do fear that sometimes because at the end of the day, we're all just human and the exposure at the level that we have it to, I think it does kind of dull our emotions a little bit. And I fear that not just for myself, but for everyone else too.
Marium Uddin (49:38)
May Allah accept that from you, Dr. Nour. Only a person with a very pure heart could wish for what you're wishing for. May He protect you, preserve you, and elevate you always. Ameen. So Dr. Farhan, I'll ask you to close us out.
From this conversation, insha'Allah, people will be listening, irrespective of how difficult the conversation has been. And I know that we're all a little jarred by the fact that we're merely having a conversation about it. This doesn't come anywhere near to touching the horrors that are being experienced and lived.
For those people who cared enough to stay with us and listen, what do you want them to take away from our conversation? And what do you demand? Not just hope for, but what do you demand from both people and institutions?
Farhan Abdul Azeez (50:37)
I think Nour just touched on it in the your previous question, the idea of just fatigue, of how much of myself can I lose in all these tragedies? And so, just always coming back to they're living it, you know. They don't have a choice to turn off their phone, they don't have a choice to take a break and so
if they don't, we shouldn't either. And it's easier said than done. You know, there's times where I can't look at my social media. I still haven't to this day gone through every mission of mine with all the pictures and videos on my phone. I'll get through a part and then I have to stop. But the idea that that whatever role you can play, you have to play. I mean that that's the bottom line.
The world will never be the same. We should never be the same after what's happened and we can't go back to status quo. So we have to be part of whatever we can to help bring relief, help bring change, whether that's advocacy, whether that's dua, whether that's donation, whether that's supporting people who are going, whether you can go yourself. SubhanAllah, this coming week, inshaAllah there's a mother-daughter combo from Dallas
going to Gaza and the mother's in her mid-'70's. You see people like that and there's no excuse. We all have to do our part and what part it is, each and every individual can answer that question on their own. But we we all have to make it a priority.
Marium Uddin (51:45)
Sure.
This was an emotional conversation for me. I learned so much seeing what you have seen through your eyes. I want to thank you for bearing witness.
Thank you for everything that you have done for the people of Palestine, for the people of Gaza, for our Ummah and for our humanity.
With that, we'll close our conversation up today and
Jazak Allahu khair.
Episode 6
Miko Peled & John Cline
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The Holy Land Foundation Case: Advocacy, Prosecution & the Limits of Dissent
Conversation In 2008, five leaders of what was then America's largest Muslim charity were convicted in one of the most consequential terrorism-financing prosecutions in U.S. history. Miko Peled and John Cline — an author who spent years investigating the case and the defense attorney who tried it — revisit what unfolded inside that courtroom, and what it reveals about the boundaries between advocacy, dissent, and the machinery of post-9/11 prosecution.
Guest Miko Peled is an Israeli-American author and human rights advocate. The son of Israeli general Matti Peled, he is the author of The General's Son and Injustice: The Story of the Holy Land Foundation Five, the latter examining the prosecution and conviction of the Holy Land Foundation's leadership.
Guest John Cline is a nationally recognized criminal defense attorney who represented Ghassan Elashi, the Holy Land Foundation's former chairman, at trial and on appeal. Over a decades-long career in complex federal defense, he has also represented clients including Oliver North, Wen Ho Lee, and I. Lewis "Scooter" Libby.
Witness To
The Holy Land Foundation case and its legal legacy
The boundaries between advocacy, speech, and criminal prosecution
Civil liberties in the post-9/11 landscape
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Marium Uddin (00:00)
My guest today is Tal Steiner, Executive Director of HaMoked Center for the Defence of the Individual, and formerly Executive Director of the Public Committee Against Torture in Israel.
She is a lawyer, she is Israeli, and she has spent her career documenting what Israeli state power does to Palestinian bodies and families, using the courts to challenge what she believes violates fundamental human rights.
HaMoked was founded in 1988, born of the first Antifada. For nearly four decades, it has operated at the intersection of Israeli law, military administration, and the occupied territories. In 2025 alone, HaMoked processed nearly 30,000 tracing requests, four times its normal caseload. Through litigation, emergency legal assistance, detainee tracing, freedom of movement cases, prison conditions litigation,
and advocacy against torture. Tal's work has become part of the legal infrastructure protecting Palestinian prisoners.
While much of the world's attention is focused on governments and armies, Tal's work has focused on individuals, the family searching for a disappeared son, the detainee whose location is unknown, the farmer trying to reach his land, the resident trying not to lose legal status. Today I want to talk not only about law but about what it costs to spend a career insisting that human rights remain human rights even during war.
Tal, I have felt the warmth of your friendship through our correspondence, and of course we've tried to meet in person, but circumstances outside of our control have prevented that. Thank you for making the time to appear on this episode of Witness.
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (01:31)
Thank you so much
for having me.
Marium Uddin (01:32)
Let's start off with some biographical information.
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (01:35)
I've been a lawyer for fifteen years. HaMoked, the organization I'm running now, was actually my first job out of law school. I studied law here in the Hebrew University in Jerusalem and returned to direct the organization that I'm so very proud of. It has been such a privilege to lead it over the past seven or eight months now. Despite everything that we've gone through, including the circumstances that prevented you and I from meeting in Washington earlier this year because of the Israel-U.S.-Iran war
that engulfed the area.
Marium Uddin (02:02)
I'm also so impressed by its work and I want to dive right into that. Can you describe for us what it is? Who calls you? What happens when the phone rings right there behind you at your office?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (02:13)
So HaMoked, as you said, has been founded in 1988. It started as a students' union, just trying to assist individuals wherever they can, using some of our privileges as Israelis, as Hebrew speakers, as Israeli lawyers later along the line, to challenge some of the occupation's policies and
the harm that it does to Palestinian lives, livelihoods, everyday lives, rights, families. Today we are an organization of about 20 people. And most what we focus about would be individual protection. It would be firstly through the tracing of detainees, because when a detainee, when a Palestinian is detained by Israeli forces in the occupied territories, their families are never made aware of
their whereabouts or not even a confirmation of their arrest. So the first thing people can do is to call HaMoked, and they've been doing that for almost four years. We're one of the first phone calls people would make to learn if indeed their relative is held by Israel and where and in what condition. And then later on, if we're able to, we would also visit that person in prison and try and ascertain his condition, his living situation, his health, etc.
But we do a lot of work beyond prisons.
We represent Palestinian residents of East Jerusalem, who live here under a temporary type of residency status, not as citizens, which Israel is constantly trying to push out and away from Jerusalem into the West Bank. And so we each year would represent over two hundred families in an ongoing battle to help them sustain and remain here together in Jerusalem, their hometown.
We represent hundreds and sometimes thousands of residents of what is called the Seam Zone, the area caught between the separation barrier and the green line separating Israel proper from the occupied territories, whose lives have been completely upheavaled since the erection of the wall and even more so since October 2023 when the restrictions that guide their lives have become so much stronger. So we try to preserve their freedom of movement
and their ability to either live inside the Seam Zone because many people actually live within that no man's land, as well as their access to agricultural lands, to businesses, and their abilities to sustain. One of the things HaMoked does best is provide
top-notch legal aid, one person, one family at a time, as much as we can afford it, for as many, as much capacity as we have to protect individuals.
Marium Uddin (04:40)
This sounds a lot to me like public defense and a lot of what you're saying attests to a strong sense of disempowerment and having to muster tremendous courage to fight state systems. It takes special people to do that kind of work. Could you describe what drew you into this work?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (04:58)
Me personally, I mean I grew up in a very, very different landscape. My family are both modern Orthodox and Zionist. So the narrative that I grew up on is miles away from where I am right now. I think it took getting to know a lot of good people
in the Hebrew University. It was the years when the first demonstrations in Sheikh Jarrah started against the settlement expansion into East Jerusalem neighborhoods that woke me up to some of the things happening just under my nose here in Jerusalem. I spent some years volunteering at the Jerusalem rape crisis center. And I think that taught me a lot about working with people affected by trauma
and working on difficult issues that are dark, that are some of the places most people would not want to look at. Moving from there to HaMoked and then several years to representing asylum seekers and victims of human trafficking and then obviously the Committee Against Torture kind of led me full circle to confront again what I believe is the number one
issue that we as Jewish Israelis have to face, which is the occupation and its consequences to the people that we've been occupying for almost 60 years now.
Marium Uddin (06:08)
Is there any other work that you could see yourself doing or do you believe this is your life's calling?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (06:13)
I really can't imagine myself doing anything else. I mean it's different doing it as a lawyer than doing it as a director. My concerns right now are a bit different. I no longer wear the robe and storm into the halls of of the courts, which I'm also a bit grateful for because it could be some very frustrating spaces.
My challenge now is to lead an organization, meaning to understand first of all how to sustain it in a space that is constantly shrinking, both financially, politically. The threats that we're facing are nothing like what we faced when I started off here.
As well as strategizing and understanding the impact of our work because it can never be just about individual representation. Individual representation always has to accumulate and to create something bigger. If it's through strategic litigation, if it's through advocacy, and then who do we advocate? Domestic politicians, national politics, do we approach the international community and whom in the international community?
That's also an issue that has been politicized in many ways, including through some of the current U.S. administration's decisions and actions. So to navigate those waters, I think is what I'm doing right now, and I'm very proud to be doing that. That's the truth. I'm privileged with working with some of the most committed, professional, morally awake people that this region can offer.
And that has been a great comfort and relief even through some of the worst times that we've endured here over the past few years.
Marium Uddin (07:41)
Yeah, you can't do it alone, I know that. You've raised many things that I want to come back to, but before I do, people hear "human rights lawyer." They imagine speeches. Describe for me what a Tuesday morning is like. What does your staff actually do?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (07:57)
So my staff can be either the intake coordinators who sit at their desk and are bombarded by phone calls from 8 in the morning until when the lines are cut off, receiving tracing requests over 100 such requests. So those would be mothers, sisters, fathers calling from either the West Bank, Gaza or East Jerusalem saying, My son, my husband, my brother has been arrested. Can you find out where they are? And then we start taking them through the system.
Of getting an answer back to them, which means we have to file a request with the Israeli authorities, get an answer, relay it back to the family, and if we don't get an answer, what do we do then? And then it goes one step above, which is the case managers. The case managers receive all this data from the intake department and have to, it's kind of like a triage. What do I do? Who do I approach this? Whom in the Israeli military - military attorney general, police. Who is
responsible
for this issue?
And then if the case managers can't resolve it, then you would take it up to the lawyers. And the lawyers and the head of the legal department would sit together with their team and decide, okay, do we have a case here? What's the case? What's the instance that we have to approach? Is it the court of appeals, is it the district, is it the supreme? Do we have enough for strategic litigation?
Do we need partners for this strategic litigation? Do we need more evidence? And then our advocacy coordinator would make sure that he reports on everything that we do, that we upload all this information, all this knowledge, trends that we're identifying, the work that we're doing, to our website, to diplomats, to journalists, to people like you who are interested
in our work to make sure that we raise as much awareness and create this sense of urgency that we know is crucial. It's never enough to rely only on litigation especially in Israel, in the current political context when the courts are already so compromised, we have to use every strategy under our belt. And that's a Tuesday.
It's very intense, it's very intense.
Marium Uddin (09:55)
You mentioned a staff of 20.
For that, 20 is a drop in the bucket. Do you feel like you are, as another person had told me, mopping the ocean? And is it a function of people being afraid to do the type of work that you do? Or is it a function of the political landscape where people may be
don't believe in the work that you do? Another question I have is you described a team setting where there are determinations being made on whether or not a case can be accepted and elevated. How do you make that determination? What is a case that's viable?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (10:29)
The first question is difficult. I think anybody who's ever worked in human rights knows that no matter how much capacity we have, how much energy, how much we want to save everyone, you really never can't. And this is an illusion that to sustain in this work you have to get rid of very fast. We call it the Superman or Superwoman complex. And never will we save all the people that are suffering, especially in such a widespread apparatus
of oppression that is the Israeli occupation of Palestine. But of course, we would always want to do more. I think the only limitation is our financial capacity. If I had double the budget, I would trace double the people, I would handle double the cases. There used to be times where we we were richer and had a bigger staff.
What we're lacking right now is mostly the mobilization of donors to believe in the work that we do, to believe that there's a future to this place, because we are seeing some donors backing away from the Israeli Palestinian situation. Perhaps
they're frustrated because they don't see a light at the end of the tunnel, or they want to divert their funds to other emergencies around the globe, which is also understandable. And there are other factors that affect that. But the only thing limiting us is capacity, really, because the professionalism, the drive, the motivation is here, and if I could I would raise double the people.
Marium Uddin (11:52)
I want
to help you do that more than you know, Tal. but i
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (11:55)
But I think this is helping.
Marium Uddin (11:57)
Is is HaMoked is it essentially the only sort of legal aid that does this specific work? You had also mentioned partners or are there sister organizations that you collaborate with?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (12:10)
We're definitely not the only organization actually. One of the things that makes Palestinian and Israeli civil societies special is really how varied they are, how many organizations are there. We do something that is special to HaMoked. No other organization represents that many people. That means the individual cases. Not many organizations have the capacity to handle our workload.
Especially with tracing, but also with East Jerusalem and the Seam Zone - those are specific issues that no other organization that I know has the same expertise and capacity. But there are definitely other organizations who conduct prison visits, who collect testimonies of torture and ill treatment in detention, who monitor zoning and landing rights and and annexation
efforts by the Israeli government. There are many organizations who do terrific work. We're definitely not alone in this. But, yes, HaMoked to me is is still a very special place, both with the level of expertise and professionalism and commitment and the capacity to treat that many people. I think in that we are unparalleled.
Marium Uddin (13:13)
The other question, of course, was what are the guidelines around determining
that a case could potentially be viable?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (13:20)
So if we're talking about an individual case, it's pretty straightforward. You look at the situation your client is presenting, you understand what the law says, and do you have grounds for success? And if you have reasonable grounds to succeed in their case, then you go ahead with it. And oftentimes success is a very limited notion. When we're talking about residency in East Jerusalem, families would have to approach the courts on average three or four times until
they reach a resolution because the Ministry of Interior is notoriously late in responding to requests and to procedures, and oftentimes you would have to go to court just to get a response. If it's a negative, then you have to go to court again. And, if the court rejects you, the court of appeals, then you have to appeal to the district, and then maybe even consider appealing to the supreme.
When we're talking about strategic litigation, it gets more interesting because we have to understand what we're seeing. We have to see is this a phenomenon? Is this a trend? If I litigate this case, what would be the broader effect that this would bring to a larger constituency? If I, for example, take on the issue of Israel's failure to document arrests, would this protect
more people from the prospect of being enforced disappeared? If I tackle this procedure that has to do with the access of farmers into their lands in the same zone, what are the chances that I'll be able to allow hundreds more to enter in the next harvest time? So, firstly just identify the reality that we're looking at. And then the second thing is to assess
the legal grounds that I'm standing on. Am I trying to challenge a law? Am I trying to make the state obey a law?
What are some of the political implications of what I'm doing? How well is this going to be received, and if not, how do I prepare myself? Because HaMoked often litigates cases that are extremely controversial from the mainstream Israeli Jewish perspective. We have protested house demolitions of people convicted of terrorism. To most Israelis that is very difficult.
We are currently protecting detainees from Gaza, which in the eyes of Israelis are all perpetrators of the October 7 atrocities and war crimes. This is extremely difficult. And our lawyers have paid prices for litigating such cases. So you also have to take that into calculation. Okay, I'm taking this case, but here is the price that I'm going to have to pay, and how do I mitigate those?
Who are my partners? Who do I go to court with? Who can echo what I'm saying and give me more information and validate what I'm saying from another perspective? So for example, do I need lawyers here? Do I need doctors? Am I going to ask physicians for human rights? Do I need a perspective of the Palestinian minority within Israel? I go to Adalah etc.
So you have to build the right coalition, base yourself in the right evidence, be very strategic, also consider what would be the price of losing. This is extremely important because oftentimes we want just to protest this awful law that we've seen. But we also have to consider that the court and oftentimes that is the case would not necessarily be in our favor. And if that happens, what damage can it cause?
So if I miss this case, if this case is rejected, what more damage have I caused versus the status quo as it is? But this is the fun part of the work. This is the intellectual challenge but also the weight of the responsibility that you can feel when you tackle such a question.
Marium Uddin (16:48)
And, Tal, just to be clear, the weight of that is in establishing a precedent that could end up doing more damage than good, correct? Okay.
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (16:57)
Absolutely. And that is correct
both for individual cases, but also if for example you're trying to challenge a policy or a law and then to find that policy or law upheld by the Supreme Court means that this is the new reality that you would have to face and it will be much harder to attack it a second time.
Marium Uddin (17:14)
Is there a statistical breakdown you can give in terms of cases that come through the door and then cases that are accepted and taken further along the journey? And then cases that are won. How varied are those numbers? And with respect to the cases that you're successful on, do you find that the
outcome is often dependent on the personality of the judge or the prosecutor that you're in front of or that you're up against? Is it a personality-driven industry?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (17:46)
So the success rates depends on the context and the issue that we're treating. If we define success as being able to trace a detainee, then the percent is close to 100% success. Most times, even for people from Gaza, for example, we would be able to trace a person and let the family know if they're held by Israel and where. And that is very significant, especially for Gaza detainees, but really for all detainees, since the Red Cross committee, the ICRC,
has been completely banned. We are one of the only lifelines that they have to their family members. So there you could say success rate is high, but then if you look at the numerous petitions that we've filed trying to elevate their living conditions, trying to investigate the incredible death toll that has occurred in the Israeli prisons since 2023, then our success rate is close to zero. In very rare cases,
has the court intervened on behalf of general live-in conditions, overcrowding, complaints of torture and ill treatment for Palestinian detainees? When you look to East Jerusalem, our success rate is one of the highest. Ninety cases of the
cases that we take on are won because we're good at what we do, because the law is on our side, because the systems that we tackle are so malfunctioning that any decent court would just have to allow us the win because we're right on the merits and we're right on the procedures. With Seam Zone cases where there is more of an influence of also expert materials, different security opinions that are very hard to challenge,
their success rates drops to around 70%, which still is, I think, a pretty good rate, which enables most our clients most of the time some measure of a normal livelihood and just life around the Seam Zone.
Having litigated so many individual cases, your chances of success are higher. If you only do strategic litigation and lose and we'll talk in a bit why that happens so often in Israel, you could be discouraged very soon.
But each personal case, one individually, is a world unto itself, to the family that's been able to reunite. for the farmer is able to farm his his ancestral land. This is a world entire and this is what we try and keep in mind.
Why are some of our cases lost? Is a good question. Firstly, I think human rights work generally around the world usually is not triumphant. I don't think we're special in that.
But we also have to consider that the Israeli legal system has been severely compromised by the Israeli government for over four years now, from already 2022, when this government took power, and we're just headed for election now after it completed its full term of four years. Its number one ambition was to dismantle the legal infrastructure, the separation of powers, to attack all the gatekeepers, and you could
really see how much the court is being deterred by those actions, by those very personal sometimes attacks on Supreme Court judges, on the president of the courts, on the attorney general. You could really see them in a sense choosing their battles, choosing their rhetoric. And all of that happened already before October 2023. And then October 2023 just changed the narrative in Israel in such a profound way.
What used to be more in the margins of Israeli speak when yes, we had the occupation, we had mass military invasions into Gaza and into the West Bank. in a sense nothing is new in what happened in Gaza, but in another sense it's a completely new atmosphere. The dehumanization of Palestinian lives by the mainstream Israeli Jewish society is not something that we have ever witnessed.
it became almost a taboo to speak of Palestinians as human beings worthy of the same rights. There were even polls recently published citing 80% of Jewish Israelis believing that after October 7 any kind of action towards Gaza residents is justified. And 60% of Jewish Israelis said they agree with the phrase there are no innocent people in Gaza.
This is the mindset. This is the society that we work from within. And when you look at the courts, at the judges, they're part of that society. So either they agree with those sayings, but they hide it under a shroud of legitimacy or they shy away from it and they refuse to get involved in cases that are too controversial. And for human rights work in Israel,
defending Palestinian human rights is controversial. So oftentimes we would lose not because this or that specific judge, but because the atmosphere towards human rights has changed so dramatically in Israel and that affects everything.
Marium Uddin (22:31)
Is that intensification of atmosphere attributable to first and foremost the politicians? And then that mindset is transferred to, for example, the media, and then the media amplifies the narrative that the politicians want?
I'm curious as to what
accounts for that intensification?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (22:51)
And it's a question for sociologists and historians perhaps. What makes a society abandon so completely what used to be foundations of a democratic society? I want to say it didn't start on October 2023. And it didn't start with this government either. We've been based on
the occurrences of 1948. So not all the stories about what happened then are being told. Definitely not taught in Israel, not to Israeli children.
We're looking into the 60th year of the occupation of the West Bank, really, the holding under violence of millions of people without citizenship, without rights. All those things have occurred. As I've said, war crimes have occurred before 2023. Terrorism has occurred before that. So we're seeing two societies in a clasp of
violence and counterviolence, of oppression and of resistance, all of that is what makes life here. And then yes, of course, populist regimes, populist politicians who would incite against any group if that would be helpful for them to sustain hatred and bigotry as the
building blocks of their policy. A media that succumbs to it without asking too many questions. It's incredible for people from the outside to understand how little Israelis are made aware of even the most basic facts about how the war in Gaza is being fought, because the Israeli media does not report that.
Marium Uddin (24:16)
Tal, let
me interrupt. How do you know? Is there a news source? How do you know?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (24:19)
Time.
Marium Uddin (24:21)
How do you know about what's happening in Gaza? What differentiates you? Of
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (24:23)
Phone calls ringing. The phone calls ringing. I mean, our clients
are the number one source that we trust. But we also consume a lot of other media, of course, international media. We read the reports of other organizations that we trust and have been verified. UN agencies that are still operative on the ground.
On our social media, as much as we can verify, and the very few Israeli journalists who are doing their job and reporting what's happening. It's not impossible to know, and you're right. I mean, if you're implying, I think you are, it's not impossible for any Israeli to know. It's just not accessible and not very easy to learn that your state has been involved in such terrible crimes. And yes, to be fair,
I think in many other contexts we've also seen that what is already a volatile situation is then compounded by a big tragedy, a big loss, dramatic event. And the October 7th atrocities were such an event. Never in our history have we been invaded like that, never have so many citizens been killed and kidnapped and tortured. That would have to have triggered something.
I think those were some of my first thoughts in the days after October 7 is to know that willingly or not, intentionally or not, Hamas has unleashed something in the Israeli society that none of us can really foresee where it would take us. And unfortunately, I was right, it took us to the most horrible places.
Marium Uddin (25:43)
Allow me to just redirect slightly.
To the question that you had raised about the level of awareness among the average Israeli, which leads me to believe that as important as your work is, there isn't a specific affection writ large, attached to what you do. Do you see a differential between the older generation versus the younger generation in terms of whether or not there is
awareness or whether or not there is an attachment to the cause that you've dedicated your life to?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (26:14)
No, it's very complicated because even Jewish Israeli liberals have their own blind spots. So you could say generally and polls suggest that as well, that younger generations in Israel are becoming more and more nationalist, more and more religious, less and less open to Western values,
believing less and less in the value of democracy even - such as we see by the way in other places around the world. We're not special in that. But we can't
also just look in nostalgia towards the older generations because they were in many ways part of the regime that has been established here. And while it was perhaps easy for our former generations to describe the occupation as a benevolent occupier, as a benevolent ruler, a temporary situation that soon would be resolved if only the Palestinians would agree to our terms, we've moved past that.
But generally speaking, it has been less and less easy to operate and to find any kind of support for the work that we do from within Israeli Jewish society.
Marium Uddin (27:16)
Let me jump us into what the courts actually look like when you walk into them Obviously, most Americans have never seen an Israeli military court. Who do
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (27:25)
Yeah.
Marium Uddin (27:25)
they govern? What rights exist? What rights don't exist? How significant is that distinction for your work?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (27:32)
So actually most of the cases that we litigate are in the normal Israeli system. We go to the Israeli Supreme Court, Israeli district courts. It's not very often that we would go to the military courts because in the military courts that's where most of the
security-related offenses, criminal offenses by Palestinians in the West Bank are being adjudicated and we treat less of those cases. But as somebody who's been there I can tell you that it's very difficult. It resembles more a prison than a court, really. It's heavily guarded. it's run down, it's hot and it's messy and it's crowded.
It's case after case after case. Oftentimes people don't understand, can't hear what has been said, don't understand the translators. It's especially apparent when they're adjudicating cases of Palestinian minors in detention, and we're currently looking at almost 400 such minors in Israeli detention, trying to catch a glimpse of their parents while the judge just mutters away the accusations. Most of those cases would be finalized with a plea bargain
just because it makes no sense to run the full case. The conviction rates are skyrocketing. So it something that does not resemble justice in many ways. And a very difficult sight indeed.
But when we
Marium Uddin (28:49)
Along.
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (28:49)
go to the Israeli courts, I mean the facade is there. You go to a Supreme Court, it's very established and it's very sophisticated and there are rules of conduct on how you approach and how you're being spoken to. But that too has been broken. When I mentioned that our attorneys are being attacked at the courts, this is where it happens. It's not rioters that come to our offices. They meet us at court,
follow our case load and they make a habit of showing up wherever we have high profile cases such as house demolitions, treatment of detainees, whatever sparks their imagination. And then our lawyers would be attacked by droves of right-wing activists, flashing their cameras at our face, shouting at us the most horrible insults and slurs, trying to get a reaction out of us. All of this is
being posted online to their numerous social media accounts. It's a very scary experience. We've approached the Supreme Court and the police time and time again trying to mitigate that, but somehow it seems that free speech overrides our ability to conduct our work safely or our clients' right to being represented at court.
The irony of it is that recently the same activists have been trying to attack the judges of the Supreme Court and led by some right-wing politicians who also have made that their political signature, you could say. The same people are now blowing up court hearings at anything that they don't like, from the new government laws on the media to the role of the attorney general. They would come and blow up and shout the same
slurs and insults to the Supreme Court judges themselves, which is ironic because we've been warning them for years this is going to happen and they haven't listened. So this is where we are right now. Yeah, it does not resemble I think what most Americans would imagine a Supreme Court hearing looking like.
Marium Uddin (30:35)
There's so much to unpack in that answer, Tal.
It's very, very scary.
Leah Tsemel. Is
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (30:40)
Tsemel.
Marium Uddin (30:41)
Tsemel. is she still iconic? I look at her as a woman of fierce courage and
she always seemed real sassy to me, you know, just like people might hurl insults at her and she would just just be like, you know, who do you think you are? She might hurl one back. I know that she's kind of gotten on in her years. Is she still active on this scene? Is she considered
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (31:02)
So that's great.
Marium Uddin (31:03)
iconic? tell me about her or if you have a relationship with her.
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (31:06)
Of course. l I mean Leah is an icon. She's alive and kicking. Her office is two doors down our street.
She keeps litigating and representing some of the toughest cases around. I personally admire her and
also have had the privilege of just jumping to her office and asking what she thinks about different issues that we've tackled or legal dilemmas that I've had, and she's always been very generous with her time and just pulling cases off the shelves and "I used to have that case. Maybe you should try this, this and that precedent, or you should argue about this and that procedure that they're not complying with." So she's definitely still with us and in very small circles that are human rights lawyering in Israel
she's very much admired. So yeah, we have the privilege of counting her as one of our godmothers if you like.
Marium Uddin (31:52)
Yeah, I love her. I think she's so special. I had also met a gentleman when I was volunteering for a a nonprofit here in the U.S. that would send medical missions to Gaza. And his name is Yotam Ben Hillel. I don't know how small
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (32:05)
Mm.
Marium Uddin (32:05)
your community is. Do you know him also? Yeah.
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (32:07)
course it's a small community and I know a lot of people so
yeah you
Marium Uddin (32:11)
He reminded me
he was my first touch point with someone that I thought of as a public defender of sorts, and because like I said of the work that I had done, I felt a real connection to him. Just very human, humble, grounded, compassionate, open-minded.
Okay, so back to what we were talking about, I wanted to talk also about the Unlawful Combatants Law. I had heard in an interview when you discussed this previously. So since October
October 7th, Israel has amended that to allow detention for months before a judge reviews the case or a lawyer is provided. Can you walk us through what that changed in your practice, who it affected, and what your organization has been fighting about it?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (32:52)
So if we look to detainees from the West Bank, the legal framework is the military orders are, of course, much less protective than normal Israeli criminal code when it comes to detainee rights, but has been set as the norm for Palestinians, and this is what we've been dealing with.
The Unlawful Combatants Law is trying to capture a different phenomenon. It was first sorry.
The first time the law has been legislated was after Israel captured detainees from Lebanon and held them with no trial, and HaMoked has actually petitioned against that practice to say you can't hold people without any legal grounds for it, you have to have some kind of a legal framework. And the court agreed with us and made basically the state legislates
the Unlawful Combatants Law, which HaMoked also protested earlier in the 2000s, because it creates a legal system that is even worse than what we got accustomed to with administrative detention, because it provides less legal safeguards, as you said, longer times for judicial review of the grounds of the arrest, longer times for denial of counsel and the ability to meet with those.
people into uncertain situation. And all of this is under the framework of administrative detention, meaning that the state has no obligation to ever indict those people or bring forward evidence towards them, and there's no specific time limit. They could be held in this legal framework indefinitely.
What changed after October 7th is that Israel decided to apply this law to all of the detainees from Gaza because according to Israel, Gaza is not an occupied territory. So the military law that applies in the West Bank doesn't apply in Gaza. I don't have to explain how ridiculous that is, but that is the case.
And the second thing that they did is to just take all of the time frames in that law and stretch them out. So just after October 7, when the law was amended, people could have been held without a right to see an attorney for 180 days. Six months without seeing an attorney. And three months until a court would even
look into their case and see what grounds they're being held on. Of course, confidential evidence presented ex parte to the judge, not even with the possibility of confronting what the merits of the case are, but still something.
The Public Committee Against Torture in Israel, the organization that I formerly ran, filed the first petition against the Unlawful Combatants Law. And through many, many months of litigation, we have been able to gradually take some of the edge off. The holding times began to shrink back to their normal size. The judicial scrutiny time frame that the amount of time until they were able to be visited by lawyers
have gradually shrunk but are still very far from the original law the Supreme Court upheld back in 2003. So we are still left with this legal framework. This is how over a thousand detainees from Gaza are currently being held in Israel. No prospects of trials for them yet. Very limited access to lawyers, to any kind of legal remedies, and in terrible conditions, as we've learned.
Marium Uddin (36:00)
Tal, let me ask you about that. For a listener who thinks, well, there must be some security rationale, what do you tell them about what that system actually looks like when you're on the inside of the case?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (36:11)
First
I want them to consider that detainees from Gaza and the West Bank it's a revolving door. We've seen people come in and out, in and out. We've seen the pictures and the testimonies of people in Gaza being loaded into trucks just for being in the wrong neighborhood when the army invaded or in the wrong hospital. We know for certain, and Israel has also confessed to that during the litigation, that people are taken into custody en masse. It doesn't
need any specific evidence. It's only after that they're being detained that the state starts sifting through them. The security systems are looking into their background and who they know and what information can be extracted from them. And then start releasing back everybody that they don't need. Stay with the ones that they do. But what does it mean that somebody is still there? Think about somebody like Dr. Abu Safiya and the manager of Kamal Adwan who's now currently in detention still.
If he's a terrorist, if there are such strong evidence, why aren't they being indicted? And for so long. And Israel is so adamant that he was involved deeply, not as a cog in the machine, as a leader in Hamas, but still no indictments have been filed against him. And if that is the case for such a high-profile person, consider every business owner, shopkeeper,
student being arrested in Gaza,
who Israel is so determined is in fact a Hamas combatant or some other armed group combatant, but fails to show any evidence against. I would say the security grounds there are weak. They've become even weaker once all Israeli hostages have been released, which means that even people who may have information on the whereabouts of those Israelis are no longer of concern.
Another thing that we've seen is that many of these people are held as bargaining chips for the next exchange deal, for the next gesture that Israel would have to give a humanitarian gesture to Palestinians in Gaza or the West Bank.
And when the political terms are right then those people are being released. The fact of the matter I think eventually is you have to try them or let them go. You can't hold people in administrative detention for over three years and just continue as is and claim that you have the right to do it indefinitely. That's not how democracy behaves, it just isn't.
Marium Uddin (38:22)
Speaking of democracy, I want to address very specifically an asymmetry that had come to my mind when I was preparing for our time together. I don't know if you would call it that or if you see it that way too, but I believe that you would. So Palestinians who are arrested and imprisoned by Israel end up going to an Israeli-run organization for help.
Is that by design meaning that as a practical matter, Palestinian lawyers can't actually represent their own people effectively in Israeli courts? Is that foreclosed? And how much of HaMoked's work depends on Palestinian lawyers and field researchers on the ground? Is there a real effort to build that capacity? And let me also just add to that, Tal, because your answers are so descriptive and comprehensive,
I'm curious about how you build trust with Palestinian clients when you're asking them to place their faith in an Israeli institution, or whether you feel that maybe simply out of desperation and not having any other choice, they have to surrender themselves to that idea.
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (39:22)
Well the the answer is going to be very layered, because the situation is complicated. Firstly, Palestinian lawyers can defend and do defend Palestinians in both military and Israeli courts. If they are members of the Israeli Bar Association and many of them are, then they do and are representing Palestinian clients in all instances.
For the organizational side, especially for non profit representation, pro bono representation, that depends on each organization's strategy and set of beliefs and theory of change. And when we look at our sister organization, Palestinian organizations like Addameer, Al Haq, Al Mezan, PCHR, all amazing human rights organizations.
The strategy that they choose to operate with lately has less been of individual legal representation. They do other very significant human rights work, but not necessarily take cases into the Israeli justice system. For both political reasons, for really their theory of change is not relying on those courts for change, but rather other avenues of advocacy and and engagement.
But that doesn't relieve the question of this relationship in an Israeli-based organization representing Palestinians. Firstly, I would say we are registered in Israel, we have been founded by Israel, but more than half our team and half our directors are Palestinian. Mostly from East Jerusalem, so not even Israeli citizens most of them. I think that has a great effect in trust building because the people
who approach us the first people that they would meet and they would be represented by are people of their community. They're not externals in any way. Which brings its own challenges, of course. To represent people from within your community can also be very difficult mentally. But even that doesn't relieve the full question. There is an asymmetry. The period of time where organizations like ours emerged
I think we had less of an understanding of colonialist practices to really just the separation of powers and the asymmetry of powers. I think it is important that there are organizations that come from within Jewish and Israeli societies who speak up against Israeli policies. I think no meaningful change can come
without such voices. And I think when we look around to other historical contexts it has been in part thanks to the disobedience, the dissent from within, that undemocratic regimes or racist regimes have fallen. And I think mostly it keeps us with the task of being very honest with what we're doing, with what we're saying,
making sure that we don't overstate or take the voices of Palestinians and how they would represent the situation and how they would tackle it. And I'm sure it's not always easy for our clients, especially from Gaza, to approach what they know to be an Israeli organization. I think we're very privileged to have their trust and we have to treat it with the utmost respect and care to make sure that we are worthy of that trust.
Marium Uddin (42:21)
That answer makes me feel very emotional.
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (42:24)
Why is that?
Marium Uddin (42:25)
I
but I want to make sure that I there will
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (42:25)
No, not at all. I really enjoyed this conversation.
Marium Uddin (42:28)
So, Tal, you mentioned some of the organizations, some of the civil society organizations that are actually founded by or have representation by Palestinians themselves.
Of course, the U.S. has designated some of those organizations. From your perspective, how significantly has that set back or handicapped the work?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (42:48)
Well, the first state to designate them and try and blacklist them was Israel already six years ago, when the Ministry of Security, by the way, not from this government, from the so-called reform government, designated six organizations, some of which as I said, are our sister organizations have been founded around the same time and have shown incredible
integrity and courage in criticizing and documenting not only Israeli crimes but also Palestinian crimes. And this is something a lot of people tend to forget. Al Haq published an incredible report on torture in Palestinian Authority detention centers years ago and took the backlash that I'm sure he did for it.
So Israel designated them and tried to convince other states to back that. It was during the Biden administration and the U.S. would not endorse that. And so has no other Western democracy. And then the administration of the U.S. changed, and then all of a sudden the U.S. designated many of the same organizations independently, supposedly, yes, of the Israeli claims.
Being under U.S. sanctions is a very difficult thing for organizations to endure. And I'm saying that because it's not impossible that Israeli organizations would only also be sanctioned at some point in time. We're seeing the attack of this administration against international rule of law, against the international court, the criminal court, against UN special rapporteurs, against Palestinian organizations and other
initiatives. So we're not naive enough to think that if the Israeli ministries, government, whoever politicians would want it bad enough, they wouldn't extend the same favor in designating us as well.
Being under U.S. sanctions means that any type of viability financially has become extremely jeopardized. It means that many banks would not work with you, would shut down your accounts immediately because they would not risk compliance issues. It's not even about who they believe, they just don't care. It's not a risk banks like to take. It means that you may have to let go many other stuff. It basically means being neutralized in many ways. It also means there's a stigma behind you.
you,
It's a very, very violent and aggressive way of of shutting up and silencing voices that are uncomfortable but legitimate nonetheless and that do and deliver amazing human rights work that is so necessary. It's really one of the worst decisions that this government could have taken, but it has.
Marium Uddin (45:11)
The the title of this podcast
has great significance for me. In addition to bearing witness by testimony, Tal, your organization itself has actually written about conditions in Israeli detention since October 7th. So you've also taken on the task of creating a documentary record, and in your 2025 annual report, you write about those conditions, the scale of it, the pace of it.
Also documented deaths in custody. At least 94 Palestinians between October 2023 and August 2025.
And you've submitted evidence of this to the UN Committee Against Torture. Now you've also stated publicly that what has happened in Israeli detention facilities constitutes torture, implemented as state policy - not a casual claim. What I want to ask you about is what the legal and institutional response within Israel has been. And then I want to speak, and maybe less on that and more on the personal aspects of it, I would like to speak about
the prisoner cases themselves and how the families around those prisoners have been affected by these arrests, detentions, and deaths.
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (46:18)
So first to the Israeli reaction. Israel sent unprecedentedly large delegation to the UN CAT deliberation. When the UN Committee Against Torture reviewed Israel in October 2025, Israel sent almost 30 delegates supposedly to refute
some of the information that we have brought forward, some of the statements by human rights organizations, some of the allegations by the committee itself. I think it did very poorly in that. It was a charade that mostly appeased the Israeli ear but did not make any sense when trying to
address concrete and evidence-based human rights allegations. I can't say that it echoed deeply within Israel. On the contrary, part of this dehumanization that we've been seeing, I think best manifested, for example, in the Sde Temain case where reserve military soldiers have been filmed and indicted, charged with sexually assaulting a Palestinian detainee to the state where he needed
hospitalization, but the case has recently been dismissed and the charges were dropped to the joy of both Israeli leaders and the general public.
So I can't say that our claims are echoing in the Israeli society. And they're definitely not making headlines. And in fact what attracts much of the animosity towards our work is the fact that we insist on keep on recording and testifying to that.
Marium Uddin (47:45)
Tal, how is that possible? In what universe is it possible that there is actual video footage of something that is perhaps the greatest torture that can be conceived? That footage has been viewed around the world and then
those allegations are dismissed.
How do you really make sense of that?
What do you tell yourself? How do you carry it emotionally? How do you understand it? Teach us how to make sense of it.
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (48:11)
When I try
Marium Uddin (48:11)
Or is it an
I'm sorry, yes, just an acceptance that it can't be made sense of? I apologize.
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (48:16)
I don't think
I can answer that with a story that I've heard about one of the winter soldiers, the American soldiers that came back from the Vietnam War and
were charged with committing war crimes in Vietnam. And there was an interview with the father of one of the one of the soldiers, and they asked him, So, what do you say about what they're saying your son has done? And the father, the American father, says he didn't do it, and if he did, it was for the right reason. And this same kind of cognitive dissonance is what has been a part of
Israeli occupation since its beginning. And if you want to go beyond that, you can go to '48 and you can go even beyond that. On the one hand, we're doing very difficult acts, some of them criminal, some of them inhumane. And on the other hand, we keep denying that we do, justifying. That's the dissonance, right?
It's not that bad as they say and even if it is, that's what they deserve, or they wouldn't spare us or look at what they've done to the Israeli hostages. "I've lost all empathy after October 7th" is a phrase that you would hear a lot. Even among liberal crowds or formerly liberal circles in Israel. "I used to be empathetic to them, but after October 7th I just don't care anymore." A lot of things happen to the human mind
when fed with fear, when fed with hatred, when being under attack, under also real attacks. After being traumatized, after being indoctrinized, a lot of things happen to the human mind, which enable both the
perpetration of those acts as well as the denial and acceptance of them at the same time. I don't think the Israeli society is special in that. It's just I'm sorry that we have to live through that human stage right now that I'm sure we are going to regret for decades, for centuries.
Marium Uddin (50:01)
That's in understanding the mindset of the perpetrators, or the people who maybe are not horrified by it but are even celebrating it.
On the flip side, when we look at the actual detainee himself, I don't know if you are privy to this information, but are you able to, even in broad brush strokes, say how he is doing today? I wanted to follow up and ask,
to your mind, what does justice or accountability even look like for a person who survives abuse of that magnitude?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (50:32)
So first of all we know that torture and ill treatment are things that would echo through a person's life indefinitely. The level of hurt, the level of trauma is something that would resonate for a lifetime.
And not only through that person's life, but also through the lives of his entire family and society. We've seen the photos of the Gazan detainees being brought back to Gaza, malnourished and really dumbstruck. You know that those people have to somehow find a way to live within society again, within their families and
with such limited resources for rehabilitation, what toll would that take? It's a very difficult fate and this is something that would go with them for the rest of their lives. Some recover better than others. Some find a way of making sense into it. Some break. Break and then are lost.
And this is just for the ones who are lucky enough to have been released back to their families. Consider the Palestinian detainees who've been in detention for over three years without any contact with the outside world. Not a phone call, not a family visit, not a visit by anyone except some lawyers who are able to visit with them, not the ICRC. it really is a life in hell, it's something that I can't even imagine. I'm not gonna even try.
Marium Uddin (51:43)
You spoke about the visits.
Al Jazeera reported that Israel has worked to keep media and independent legal professionals out of these facilities, the facilities like Sde Temain, similar to the access restrictions at, let's say, Guantanamo. Have you been inside this particular prison, Tal? Are you allowed to make prison visits to talk to your clients at the more notorious ones, if there is such a thing? A a gradation of which ones are more notorious than others, whether that's Sde Temain or Ofer prison.
How much of the conditions have you been able to witness personally yourself?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (52:19)
So personally I've not been there because we only send Palestinian lawyers to visit Palestinian detainees. It doesn't make sense otherwise. But my lawyers, HaMoked's lawyers and also from where I worked before, were able to visit Sde Temain
and Rakefet, which is an underground facility in the center of Israel, and the military detention center in Ofer next to the West Bank, as well as multiple other detention facilities throughout Israel. So yes, we have retained that ability to access, and what they've witnessed and told us is horrid. From overcrowding to just random violence. I especially remember one of my lawyers telling me how her client was.
Brought to her to meet her, obviously still bleeding from the bashing that he suffered on his way to meet his lawyer. This is the level of immunity, and something that perhaps you haven't addressed yet, but you did ask about accountability. The level of immunity that the Israeli prison service personnel and Israeli soldiers in detention centers are enjoying is such that allows them to be as violent and as aggressive towards detainees and
knowing
that will get away with it, they will get away with anything. That's what statistics tells us, and they understand it as well as we do. So, yes, we have been able to visit, but this has been one of the only open visits that anybody has conducted, and even that is very much limited. It's not confidential, it's not private, they're being harassed as they are going to meet us, and as they go back, the ICRC has been banned.
journalists have been banned, even official visitors have been very much limited in accessing those places. So there's a shroud of secrecy around everything that happens and
I know that I'm sharing a lot of information and I'm proud that we were able to achieve that information and tell the world because we were some of the first organizations to be able to give concrete evidence and testimony of what happens within Israeli detention centers after 2023. But it's not enough. And until those prisons are opened and until those people are released and we get to hear their actual testimonies, we would never know the full picture of what happens there.
Marium Uddin (54:30)
How much do you believe that the publicity around this specific case that we discussed of the prisoner who was raped by a gang of officers, or any of the other cases, because you've just expressed
an affirmation of the notion that publicity around these cases is important, but how much do you believe that that publicity increases the risk of harm to the detainee? Understanding that generally prison systems culture has a well-documented reputation for being retributory?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (54:58)
So there definitely is a risk. Some of our clients were specifically told by prison guards if you open your mouth you're gonna pay for it. We have eyes and ears in the courts. Don't you dare tell the judge what you've
gone through. Which is why we place such a high emphasis on client consent. We do nothing without their consent and we share the concerns and we ask them, Are you sure you want to file a formal complaint here? My surprise is that many detainees did give this permission, especially the detainees from Gaza. I don't want to speak
on behalf of them, but what they told us was that it's more important for them for their voices to be heard, for what happened to them to come to light than the risk that they are running by speaking to us or meeting with us. But that's not always the case. And there's also been instances where clients refuse to see us, saying it's just too dangerous. Don't come see me again.
Marium Uddin (55:49)
Do you find that the detainees and especially ones, as you said, from Gaza are remarkably brave?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (55:56)
Mm-hmm.
them on a on a pedestal, they're just normal people thrown into an impossible situation. But the levels of courage and of resilience and of humanity that some of them have displayed are incredible. And especially so is the case of the doctors and the journalists and other
groups of people that have been especially targeted. We see their over representation in the Israeli detention system right now. They are remarkable people.
Marium Uddin (56:25)
Tal, for people like me though who are horrified by much of what we have discussed, but powerless, what kinds of support actually help you in cases like this? What can we do?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (56:34)
First of all, echo our information, use our information, in whatever circles you feel you could find influence in, if it's with your legislators or your communities. I trust our information. I know that we we do our best to give you verified and thought through and analyzed information and to make it as accessible as possible. So to follow us on whatever
social media platform, to follow what we publish on our website. The articles that resonate this situation is very important because we do see
a trend, a change, especially with the American perception of the conflict and the U.S.' role in that, which is still ongoing. The U.S. has so much influence into what happens in Gaza, for example, right now, but also in the West Bank and generally in Israel. So it's very important that Americans are aware and and continue to raise this issue and keep it on the agenda. So that's one thing I think that is very significant. And the other is financial.
If I had more money, I could employ 10 more lawyers, I could visit 100 more detainees, I could protect 50 more families in East Jerusalem. There's so much we want to do. There's great people work, there's great work to be done. Our capacity is limited and it's been shrinking gradually. So any kind of support would mean the world to us. And it would also be very heartwarming because do you know that there are people on the other side of the global like you, Marium? Who
are not born into this conflict. They don't have to take that burden on them. But they do care enough to get involved is such a boost to our motivation. It's so uplifting to know and I really would encourage anyone to reach out and do that. That would mean the world to us.
Marium Uddin (58:10)
You're not simply a human rights lawyer, you've described yourself that way, but you're also an Israeli criticizing Israeli policy. And I want to ask you about what it has cost you. We've spoken about cost throughout this conversation.
But I really want to know what it has cost you personally to do this work and to speak publicly about what you've seen. As an aside, Tal, my belief is that the more we humanize our stories and make ourselves relatable to people who may not have heard of us before, is the way we bring people into the fold. You can speak about the work, and that still remains an abstract, it's theoretical. But when you describe who you are and
That
you're a mother, and you wake up and you make breakfast and send your kid to school with the lunch bag, and you pick him up after school, and you can't wait for him to give you his artwork from the day. Like those are things that are universal or they're supposed to be universal. And so, to my question, I'm trying to find out not politically but personally, what relationships have you lost? What has changed in you, and how do you understand your own identity as an Israeli? Have you felt like an
outsider among your own people? What kind of reception are you given among mainstream Israelis?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (59:22)
It's a difficult and sad story you could say in a sense because, yes, there are I don't know that I've lost relationships because of that. My family still loves and accepts me, but some of the Shabbat dinner conversations that we're having, you know, a Friday night meal with all the family,
can really escalate to a shouting contest sometimes. It has happened more when I was younger. I think as I grew older I understood that we need to find another way to communicate around what we will never agree on. Being raised orthodox, being raised very Zionist and my family prouds itself in our Zionist heritage,
is not something they can just shake off. I'm never going to be a person other than what I am and where I've been raised. I try to approach it with criticism but with compassion. To understand that my forefathers did what they thought was best. And gave me the skills and the ability to do what I think now is not only best, but is really my obligation.
It's been harder and harder to talk about Palestinian human rights, especially since Gaza. Harder and sometimes even scary. Not to every person that I meet would I tell exactly where I work. Wiggle my way around it. So what do you do? I'm a lawyer. Where? I'm at a non profit. So what do you do? We do, you know, this and that. And only if I really am pushed to the corner would I absolutely spill out what I'm saying because
it could be dangerous sometimes. Has been has been
Marium Uddin (1:00:49)
Sometimes
You have received death threats, Tal?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (1:00:51)
Not specifically, but I've received a lot of slurs and sexual harassment over social media whenever I appear on the news.
Yes, that has happened. It has happened. Not to the point where I'm fearing my life. I'm not there yet. I'm not saying that to be a hero. It's an honest assessment of the level of risk that I'm facing. But to really understand that you are such a minority of your society - we're talking about less than three percent of Jewish Israelis probably who hold the same views as as we do - it could be very
discouraging and it could be very lonely.
Marium Uddin (1:01:27)
What do you do to keep yourself in it? Is there something special that you do for yourself? Is it a camaraderie with your friends? Or is it that you simply can't turn away because now you can't unsee what you've seen? What
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (1:01:42)
Mm.
Marium Uddin (1:01:43)
keeps you rooted in this work?
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (1:01:45)
I mean all of the above, first of all the comrades, I mean the people that I have really the incredible honor to be working with and the friends that I've made along the way and people that have gone through the same stages in life, been disillusioned by the same things that I have,
and also people from all over the world who teach me how to be in defiance and still live well and still be happy and still be healthy, and to accept this as a privilege to live a life that is made out of really fighting for what you believe in. It's very romantic really. How many of us get the chance to do that? I'm really doing my dream job as far as I'm concerned, as hard as it is.
And the commitment to the people that we are representing and the courage and inspiration that I draw from them from Palestinian resilience. It's not something that I can ever really emulate, but I can aspire to and I can take comfort in the fact that I can somehow support it.
And if that's what I do and if that's all that I do and if I never win the occupation and even if I don't live to see the day the Israeli occupation ends, I can take comfort that I took a small part in trying to dismantle it towards the future. And that's a great comfort.
Marium Uddin (1:02:52)
I have said that the purpose of putting this podcast together has been to feature the people I know, the people I have met who are extraordinary and who are carrying extraordinary burdens. And surprisingly, every single one of them is a person who would deny that characterization of himself or herself and say, I'm just an ordinary person doing what I can from where I am.
I cannot tell you how profound our time together has been. This is one of those conversations for me that is life-changing. And I pray that people who listen to it are going to be inspired by who you are, Tal, and the work that you do, that they will recognize the inherent value and that they will make their contributions because I know many people who care about this issue deeply. So that is a very sentimental way of saying I want to thank you for bearing witness today. I have
greatly appreciated our time together.
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (1:03:48)
Thank you so much, Marium. Really this has been such a great talk and such a wonderful opportunity to reflect and thank you for all the warm and kind words. I can't wait to share them with my entire team because they really the praise
Marium Uddin (1:03:59)
I can't wait to see you in person.
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (1:04:02)
they deserve more than I do.
Marium Uddin (1:04:03)
Yes,
please pass them on to everyone if possible. And I look forward to a time when we are together in person.
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (1:04:11)
So
Marium Uddin (1:04:12)
Take Tal. Thank you so very much. Okay.
Tal Steiner, HaMoked (1:04:12)
Okay, you too, Marium, thank you so so much.
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Marium Uddin (00:02) To understand what is happening to Muslim civil liberties in America right now, you have to understand where it started. The Holy Land Foundation was at one point the largest Muslim charity in American history. Founded in Texas in 1989, it fed Palestinian orphans, clothed refugee families, stocked dental clinics. It raised $57 million over its lifetime. It never put a dollar directly into Hamas's hands. It was by the account of its founders and supporters an act of faith and community. And yet in December 2001, ninety days after 9/11, federal agents raided its offices and froze every asset it had. The case unfolded in the immediate post 9/11 environment when national security designations and terrorism prosecutions expanded rapidly. In that context, Treasury and law enforcement agencies were designating organizations under counterterrorism authorities, and the government later acknowledged that some of those designations rested on thin evidentiary foundations. The first trial in 2007 produced some acquittals, no convictions, and a hung jury. A significant result for the defense. The US government called it a Hamas front. It prosecuted five men. It won. Men who had never been associated with any violent acts received what amounted to life sentences. Among the most contested elements, the government called anonymous witnesses from Israeli intelligence, men the defense could never fully examine. These men were described as "phantoms." A federal appellate judge called one of them a "powerful" witness. The Fifth Circuit found four errors. The convictions stood anyway. Ghassan Elashi, co-founder of the Holy Land Foundation, American citizen, Inmate number 29687-177, is serving a 65-year sentence. The convictions established legal precedents that have shaped nearly every major Muslim civil liberties and material support prosecution since. If you want to understand Aafia Siddiqui's case, you have to understand HLF. If you want to understand the current targeting of Muslim community leaders, journalists and activists, you have to understand HLF. It is the original wound. My guests today are John Cline and Miko Peled. John Cline has spent 40 years defending people the government has decided to make an example of. He clerked on the Fifth Circuit, he made partner at Williams and Connolly. He has argued before the Supreme Court in nine federal circuits and in courts across the country. His clients have included Oliver North, Wen Ho Lee, and Scooter Libby, figures at the center of some of the most politically charged prosecutions of their eras. But when you ask John Cline which case has shaped him most, which case keeps coming back, he does not name any of those. He names the Holy Land Foundation. Miko Peled was born in Jerusalem into one of Israel's most prominent military families. His father was a decorated Israeli general. He served in the Israeli military. And then, after his niece was killed in a suicide bombing, he undertook the kind of reckoning that changes a person's entire life. He became one of the most prominent Israeli voices for Palestinian rights, wrote The General's Son, and then spent years investigating the HLF case, interviewing the families, traveling to the federal prisons where the men are held, and sitting extensively with the lawyers, including John Cline. The result was Injustice: The Story of the Holy Land Foundation Five. Miko joins us from his studio at Palestine House of Freedom. This is the episode this show was built to produce. Thank you both for being here on this episode of Witness.
Marium Uddin (00:00) John, for listeners who don't know this case, can you give us the essential facts? What was the Holy Land Foundation? What happened? Why does it still matter? What's the connection between this case and the War on Terror? John Cline (00:12) It provided charity both in the U.S. and overseas. Its focus was in Gaza and the West Bank. It provided charity to needy people in those areas. It provided things like backpacks, support for orphans, kids who had lost one or both parents, hospitals, schools. And it did so on a nonpartisan, non-ideological basis. It did so on the basis of need, not on the basis of of the political affiliation of the parents or the families. it was shut down by the government in December 2001, shortly after the 9/11 attacks, and then in 2004 there was a criminal prosecution that resulted in two trials in 2007 and again in 2008. The defendants were sentenced to very long terms of imprisonment. My client Ghassan Elashi, for example, is serving a 65-year sentence for providing charitable aid involving no violence, no support for Hamas or any other terrorist organization. And it's important today, only because of the injustice but because it has served as something of a blueprint for how the government goes after organizations that it disfavors. Marium Uddin (01:31) Looking back, what do you think the prosecution got right? John Cline (01:33) Well, the prosecution had a coherent theory, which it presented in both trials. It was a profoundly mistaken and wrong theory. The basic theory was not that the Holy Land Foundation provided direct support to Hamas, but that it provided support through zakat committees, local charity committees that were in the government's view controlled by Hamas. And by providing charity through these supposedly Hamas controlled organizations, it helped Hamas win the hearts and minds of the Palestinian people. That was the government's theory. They supported it with expert testimony from Matt Levitt, for example, and others. And they're good prosecutors, they're good lawyers, and they presented a coherent theory. The theory was wrong. It was deeply flawed. There were all kinds of problems with it, which is why in the first trial there were no convictions at all. And in the second trial there were convictions only because we had a court that decided to put its thumb on the scale and commit a series of errors which ultimately were found to be errors on appeal. Marium Uddin (02:41) Miko, you came to this case not as a lawyer but as an investigator and a witness. What drew you to it and what did you find when you started pulling the thread? Miko Peled (02:49) Well, thanks for having me. it's great to be on this podcast. It's good to see you again, John. So I was in Texas speaking about my first book about The General's Son. I gave a presentation, and after the presentation, some of the student organizers came up to me and some of them were the daughters of the Holy Land Five, and they told me the story. Which sounded to me completely unbelievable. And so I investigated some more. And you know, many of us believe that there is a justice system that is not corrupt, and so to hear about this sort of an injustice, it just didn't make sense. It was really hard to believe. But I believed them. And so I spoke to them some more. I got into this just after their first appeal. And so they sent me all the information, I read it, I read through the documents, I went back to Texas, met the families. And I said, you know, I think we need to write a book about this and I got their support and then I started visiting the prisoners that are already in jail and I met them in their prisons and I thought this is an injustice that has to be put out there. People have to know about this, people have to read about this and understand just how politicized and corrupt this was. And then they put me in touch with John and some of the other attorneys. And it was a long journey because I wanted to tell the story of each one of the five and the organization, which is a character in and of itself. And so the more I got into it, the more I wanted to know and the more I wanted to learn. And I went back to Palestine and I interviewed people who were involved with them there. It was hard to get people to believe the kinds of sentences they received. Every time I said 65 years, people just could not believe it. I read again all the documents that were made available to me, and I spoke to them and then the book came out. It was a journey, it was an incredible journey into first of all meeting these guys, these incredible people, who are really some of the finest people I've ever met, and the families, but also to delve into how an injustice like this can actually take place in broad daylight and at the end, like John's saying, it was clear that the court put their thumb on the scales. Ralph Nader after he read the book he called the second judge a hanging judge. He said, We call that a hanging judge. And here we are all these years later and of course three of them are out, but Ghassan and Shukri are still in jail. Marium Uddin (05:03) What did you learn from John that you couldn't have learned on your own? Miko Peled (05:06) The legal details and what exactly transpired. What really impressed me in talking to all the attorneys is how much they cared for these people because they were clearly the finest people you'll ever meet. And also how appalled they were at how the trial went, particularly the second trial. Marium Uddin (05:22) John, Miko had briefly commented on how extraordinary the defendants inside this case were and are. So let's go from the case to the person inside for a moment. You've carried with you Ghassan Elashi's case for years, a man serving 65 years. What type of a person is he? John Cline (05:38) Ghassan is courageous. He is a powerful believer in the rights of Palestinians, but has never ever advocated violence. He has a very sharp, droll sense of humor, which has sustained him at times, certainly did during the trial, which was a very painful ordeal for him and for the other defendants. What I say about Ghassan - he is relentlessly honest. He is utterly clear-eyed about his own position, about the position of others. A very objective observer of his own situation and the broader political situation. And what I would say about him, I would say as well about the other defendants to the extent that I know them, Mufid, for example, Shukri, I agree entirely with Miko's assessment of them. They are remarkable, decent men who utterly unjustly have found themselves caught up in a grossly unfair criminal system. And it was unfair to all of them, but particularly to Ghassan and Shukri who are, as Miko said, still serving these ridiculous 65-year prison terms. And to put those prison terms just a little bit in perspective, if they had been convicted of the same crimes in Israel, they would have received sentences of something like one to three years. Here in the U.S., they are serving sentences of 65 years for providing charity to needy people in Palestine. It's one of the most grotesque injustices I am aware of in the federal criminal system. Marium Uddin (07:23) That's a stark irony you've pointed out. Of course, Human Rights Watch decried this as one of the most profound miscarriages of justice in modern times. I feel the sentiment that we're all centering around. The families of the defendants are extraordinary people. It bears worth repeating. They're some of the most exceptional, integrous, and resilient people. Miko, you travel to the federal prison complexes where these men are held and sat with them in person. What do you carry from those visits and what did you see in those rooms that the court record can't capture? Miko Peled (07:54) Really the humanity. Just the the humanity of these guys and then the the oppressive, horribly oppressive nature of the system. The only one of the five that the prison authorities did not permit me to visit was Ghassan actually. I met Shukri first. I went to see Shukri first. And at that time the prison allowed for a whole weekend so you could come and see them Friday afternoon and then Saturday and then Sunday. Since then they changed it. and they're only allowed, I believe, one day every other week or something. But first of all, going into the prison is such a horrifying experience, especially the maximum security ones, which which Shukri was in at the time. And then you go in and you sit with a guy for most of the day. We were able to sit most of the day because I would go there to Beaumont and sit with him. And you're chatting and you could be sitting in a cafe somewhere. I mean, really, it was just the most pleasant experience. And then suddenly, besides the fact that the prison guard is sitting right there looking at you, with this menacing expression and then they blow the whistle and that's it. Suddenly there's this separation. They go this way, the visitors go that way. I can't imagine what it's like for a family member. I was devastated by it. And then you leave that place and you drive off. And it reminded me of experiences that I've had with Palestinians in Palestine, where I could go and travel and meet them anywhere, but they were never allowed to come and visit me. They were never allowed to come out of their ghettos, of the prisons that in which they're in. And then I remember the first time I met Mufid in prison. He had just been released to a medium security prison. He had just come out of the CMU, the communication management units, which is kind of like a prison for "terrorists" or for Muslims for lack of a better term. And we were sitting there and there were children in the visitation room, and he was smiling and he said to me, I have not seen children in all of these years. It was several years into his imprisonment. And he was just I have not seen children in such a long time, and I've not heard children in such a long time. Every one of them I visited, there's a human story to these gentlemen. And you're just overwhelmed with the kind of people they are and what they've been through and and their resilience. They have this resilience and belief in their faith and and that they did the right thing. Abdulrahman got 15 years and he had the opportunity to basically snitch and testify Marium Uddin (10:08) you Miko Peled (10:09) for the prosecution and get out in six months. This was offered to him several times throughout before the trial and during the trial, and he said absolutely not. And he ended up being in prison for 15 years and now he left the U.S. because he just couldn't live here anymore. Mohammad El-Mezain as well. When I met him, he was already in a minimum security prison in Long Beach in California. And again, you sit with this this strong personality who has deep faith in himself what he did, and pride in what he did. And it's almost as though this horrific injustice didn't affect them. Didn't affect their personality, didn't affect their resolve. Like I said, some of the most impressive people I ever met and seeing them in that in that environment and then having to leave them there and not be able to take them with me or continue the conversation somewhere else is deeply, deeply disturbing. I can't imagine what it's like for family members. By the way, I met Mohammad El-Mezain because he was deported. He's in Istanbul. And so I recently met him in Istanbul. It's a reality that is just unfathomable really, the injustice of this. Marium Uddin (11:08) Whatis the reason the prison denied you the opportunity to visit Ghassan? Miko Peled (11:12) They don't they don't explain. I requested several times and then he was moved over the years to different prisons and I would try again and I would get the same the same answer every single time. and that's it. They don't explain. Marium Uddin (11:23) As for Abdulrahman when you mentioned that he had the opportunity to, quote unquote, snitch, it's an impossible situation and an untenable one when there's nothing to snitch about. Miko Peled (11:37) They wanted him to testify against his friend somehow, which of course, like you said, there's nothing to say because they did nothing wrong. But he said, No, I sleep well at night. I'm fine. I'm not worried. Marium Uddin (11:46) The resilience that you speak in terms of seeing how they carry on - is most demonstrative of courage, nobility, and integrity. your experience as well? Miko Peled (11:56) Absolutely. As a parent, the best testament to your ability to be a good parent is the children, of course. And the families and the children of these of these men are incredible. Absolutely incredible. I met them several times, I met them through different places around the country, I've had conversations with them. They're remarkable people. I think you you mentioned that as well. And you know, their ordeal didn't start with the trials. They didn't start in December of 2001. Shukri discovered during the trial that his phones have been tapped going back to the early nineties, which is when the ADL and some other Zionist organizations and Congress and others began this persecution of them. And the daughters were followed by the police and were harassed by the police on the way to school. So they have been experiencing this far longer than just when the legal state came out against them. of 2001. Marium Uddin (12:48) So Miko, understanding that, I'm sorry to interrupt, Miko Peled (12:51) Sure. Marium Uddin (12:52) that the HLF case is arguably the most consequential terrorism financing prosecution in US history, yet it received relatively little sustained retrospective investigation by the journalists who later scrutinized many of their aspects of the War on Terror. Do you have an explanation for why that is? Miko Peled (13:11) Well, first of all, nobody wants to deal with terrorism. People do not want to come close to it because it's terrorism. In the Muslim communities around the country, so many of them knew them and worked with Holy Land and trusted them. There was terrible fear to even touch it or hear about it or talk about it. So nobody wanted to discuss it. There were very few that wanted to hear about the book. It was really very, very clear that the success of this case was that the fear was so deep that nobody wanted to talk about Palestine, nobody wanted to talk about the case because terrorism is toxic. It's like they then In terms of the regular corporate media, they didn't see a problem. You know, they were "terrorists" and they were found guilty and you know, there was a trial and everything went fine. The devil is in the details of what took place in the courtroom, where the evidence came from, how it was translated, who the witnesses were. That's really where the devil lies and that's why these guys ended up in prison. The pol Marium Uddin (14:02) Do you believe that fear of touching these terrorism-related prosecutions extended to the Muslim American community or do you see itas they defended HLF publicly? Miko Peled (14:12) Well, people didn't want to talk about it. They didn't want to talk about that and they didn't want to talk about Palestine. It's sad that that's the reality. And I know that in Palestine they not only felt that Holy Land was no longer there in terms of the relief that was going to people in need, but also other charities refrained from sending aid and relief to Palestine for a very long time. Over the years it improved a little bit and people were a little more open to speak about this. But I've been on on events and panels with some of the daughters of the Holy Land Five and people weren't interested. Particularly the Muslim communities had their reason and the Arab communities and others just, didn't care, didn't want to hear about it. It wasn't interesting to them. Marium Uddin (14:50) Someone once told me, don't complain. Half of the people that hear you are glad that you have the problem and the other half don't care. That's apropos. Miko Peled (14:59) And the Israeli press was very proud that they had their own people there. Even the Shabak, the Israeli security services, on their website were praising their two intelligence officers that testified anonymously. They were very proud that they had a part in putting these people away. Marium Uddin (15:14) John, was the question of the legitimacy of Hamas' designation as a foreign terrorist organization raised? If not, why not? And if so, what was the result of that argument? John Cline (15:24) We could not challenge, and I'm not sure we would have challenged the designation of Hamas itself as a terrorist organization. We couldn't because we weren't Hamas. Only Hamas could challenge it. And excuse me. As far as I know, Hamas never made any effort to do so. What we did challenge was the designation of the Holy Land Foundation as a terrorist organization that occurred in December 2001. And that led to the shutting down of the organization. We filed a lawsuit in DC in federal court challenging that designation on a variety of grounds, including the First Amendment, the Fourth Amendment, and statutory grounds. The district judge granted what's called summary judgment, meaning there's no need for a trial, the facts are undisputed. The problem with that was that we had not been allowed any discovery. Typically, in a typical civil case, if there's a rear ender, for example, somebody hits me while I'm driving and I want to sue them, I file a lawsuit, and then there's what's called discovery. I get to take the deposition of the driver, the driver gets to take my deposition. We have experts, their depositions get taken, and ultimately there's a trial if there's a factual dispute. Here, this process got truncated. There was no discovery. There was just a decision on the merits, on the facts by a district judge, without allowing us any discovery. We appealed that decision to the District of Columbia Circuit, and the DC Circuit essentially said that the facts here are incontrovertible, based largely on classified evidence that we were not permitted to see. And so of course we couldn't contest it. and what the DC circuit said, and I'm going to read you just a very short passage, it said, "In a general case, perhaps the opportunity for discovery might have produced precisely that which was lacking," namely ability to controvert the evidence the government had presented secretly, picking up the quote, "however, this is not a general case. This is a specific case involving sensitive issues of national security and foreign policy." So basically, this was the first of a number of instances where a special rule was designed just for the Holy Land Foundation. This rule won't apply in any other case. Every other defendant will get the ability, or every other plaintiff in a civil case will get the ability to conduct discovery, but not the Holy Land Foundation. So that was the end of our challenge. We challenged the designation. The government presented secret evidence, the court relied on it, we weren't able to challenge it, we weren't able to get discovery, and the designation was upheld. Marium Uddin (18:07) Although you didn't challenge the designation as to Hamas, and of course again the government called the HLF a Hamas front, you've disputed that characterization. Could you make the case for a listener who is genuinely skeptical, not hostile but uncertain? John Cline (18:21) Well, I'm not going to defend Hamas. and we didn't at trial, it wasn't our burden to do that. The question was, was the Holy Land Foundation supporting Hamas? Was it a front for Hamas? And the answer to that is clearly no. There was no evidence of that. And for a variety of reasons, the case against the Holy Land Foundation was incredibly thin. Bear in mind the Holy Land Foundation donated money through these zakat committees, local charity committees. Now the government's theory was they were Hamas controlled. The problem with that was they had board members who were both from Hamas and from, for example, Fatah, which was of course the other political main political organization among the Palestinians. On top of that, U.S. organizations, for example, USAID, used these very same Zakat committees to distribute charity. Why? Because they were nonpartisan and they were honest. They weren't corrupt. And so they were ideal vehicles to distribute charity to needy people. Other organizations like Red Cross and Crescent used these Zakat committees, other NGOs. There was absolutely nothing sinister whatsoever about using these Zakat committees. There were other problems as well. The Treasury Department maintains a list of terrorist organizations. These are groups that you cannot give money to and without a license, which in the case of an organization like Hamas would never be granted. Hamas is listed, Hezbollah is listed, many, many other groups and people are listed, and any charitable organization that wants to contribute money just checks the list. Well, the zakat committees were not on the list. None of the board members of the zakat committees were on the list. And so when Hamas was first designated, a number of charitable organizations, Muslim charitable organizations, went to DC to meet with the Treasury Department. This was in 1995, and the idea was to find out what the parameters were. And they met with the head of OFAC, which is the unit within the Treasury Department that administers this list of prohibited organizations, and they were basically told, rely on the list. And so they did. They relied on the list. They didn't give money to Hamas, they gave money through zakat committees to needy people. One of the problems, and I assume we're going to get to the trial here before long, one of the problems was Marium Uddin (20:53) you John Cline (20:55) at the second trial, the government called a lawyer from the Treasury Department who testified that the list really didn't matter at all. It didn't matter whether an organization was on the list. If you gave money to an organization that the government later could show or claim was somehow associated with Hamas, that was enough. One of many problems with the trial. Miko mentioned that there were accusations leveled against the Holy Land Foundation at various times. The Holy Land Foundation, of course, wanted to comply with the law. They didn't want to get into trouble. They hired a former congressman, a lawyer named John Bryant, to go to DC and find out what the what the problem was, what the issues were. And John Bryant, who testified at both trials, is a fine lawyer of sterling reputation, went to DC. He talked to the Justice Department, the Treasury Department, the State Department, the Israeli Embassy. He talked with everybody he could meet with and said basically, what's the problem here? Is there a problem? And no one ever told him, the problem here is you're donating to these zakat committees. You shouldn't do that. No one ever gave him any sort of a signal or a warning to stop doing things the way Holy Land was doing things. And so of course the Holy Land Foundation concluded from that that what they were doing was lawful. If I can continue just for one second, there was a fascinating piece of evidence in the trial. As Miko said, the conversations between the people in the Holy Land Foundation were recorded 24/7 for years. One defendant I believe had his every electronic communication monitored for something like ten years, 24-7. So the government had a mountain of information about these people. One of the conversations between Shukri and Gassan occurred maybe in I don't know, 1998, something like that. And they're talking about what happens if Treasury Department designates the Zakat Committees, the organizations to which the Holy Land Foundation was donating money to be distributed to needy people. And Shukri said, Well, if the Treasury Department designates the Zakat committees, then of course we can't give money to the Zakat committees. That would be illegal. And Ghassan agreed. They would have to comply with the law, but he said, we will protest that very vigorously. I can't remember his exact words, but the gist of it was, We'll follow the law, of course, but we will protest. There could not be a clearer expression of a desire to comply with the law and a belief that they were complying with the law. And this, of course, occurred in a conversation that they didn't know was being recorded, a private conversation between the two supposed lead conspirators in this case. So there was a ton of evidence, a mountain of evidence showing that what they were doing was lawful, that they believed it to be lawful, that they were doing their best to follow the law, they were consulting the list, they were sending John Bryant to Washington, and there was no crime committed here. Marium Uddin (24:10) Following up on that just briefly, John, I've read that after the first trial, jurors stated there was literally no evidence for a conviction. What do you think allowed the jury in the second trial to convict these men anyway? John Cline (24:21) Well, something very specific. The government, the prosecutors in this case were very capable prosecutors. We got a new judge for the second trial, which changed the calculus a little bit from the government's perspective. And so in the second trial, the government presented four new pieces of evidence. One piece of evidence was the testimony from that fellow from the Treasury Department, the lawyer who testified that the list didn't matter. Another new piece of evidence was expert testimony from a man named Stephen Simon, who's a well respected international affairs expert and who had been with the State Department when Clinton designated Hamas. And he testified that the designation of Hamas among other things helped prevent future terrorist attacks like the 9/11 attacks on the U.S. They presented testimony at the second trial, which they had not presented at the first trial, from a man named Mohammed Shorbaji, a cooperator, a man who had criminal charges unrelated to the Holy Land Foundation, that he was trying to avoid being punished for. And Shorbaji testified that everyone in the West Bank knew that the Holy Land Foundation was the fundraising arm of Hamas. Now the problem with that testimony, which we objected to of course strenuously, the problem was Shorbaji had never been to the West Bank, not once in his entire life, and he hadn't been to Gaza in decades. So of course he couldn't possibly testify, even if it were otherwise permissible, that everybody in the West Bank knew anything about the Holy Land Foundation. But the judge allowed him to testify to that and he did. And finally, in the second trial, but not in the first - the first judge excluded these documents - the government was allowed to present some documents that the Israeli military had supposedly recovered from the headquarters of the Palestinian Authority in Ramallah during a military incursion in 2002. These were anonymous documents supposedly recovered from the wreckage of the Palestinian Authority headquarters that claimed, again anonymously with no sourcing or anything else, that the Holy Land Foundation was associated with Hamas. Again, we objected to those documents. The first judge excluded them because they were completely unreliable. The second judge, of course, who was determined to get a conviction, let them in. Now, as a lawyer, one of the things that I find most appalling about this case is this. When we appealed, we raised a number of different issues. There were many unfairnesses in this trial, and we raised them in our briefs on appeal. Among other things, we argued that all four of these new pieces of evidence, the difference between the first trial and the second trial, should have been excluded. The Court of Appeals agreed with us. It found that every single one of those four new pieces of evidence was improperly admitted. Now here's the kicker. The Court of Appeal said that the admission, the erroneous admission of those four pieces of evidence, was harmless. It didn't make any difference to the outcome. Now, in the first trial, nobody was convicted of anything, and there were some acquittals. In the second trial, everybody was convicted of everything. The difference between those two trials with those four pieces of evidence. And the Court of Appeals, three judges with lifetime tenure, who ought to have the courage to do the right thing, actually wrote an opinion saying that the admission of those four pieces of evidence didn't make a difference to the outcome. It is the single most intellectually dishonest thing that I have seen come out of a U.S. court in my lifetime. Marium Uddin (28:09) I want to zoom in on that when we discuss more details about the trial, but for a moment, let me zoom out and ask Miko. I understand and correct me if I'm mistaken that your views encompass the idea that Hamas is a resistance born of occupation and oppression. How much have you carried or endured on account of those views? Miko Peled (28:29) I'll say first I agree with John. It has no bearing on the case, one way or the other. But nothing really. I mean, people sometimes look at me and say, Yeah, you're a Hamas supporter. There hasn't been any serious consequences, one way or the other. Two things that John said that I want to touch on. Marium Uddin (28:42) Absolutely. Miko Peled (28:43) It's appalling, it's not ridiculous. It's just appalling that the courts can can say something Marium Uddin (28:47) you Miko Peled (28:47) like that and can do something like that. And another thing, I remember when I first read the documents from the trial and everything, I thought, this looks like a really easy case. How could they possibly convict these guys, and it wasn't until I actually spoke with this remarkable team of lawyers that they had defending them that I realized how tainted this whole case was. But there's another point about the Zakat committees, which is that the American consul in Jerusalem at the time was, I think, one of the witnesses in the first trial, if I'm not mistaken, John. And I think the second trial there was a gag order because he used to be a CI operative. Those days the consul general of Jerusalem was actually an ambassador level so he had CIA briefings and everything an ambassador had because Jerusalem is unique, has a unique status. And so he testified for Holy Land, saying, you know, we used to work with them. Number one, we never heard anything, we never had any directive saying not to work with them. And the same thing with the Zakat committees. He said we work with them all the time. There was no reason we had never heard anything. And on top of that, he was asked whether or not the intelligence that the U.S. gets from the Israelis is reliable. And he said, no, it's not reliable, it's tainted, it's political, it's politically motivated. And so how can a judge look at that? And then how can the appellate courts look at that? And bring up this however thing. Yes, this is wrong, however. It's so tainted politically. But going back to your question, yes, I I have my views on this, I have my views on Palestine. We're here at Palestine House of Freedom. But it hasn't really come up in any serious way in terms of my personal experience. Marium Uddin (30:19) You asked how could this happen? This question that we're almost needlessly banging our head against the wall to find an answer to. How can any court or judge of integrity determine that there were errors that contributed to the opposite outcome of the previous trial and yet characterize those errors as harmless? What do you think? What's the real answer to that? Miko Peled (30:42) I think it's white supremacy. It has nothing to do with the law. It's white supremacy and the the war against terrorism is really an arm of the war against Muslims and Arabs in this country, which in my opinion has been amplified by by Zionist organizations here in the U.S. like the ADL and many others. And so it's a combination of white supremacy plus this indoctrination that Americans get from the different Zionist organizations, from an education system that is inherently white supremacist, that is Eurocentric. I mean, all of these things play a part in this. And then you have a trial and you see these guys, and they're all devout Muslims, they're Arabs, you see their families, the women are covered. I mean, it's a slam dunk. They're all terrorists. They're all anti-Semitic and they all must be terrorists as soon as they walk in, before they even open their mouth. I think that's what contributed to this. And again the Zionist organizations and Zionist politicians certainly had a lot to do with this racism that's directed against Arabs and Muslims. Marium Uddin (31:45) It's strangely validating to hear you say that because I think that when we, we being the Muslim community, say the exact same thing, there's an element of gaslighting that we're up against. And so when someone like you says it, it seems to lend a credibility to what we actually believe to be true about our experience. Miko Peled (32:03) Yes, absolutely. Marium Uddin (32:03) Let me take a moment to go back to John who had described to us the anonymous foreign intelligence witnesses that were used at the trial, the people the defense could not cross-examine being central to this prosecution, and recognizing the failure of the court to address the confrontation clause properly. You mentioned as well that Judge Solis being the judge who ultimately presided over the second trial made some difference to the outcome of the case. Can you briefly characterize the differences between the two judges that presided? And can you tell us about how personalities are so affective of outcome, especially when they wield such power in a system that is supposed to be objective? What do we do with those data points? John Cline (32:50) The difference that I perceived was this. The first judge, the judge in the first trial, was a conventionally pro-prosecution judge. I've been in front of a number of them, who call it down the middle, who are utterly fair. Now the law is skewed heavily in favor of the prosecution, and so many of their rulings are in favor of the prosecution. But they follow the law, and when the law dictates that the defense wins a point, the defense wins the point. Then there are judges who are what I would call conventionally pro-prosecution. And so when they have a discretionary judgment to make whether a piece of evidence comes in, that sort of thing, they will lean heavily toward the prosecution. Doesn't mean every single ruling favors the prosecution. In fact, the first judge kept out that evidence from the from the Palestinian Authority headquarters. But if it's a close call, it's going to go in the prosecution's favor. And that's how I would characterize the first judge. The second judge, my personal conclusion, based solely on what I witnessed at trial, is that the outcome of the first trial came as a shock to the the judiciary there in Dallas and to the prosecutors. And I think the second judge was determined that that was not going to happen again on his watch. And so it went beyond just the what I would call conventional pro-prosecution approach. And essentially every ruling, every ruling that mattered was in favor of the prosecution. And that involved committing a number of errors, which the Court of Appeals then whitewashed by calling them harmless, even though they obviously weren't. So it to me is not a question of personality. I would also say that from my this is from my perspective, it wasn't a question of of sort of overt racial prejudice. It's something that I've seen happen in a number of different settings when there is a controversial case or a controversial situation, particularly if it involves a disfavored group, as Muslims were, as Asian Americans have been at various times, as African Americans have been at various times. Some judges will step up and defend the liberties and the rights of those groups. Other judges don't have the courage to do that. Regrettably. Even though they have life tenure and they they are given life tenure specifically so that they can have the courage to make tough decisions, there are federal judges who do not have that courage. And sadly, in the second trial and on appeal, the judges in our case did not have the courage to make a decision that might have created some controversy and created some blowback among their colleagues and maybe in the press. That to me is how I perceive it. Marium Uddin (35:33) If they had the courage to make those decisions, would have spared and saved these men their lives. John Cline (35:40) And to me it is a shame that those judges should carry with them not only through their lives, but in any obituary that's written about them, in any judicial history. That decision in this case should be front and center. Marium Uddin (35:58) I want to take a moment to ask Miko a question that almost no one else, neither John nor I, could speak to. The anonymous government witnesses came from Israeli intelligence. Anonymous Israeli intelligence witnesses helped convict American Muslim men of terrorism in a Texas federal court. As an Israeli-American, you can make sense of that and connect dots that we can't. What does it tell us about the relationship between the Israeli security apparatus and American counterterrorism prosecutions? Miko Peled (36:25) I think it speaks for itself. I just want to say I think the second judge passed away already, didn't he? He did, didn't he? Yeah. I'll keep my I'll keep my thoughts about him and where he should be right now to myself. I think it's typical. I think there's nothing surprising about it. It's only surprising if you expect the law to work for people who are not white in this country, then it's surprising that they would do something like this. And if I'm not mistaken, John, I think you cross examined one of them at one point and it was obvious that they knew nothing about the Zakat committees. They knew nothing about the offices of the Palestinian Authority. Never mind they didn't speak Arabic. They knew nothing and then one of them said that none of that matters because I can smell Hamas. Yeah. John Cline (37:11) If I can just interrupt for one second, Miko. We had these these witnesses who were anonymous. We didn't know who they were. We couldn't research them. We couldn't do any of the things that you would ordinarily do to prepare to cross examine an expert. And it fell to me in the first trial to cross examine the the lead expert who was critical to the government's case because he was the one who was going to provide the supposed link between the Zakat committees and Hamas, which was Miko Peled (37:18) Right. John Cline (37:37) essential to the government's case. So they call this guy, he goes by a pseudonym Avi, E. V. I. We to this day have no idea, I don't at least, who he actually was. And he gets up there and he testifies, yes, every one of these Zakat committees is essentially a Hamas front. Well, how do you cross-examine somebody when you don't know who he is, you you haven't been able to examine his background, you know nothing about his biases. And I decided I would just get up and start asking simple questions and kind of see what he knew. And so I asked him, you know, who were the board members of of these zakat committees, you the Janine Zakat committee, who was on the board? and he didn't know. To my amazement, the guy knew virtually nothing about these zakat committees. But he was there to opine that they were all Hamas fronts. And as Miko said in one of his more memorable moments, he testified something to the effect that I can just smell Hamas. He had this wonderful olfactory sense that allowed him to to smell Hamas, presumably from a distance. I doubt that he ever got close to any of these zakat committees. I mean was ridiculous. But that was his testimony. By the time of the second trial, of course, he was allowed to testify again anonymously. I didn't cross examine him in the second trial, but he had I think been prepared somewhat to be a little more coherent than he was in the first trial. It was some of the most amazing testimony I've ever heard. just remote. Marium Uddin (39:11) I've described this trial or the ordeal of what the HLF-5 have endured as the original wound. John, you and I actually met during my representation of Marwan Marouf as we explored the architecture of charitable giving labeled as an act of terrorism all over again. I'd like to know if you think that that's an oversimplification. John Cline (39:33) The government has treated anyone who contributed to HLF or any similar organization that provides support to needy people in the Palestinian in the West Bank and Gaza as if they are terrorists. We've talked about the sort of the chilling effect of the Holy Land case and the unwillingness of people to to provide charity to contribute. Marwan's case is a perfect example of that. Anybody who contributed to the Holy Land Foundation is presumed in the government's eyes to be a terrorist. Perhaps you can overcome that presumption, perhaps not. But that's how you are perceived if you contributed to the Holy Land Foundation or any of several other organizations that are essentially designed for the same purpose to provide relief in the Palestinian areas. And what's kind of sad about that, more than sad, tragic, is that no one disputes that there is an extraordinary need - the government expert at trial on sort of Hamas, a guy named Matthew Levitt, testified that there is a desperate need for aid to Palestinians in the West Bank and Gaza. He was quite open about that. And, if you suppress that aid, if you make it impossible for people to provide that aid, what's that going to cause? It's going to cause a humanitarian catastrophe, which of course we see unfolding right now. And and it has been unfolding sometimes in slow motion and sometimes more rapidly, for years and years and years. Marium Uddin (41:16) Miko, can you build on that to describe what the through line is from HLF and the national security cases we're seeing at scale under this administration where Palestinian advocacy is demonized and law-abiding citizens are being targeted for their free speech and immigration status? Is the War on Terror alive and well, but just dressed Miko Peled (41:40) It's Marium Uddin (41:40) up as a different boogeyman? Miko Peled (41:42) Well, there's several things. There's a story about Matthew Levitt that I mentioned in the book. and John, you can correct me if I'm wrong, but at one point I believe the case for the prosecution made a case that since Holy Land was supporting orphans, then they were also supporting terrorism because the orphans must be the children of suicide bombers. And then the defense showed that the list of the act of the orphans and none of their parents died as a result of anything that has to do even remotely with terrorism. But if I'm not mistaken, the point that Matthew Levitt made was if a father knows that by killing himself, his family is going to get some kind of a stipend after that from Holy Land Foundation, then of course they're going to go and do it, then of course they're going to go and blow themselves up. It's and and this was an argument by a man who's considered an expert here in a think tank in Washington DC. And there was a judge and a jury willing to listen to this complete and utter racist nonsense and allow it into the record. So there's this us and them, which again goes back to what I said earlier about about supremacy - they are good guys and they stand with us and we stand with them. The other ones, if they are not part of this white supremacy reality, they are against us and it's fair game. And so there's no problem in accusing, and and I think you know this: that Holy Land was central not only to really just cutting the legs off of the Muslim and Arab community in America because these were respected leaders in the community. They were all highly respected leaders in the community throughout the entire country, but also allowed the state or the federal government to go after Muslims throughout. And you know, there are so many cases, and I'm sure you know, of young Muslims that have been thrown in jail. for 20, 30 years because I don't know, they looked at a website or they, you know, they're somehow connected to that world of Islam, of Palestine solidarity and so on. And they look like the bad guys. So it's easy to do. The the fact that the second trial ended the way it did opened the floodgates, if you will, to these ridiculous prosecutions that are basically persecuting a community in order to keep them down and in order to keep them from outwardly supporting Palestine, and in order to keep the Zionist narrative alive and well and people being afraid to challenge it. And like you said, there's things that I can say that you can't, and that's because of the difference of what we look like, what our names are and where we're from. And that's the reality. And so somebody comes in from the Israeli security system, then the truth is apparent just because of who they are. They would not lie, they are good guys and they are experts, and never mind the fact that none of that is true. None of the Israeli military apparatus and intelligence apparatus are completely incompetent and corrupt and racist. But here in the U.S., they walk around with a halo. People come to listen to them and respect them and want to support them and so on. And that's really to a large degree why we're where we are. But that's what made this case possible. That's what made the convictions possible, is that you can bring these guys that nobody knows anything about, and if they're working with the Israeli security service, particularly the intelligence part, there's no question that they're involved in war crimes. There's no question that they're involved in crimes against humanity because they torture people. There's a story about Mohammed Anati, who was the HLF office chief in Jerusalem and what they did to him, the torture that he went through, and then the offers that federal agents made for him that if he testified against Holy Land, he would be given a green card or something. You know, all of this is completely disregarded because they are Israelis. And if they're Israelis, then they have a halo and we have to listen to them, and we have to allow what is a violation of the defendant's constitutional rights. Very basic stuff. We will allow that because these are Israelis and these are obviously bad guys. Marium Uddin (45:28) I want to distill that. You're speaking about it at an institutional level. Of course, deference is given to Israeli sources and Israel in its relationship with the United States. Anecdotally, we make the mistake of implicitly ascribing credibility and truthfulness to people simply based on how they look. Miko Peled (45:48) Accent is also a white supremacist construct. It says that an ac English should should sound like white people talk, not like people of color speak or people who come from another country speak, regardless of how eloquent or how good their English might be. But they s Marium Uddin (46:02) Exactly. Miko Peled (46:02) you know what I mean? So it's all part of that same thing. Marium Uddin (46:05) and that we believe people who speak well must be speaking the truth. As I said, sure. Miko Peled (46:10) Can I ask John a question real quick about those anonymous guys? Did they have an American accent? Do you remember? Or an Israeli accent? Do you remember? Yeah. John Cline (46:18) Israeli. Yeah, Israeli. They spoke Marium Uddin (46:20) which John Cline (46:21) a very Miko Peled (46:21) And that ask and that accent is acceptable. Marium Uddin (46:23) Exactly, I was going to say it's characterized collapsibly as one that's permissible. John, Ghassan is effectively serving a life sentence for running a charity. Is there any realistic legal avenue towards his release? John Cline (46:36) There is no legal avenue, no judicial relief available to him, both as a matter of law and as a matter of practical reality. The judges who would be responsible for that simply don't have the courage to do the right thing, unfortunately. The only real practical avenue is a nonjudicial one, which is executive clemency, either a pardon or commutation of sentence. And, that may or may not be a realistic possibility. Marium Uddin (47:07) John, you were mentioning that there is no judicial redress, but there are two potential avenues. Could you again state what those two avenues are and what's the likelihood of them being efficacious? John Cline (47:18) It's really one avenue which is executive clemency, which can take either of two forms, either a pardon or a commutation of sentence. I think in this case, probably commutation is more realistic. We applied for executive clemency commutation, I believe toward the end of the Obama administration that was turned down. But you can apply more than once and I don't know what the chances of success are. It's always an uphill battle, but I know this administration has been more open, sometimes for better, sometimes for worse, to grants of clemency. And so I don't in any way want to rule that out. Marium Uddin (47:56) Miko, what does vindication for the HLF defendants, what does vindication for the HLF-5 defendants realistically look like in your mind? Although I think I know what the answer to that is. Miko Peled (48:05) When I first heard of the case, I thought it reminded me of Sacco and Vanzetti. I don't know if you guys are familiar or remember the case of Sacco and Vanzetti. These were two Italian immigrant anarchists in the 1920's and they were prosecuted and executed for a trumped up murder charge. And a hundred years later, Michael Dukakis when he was Governor of Massachusetts, vindicated them and he said this was all wrong and there's a statue of them somewhere in Massachusetts. I don't know that there's any vindication possible. I mean this injustice is so horrifying. And these guys know, and they've said this many, many times, and I believe it's true, they are political prisoners. And I remember when the clemency request went to Obama, Mufid asked me what I thought. And I said, look, you're political prisoners, you'll be released when Palestinian prisoners in Palestine are released, which will happen when Palestine is free. Your lot is connected to them a hundred percent. You are not any different than they are. And they know this. So thankfully Mufid came out after almost 20 years and Abdulrahman and Mohammad El-Mezain are out, but in terms of Shukri and Ghassan, they know that they basically received a life sentence and the only way unless there's a president that's willing to the sentence or something, they are in it until Palestine is free. That's why I wrote the book, and I think people should read about it and talk about it and hail these guys as the heroes that I believe they are. don't think it would make sense if a hundred years from now some governor or some president would say, yeah, you know we made a mistake. It'll be too late. You know, for Sacco and Marium Uddin (49:30) Right. Right. Miko Peled (49:32) Vanzetti, it's it's too late. You Marium Uddin (49:33) I'll tell you how I've presented this when I've talked about it and how I think about it. there have been landmark judicial injustices in this country. Plessy versus Ferguson, which upheld I I'm sorry, Dred Scott. versus Santon, which which upheld slavery, essentially. there was Plessy versus Ferguson. there was the Koramatsu case which upheld the internment of Japanese Americans during World War II. none of those cases was recognized as error officially during the lifetime of the participants, for the most part. but over time we have come to realize that all of those were grievous injustices. Dredgot got overruled in later cases plessy versus Ferguson which was separate but equal that got overruled in Brown versus Board of Education. The Koramatsu case, everyone now recognizes that that was a grotesque injustice. And even I I believe one of the defendants in that case actually got a more or less symbolic declaration from a federal judge in nineteen eighty four that the conviction has been properly attained. So I I don't think it's likely that Ghassan and Shukri will receive I hope they do. There is an avenue for that, but I I don't think it's likely. My hope is that we will mature as a country to the point where as in those other cases, we can recognize this case as a landmark injustice and something that we will not ever do again to Marium Uddin (51:06) Well, I think that's great to erase the stain of this on our moral conscience. The fact that it does nothing for the victims themselves leaves much to be desired. again, I'm preaching to the choir. Miko Peled (51:17) just one quick point again, John talked about the judges not having courage. The whole point of having the law is that they don't need to have courage. They're protected by the fact that the law is there and the fact that it requires courage for them to do the right thing is a real testament to what the judicial system here is like. You need to have courage to do the right thing where the law provides you with with the possibility of doing the right thing. That's quite a testament. Marium Uddin (51:39) The irony of this petition being heard by or under the Obama administration when you said, when Palestine is free. We recognize Obama as one of the greatest architects against Palestinian self-determination. John, looking back now, is there a moment during the case when you realized this prosecution was going to reshape American law far beyond your own client? I know that you had said to me at one time, you contemplated giving up the practice of law. Marium Uddin (52:08) I I it probably was sometime after the case was over that I understood the full scope of it. but personally it it was a a sea change for me. I would say that before this case I I was not unrealistic, I was not deluding myself, but I thought the system was basically fair and would in most cases reach a fair result one way or another sooner or later. this case, particularly the the second trial and even more specifically the the appellate decision, which was so grotesquely dishonest, really led me to think about quitting the practice of law. And and the the reason what what got me there was apart from just being depressed that the law could be so inhumane, was I I wondered if by participating in this process, I was giving it a patina an appearance of legitimacy that it didn't deserve. because after all people say, well, these people had lawyers, they had Klein as their lawyer, they had other people as their lawyers. So it it must be a fair process. And I wondered if I should participate in that and and to provide any sort of cover for a process that is that can produce a result like this. Ultimately I stayed. I'm still practicing law, but it was a real Marium Uddin (53:26) I'm glad that epiphany ultimately has led to you staying the course. Miko, we're almost 10 years out from when Injustice was published. What additional chapters would you add to your book now? Miko Peled (53:36) Throughout COVID, throughout all these petitions for clemency, throughout the fact that they were totally qualified to be released at all these different points, they're still there. The fact that two of them, two of the three that are already released, had to leave this country. I mean, Mohammad El-Mezain was released, his family went to greet him. And they said, no, no, no, he's going to an ICE detention. And he was in ICE detention for a year and then deported. Abdulrahman just couldn't couldn't live, couldn't work, couldn't find a job, couldn't travel, couldn't do anything. I think that's important for people to realize. And, just the way they communicate, the way they view their case, the way their families have evolved and and then how they're dealing with this now. I would add all of that, definitely add all of that, because it's all part of the case. It's all indicative of the problem, which is like I said earlier, the white supremacy and this horrific injustice against people who are not white. People want to know. I get that question quite a bit. People need to know about all of this. What life is like when you are released from prison having served a sentence, having been convicted of a terrorism charge. It's not just affects you, it affects your children, it affects your community, it affects anybody. The unindicted co conspirators. It's a huge network of injustice. And people need to know about that. I don't think there will be a second edition, but I would definitely add that. Marium Uddin (54:53) I learned so much being with you today. As you know, the scope of this podcast is to elevate the people like you of extraordinary courage who have carried extraordinary burdens. So thank you both for your time, your important work, your contributions, again, for bearing witness on this episode. Miko Peled (55:13) Thank you, Marium. This was was a great conversation. I I really appreciate you putting it together and including me and it's great to see John again. Marium Uddin (55:21) John Miko Peled (55:21) good.
Episode 7
Tal Steiner
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Human Rights, Detention & the Rule of Law
Conversation What does it mean to defend human rights from within a society engaged in prolonged conflict? Tal Steiner reflects on years of representing Palestinians challenging military detention, movement restrictions, and barriers to family unity, while examining the enduring tension between security, accountability, and the rule of law.
Guest Tal Steiner is Executive Director of HaMoked: Center for the Defence of the Individual, an Israeli human rights organization providing legal representation to Palestinians affected by the occupation. She has spent her career advocating before Israeli courts on issues including administrative detention, freedom of movement, family reunification, and access to justice.
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Human rights advocacy during armed conflict
Military detention and the rule of law
Defending universal rights from within Israeli society
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Episode 8
Mahsa Khanbabai & Hassan Ahmad
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Immigration, Constitutional Rights & Executive Power
Conversation When immigration law becomes a tool for exercising political power, the consequences reach far beyond the individuals caught within the system. Mahsa Khanbabai and Hassan Ahmad examine the constitutional limits of executive authority, the role of the courts, and what it means to defend due process and fundamental rights during periods of heightened political conflict.
Guest Mahsa Khanbabai is the founder of Khanbabai Immigration Law and a nationally recognized immigration attorney. A member of the American Immigration Lawyers Association's Board of Governors, she has represented individuals in complex immigration and national security matters while advocating for fairness, due process, and the rule of law.
Guest Hassan Ahmad is the founder of The HMA Law Firm and a nationally recognized immigration and civil rights attorney. His practice focuses on complex constitutional litigation, federal court advocacy, and the defense of individuals facing detention, deportation, and government overreach.
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Immigration law as an instrument of executive power
Constitutional protections and the limits of government authority
Defending due process during moments of political crisis
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Marium Uddin (00:00)
This episode is not about immigration law. It's about the people who practice it. The portrait lives in the tension between commitment and exhaustion. I have represented journalists, activists, families, students, green card holders, asylum seekers, and people whose lives were suddenly upended by encounters with government power. None of those cases was fought alone. Behind every emergency motion, every bond hearing, every habeas petition, every frantic family phone call.
And every last minute attempt to stop a removal is a community of lawyers. The lawyers joining me today are not simply colleagues. They are friends, and they are extraordinary people of courage and conscience who I am privileged to count among my friends. Mahsa Khanbabai represented Rumeysa Ozturk, the Tufts PhD student, pulled off a Somerville street
on her way to break her Ramadan fast, detained for co-authoring a student newspaper op-ed about Palestine. She spent six weeks in a Louisiana facility before a federal judge ordered her release, and nearly a year later, an immigration judge threw out the case entirely, finding the government never had grounds to revoke her status. Hassan Ahmad represented Badr Khan Suri, the Georgetown scholar seized by masked agents outside his Virginia home, accused of spreading Hamas propaganda,
for marrying a Palestinian woman and posting about Gaza online. He spent 58 days in detention, 1,500 miles from his family, before a federal judge found the government had violated both his First and Fifth Amendment rights. We have fought together in immigration court and federal court. We have strategized together at midnight. We have celebrated victories together. We have held losses together. We have told families their loved one was not coming home. We have told their families their loved one was coming home.
This conversation is about what that work looks like from the inside. What does it do to a person to spend years fighting a system that often seems indifferent to the people caught inside it? What keeps them going? And do they still believe the law can protect anyone? We're checking our legal briefs at the door and speaking frankly as friends and witnesses to this moment in time. Hassan, Mahsa,
it's such an honor for me to introduce you and have you on this episode of Witness. To begin with, Mahsa, would you mind talking to us about what's different in practicing immigration law right now compared to three years ago?
Mahsa Khanbabai (02:10)
Thank you so much, Marium, for having me on this podcast and for including me with the dear colleague and respected friend, Hassan So immigration law has changed drastically. It's often hard to find the words to talk about how much has changed, not only just over the 25 years that I've been practicing, but from the first Trump administration to this current administration.
I think the overwhelming sense of concern about the undermining of our justice system is the heaviest part that we as attorneys are grappling with because we expect there to be an impartial court of law. We expect there to be independent adjudicators of cases making decisions based on the law and policy, not based on politics and fearmongering. And that's
not happening. So as a lawyer, I think that's one of the hardest things. And then the second hardest part, I think, is worrying about ourselves as attorneys and how we are going to be targeted for the work that we do in trying to uphold justice and the rule of law. I don't think I've ever felt this sense of, watching over my back related to who is going to try to take me down and and try to take my colleagues down
because we're merely doing our jobs. And that's something that's common in many other countries around the world, but not in the United States. And that's a new feeling that I think is incredibly concerning. So out of so many things that are different, those are probably my two most important ones.
Marium Uddin (03:39)
Were you expecting this? Were you prepared for this moment?
Mahsa Khanbabai (03:42)
I was. I don't know if I understood really the deep and broad
Hassan Ahmad (03:48)
Hmm.
Mahsa Khanbabai (03:50)
position that the government would be following in all of this. But yes, I was expecting this because it's something that I've seen in other countries. And the warning signs were there from the first Trump administration, so there was no reason to think that it wouldn't be this bad this time around.
Marium Uddin (04:06)
Do you feel the same way as Mahsa in terms of hoping for the best, but expecting the worst?
Hassan Ahmad (04:11)
Absolutely. they've basically just taken the immigration law and turned it into deportation law. They've taken immigration judges and turned them into deportation commissioners. They've made a mockery of due process and rolled over the Constitution with a tank. And that was the plan.
Read Project 2025, read their writings, read that they haven't been silent about this. And when I say "they," I want to be very clear, I'm talking about white nationalists. What other justification, what other explanation can there be for an administration where every single policy, without exception, is, well, to quote Judge Berman, screw the non-citizen.
That's I mean, I'm quoting a judge. That's what he said.
It was years ago. He said it off the record, but he did say it. He's retired now, so I think it's okay for me to quote him. But that's what every single policy does. When there's two ways to take something, they'll take it in the way that exacts the maximum amount of harm on the non citizen or the non citizens' family or the non citizens' community.
And you know, if it walks like a duck and quacks like a duck, at some point you gotta stop all the beating around the bush and agreeing with their justifications, this is about job security, this is about national security, this is about ex white. It is not. It is about race, it is about keeping America white, it is about this
hearkening back to some mythical time in American history that never really existed, at least for people who look like us and
Marium Uddin (05:32)
Let me let
me ask you about that, Hassan, because I know you and I know you want to talk about John Tanton and I know that you know that I know that that's definitely going to be a part of this conversation. But before
Hassan Ahmad (05:40)
Setting this up. that's right.
Marium Uddin (05:44)
I do that, I want to know how many languages you speak.
Hassan Ahmad (05:46)
I do business in eight
languages, yeah. I
Marium Uddin (05:48)
What a show off. But you were
Hassan Ahmad (05:49)
Yeah.
Marium Uddin (05:50)
born and raised here. Do you ever feel like you're not a part of the American fabric anymore?
Hassan Ahmad (05:55)
Yeah, at times, obviously. I grew up in a small southern town in North Carolina where our family was the only brown family.
But after a while you start to understand what America actually is and how our country is a cross section of humanity that does not exist everywhere. Not every country can say that. But the fact that I've been able to practice law for 20 some years and represent people and I keep track
118 countries and counting. there's not a whole lot of countries in the world where I would get that opportunity to be able to see that sort of slice of of humanity, cross section of humanity up close and personal. And to me, growing up, that sort of became one of the highest ideals, if not the highest ideal, of being American. And I look at MAGA and I look at white nationalism well
sorry for the redundancy 'cause I think they're the same, one and the same. But I look at them and I almost feel pitiful. Like they're staring through a keyhole. They have no idea what America actually is.
Marium Uddin (06:49)
Did you see the clip? I'm sure you did with Megyn Kelly telling the Haitians to get get out of this country.
Hassan Ahmad (06:54)
Yes. Yeah.
Marium Uddin (06:56)
Mahsa, what did you think of that?
Mahsa Khanbabai (06:58)
To the earlier point about, did we expect this? I think the part that I didn't expect, which Hassan just touched upon, was the pure hatred of people of color and willing and being willing to undermine American businesses, the American economy, just because of white nationalism. That part caught me off guard
because we hear from business sectors and industries across the United States, whether it's healthcare, farming, education, construction, every industry and every sector of American society is being impacted negatively, and
Hassan Ahmad (07:34)
Yeah.
Mahsa Khanbabai (07:35)
the numbers are showing it, and yet this administration doesn't seem to care.
Marium Uddin (07:39)
Mahsa, do you also feel what we feel in terms of that exclusionary aspect? I believe that you feel it for your clients. Have you felt it personally for yourself?
Mahsa Khanbabai (07:49)
I've struggled with that in many ways because on the one hand, I've been blessed to have a very supportive family, to get the education that I have, and to to be amongst a circle of friends where I've always felt included and involved. But yes, there are times where you go into certain segments of society and there's nobody that looks like us. And that is,
an awkward feeling at times, especially because it's not just the way people look, right? But it's how you're treated. And while it may not be overt, except for the random person driving by saying, go back to your country, you can tell this underlying sense of, you're different than us. But otherwise I would have to say I've been, very, very lucky to be amongst communities where people
have not let that be the case. But yes, oftentimes you do feel like you're elbowing your way in to say, hey, excuse me, you need to make room for all of us.
Marium Uddin (08:44)
When we were together at the NAML conference, I remember saying, we're not looking for a seat at the table anymore. We're just gonna go have our own lunch table. Speaking of all of this, Hassan, in terms of
belonging. Who is John Tanton? Why
Hassan Ahmad (08:58)
Yeah.
Marium Uddin (08:58)
are you always going off about him? What has your study of modern immigration restrictionism taught you that most Americans still don't understand?
Hassan Ahmad (09:06)
so
Marium Uddin (09:06)
And Hassan,
we don't have an hour for this single question.
Hassan Ahmad (09:08)
I know. I I'll be brief.
But Marium - she knows me well and she knows that I'm gonna sit here and monopolize everything. So
Marium Uddin (09:16)
No, just when it comes to this particular topic. I've never had a conversation with Hassan without it coming up.
Hassan Ahmad (09:21)
Find a way. I find a way.
you all might remember that picture of Kris Kobach who was making the case to run the Department of Homeland Security right before the first Trump administration. And in a stroke of genius, he forgot to put his strategic plan
for DHS for the first 365 days, he forgot to put it in his leather folder and you could zoom in on the picture and read like half the words on the page because, you know, national security and all that, right? Well, that was a picture that started me on this quest saga, you know, of trying to understand.
We're right before the first Trump administration. We're all bracing ourselves for what's to come. We know it's gonna be bad, but we don't know how bad. We don't know what's gonna happen. So I figured I would start by looking at the people that are being brought in, like who funds them, who trains them, where they come from, why is it Kris Kobach? Like who is this guy?
And the more I looked at these anti-immigrant organizations, it just all sort of crystallized into a small group of organizations. There's the Federation for American Immigration Reform, FAIR, the Center for Immigration Studies, and Numbers USA. And there's a few others that have mushroomed slash metastasized into this whole ecosystem
of the anti-modern anti-immigrant movement. And all of these organizations, all of them, have a founder. And that guy was John Tanton. He was an ophthalmologist who lived in rural Michigan. He was an avowed environmentalist and he was the guy that started
FAIR in 1979. He was very concerned about overpopulation and his idea and he actually had a seat in the Sierra Club. Environmental organizations have since, to be clear, completely distanced themselves from him. But his whole thing was
one of the things we need to do to protect the environment is to save it from overpopulation. And, you know, there's certain people that are sort of dirtier than others and we need to just sort of for blood and soil, we need to clear those people out because they're polluting the environment.
Nobody really took him seriously, but he had an uncanny ability to start an entire movement. He funded FAIR with a $50,000 check from
Cordelia, an heiress from the Mellon family, old money, you know. And it grew into the most influential, punch-above-their-weight group of organizations that have been behind every single and I say this without exaggerating, every single anti-immigrant law, including the Illegal
Immigration Reform and Immigrant Responsibility Act of 1996, IIRIRA. They were behind TPS designations, they were behind the Arizona SB 1070 law, the Show Me Your Papers Law back in 2010 that went up to the Supreme Court.
They were behind the the revocation of DACA in 2016 and 2017, which I'm shocked is still around, at least in partial form, and they have stalled meaningful immigration reform.
At every stage in the process. in 2007, under the Bush administration, when it seemed that comprehensive immigration reform had a chance at passing, there was a gang of six, a group of Republican bipartisan congressional leaders who were
about to ink the deal, things have come relatively close, or closer than they had been before. And Numbers USA, one of Tanton's flagship groups, led by Dr. Roy Beck, they had their army of people light up the switchboards on Capitol Hill in 2007 and enough Congress people that were in that gang that were about to sign pulled back and stalled the immigration reform that we were all waiting on.
So understanding FAIR, CIS, NumbersUSA, gives you a preview of what this administration is going to do, what this administration is, how they're doing what they're doing. Because do you think Trump even knows what TPS stands for? No, he doesn't.
He has no idea. Stephen Miller didn't know what it was until he started working for Jeff Sessions back in 2013, 2014, something like that, and educated himself on this and who were the teachers, who were the groups that were telling these administration officials where the buttons were to press and where the levers were to pull to transform the immigration law into a deportation machine? It's a Tanton network.
Marium Uddin (13:18)
You've talked about a professor who influenced you and I know this quote by heart now. "The wrong ideology can produce thoughtless cruelty in otherwise good hearted people." Is what you're telling us?
Hassan Ahmad (13:28)
Absolutely. I take guidance not only from the wisdom of my professor, Sidney Rittenberg, but from the Qur'an itself. Because every tyrannical regime, every pharaoh, every tyrant - they're nothing without their army of minions.
And I look at these ICE officers that are, masked agents running around - the kind that assaulted and kidnapped Rumeysa Ozturk - everyone knows what ICE agents have have been doing. And I see them for what they are. They're peons in the system.
But you convince somebody that they're actually doing the right thing. You convince somebody that this is actually good. I'm one of the good guys because I am making the United States safer, I'm doing this for national security. They've drunk the Kool-Aid. And that's completely brainwashed.
Marium Uddin (14:08)
And that's how soldiers are galvanized, That's how it works. you get people to support your
Spe speaking
Hassan Ahmad (14:13)
You know
Marium Uddin (14:14)
of brainwashing, Hassan, something that we've become intimately familiar with that deeply hurts us is the terrorism adjacent framing being applied to people with demonstrably no connection to terrorism.
And I know you know when I get a lump in my throat, exactly which case comes to mind for me first. What does that label do to people and what's it designed to do?
Hassan Ahmad (14:37)
Suck up due process, be able to easily put people away when it's politically expedient to do so, and not give them a chance. It's exactly what happens in show trials and due process free regimes around the world and it happens here and the Muslim community has known about this for a long time.
It's just the favorite of many administrations the same way that our Latino brothers and sisters are labeled gang members. I had a client once who the officer couldn't even read my client's tattoo. He couldn't read it. It said L.A.
and he read it as MS. Like, you can't even read. And then when confronted with it, get this - the officer actually said, yeah, I see it does say L.A., but it still stands for MS because MS-13 was started in Los Angeles.
It's Yeah.
Marium Uddin (15:22)
Yeah, the disingenuity is appalling, but it's the brazen disingenuity, right?
Hassan Ahmad (15:27)
Right.
Marium Uddin (15:28)
Mahsa, bond hearings, detention conditions, access to counsel - where are the most severe due process failures occurring, if it's even possible to isolate them?
Mahsa Khanbabai (15:38)
I think all those three - right there are the number one concerns that I have When we are depriving some of the most vulnerable members of our communities of their liberty, jailing them, detaining them in some of the most subhuman conditions, modern day slavery, as some have called it, I think it's appalling and it's an embarrassment.
And I think sadly most Americans don't understand this. When they hear an ICE detention facility, they don't know that it means that this is a subhuman environment where dozens and dozens of people are crowded into a tiny room with lack of bathroom facilities, lack of proper food, freezing conditions,
lights on all the time at night, officers with their keys jangling, coming in, checking on individuals as they're sleeping at night, the lack of ability to call family members, lack of counsel, lack of access to be able to have visitors, and for nothing, right? For oftentimes made-up accusations of being a "terrorist" or having a family member that's a "terrorist."
These false accusations deeply impacting people who are cherished and important members of our communities, whether they're healthcare providers, whether they're people working in restaurants, or someone taking care of family members here. So I think that's the part that's the most gut-wrenching to see people detained and to now see the courts, the higher level courts, try to say that
even if your constitutional rights are being deprived, we're not going to hear it until you first have your immigration case completed, which can often take years. And, of course, having these sham bond hearings with deportation judges after having fired,
Hassan Ahmad (17:23)
All the good ones.
Mahsa Khanbabai (17:24)
hundreds
of qualified immigration judges to now have individuals who are basically just minions told to carry out these hearings. Again, a total lack of due process and fundamental constitutional rights. And the federal courts, the lower federal courts, are seeing this and are appalled and are ruling in favor of our clients with habeas petitions to release them because they say
this is not a fair system of law. These are not fair hearings. And, to my brothers and sisters who do this detained immigration work day in and day out, I send them lots of love and strength because while I don't do it on a daily basis, I have cases here and there and it just really rips at your soul to see the level of human suffering.
Marium Uddin (18:06)
Hassan, I wanted to confront Marwan's case. You and I both represented him. So, for people who don't know, Marwan Marouf had 35 years of lawful residence before he was detained.
What I want to ask you specifically is when someone like him is targeted, Hassan, what does it tell your clients who have built their lives here and assumed a certain kind of safety?
Hassan Ahmad (18:25)
One of the things that I think that people run from and that causes them to seek asylum wherever they go is they're running from instability. They're running from unpredictability. The fact that they know that everything that they work for can just be taken away and just gone in an instant.
Might by a bullet, by armed soldiers or whatever it is.
And when you see the same thing happening in the United States, when you figure if you had to, as an asylum lawyer, you could actually build a case for someone like Marwan Marouf, an asylum case for him to some other country in your sleep, right?
That's the thing that drives me to keep doing this work. Because
Marium Uddin (19:03)
I want to talk about what drives you, but I also want you to acknowledge with me in this moment that it's incredibly heartbreaking.
Hassan Ahmad (19:10)
It is. It's heavy.
You feel a really heavy weight because you realize the enormousness of the task. Especially when you're aware of like how well funded and how organized and how ahead the haters are, right? And how how much of a head start they've had, and you realize
the reason they're fighting so hard is because they really do think that this is an existential crisis for them. They think they're losing the country. And, people like us who were born and raised comfortably, live between two different cultures. I can be Pakistani, I play tabla. I can be as desi as you want. I speak Urdu and Hindi and Punjabi.
But I'm proud Southerner too. I am a proud, proud Southerner. I have the cholesterol to prove it. And
it's not an existential threat. And trying to convince somebody who already is looking at you as one of them, as a foreigner, as somebody who's here to to rob the country of
whatever they think it had or has or should have, you're constantly having to prove a negative, which as we all know, it's almost impossible to do.
Marium Uddin (20:06)
Something that people don't realize about you, Hassan, because the work that you do is so serious is that you are hilarious.
Hassan Ahmad (20:13)
Ha ha ha.
Marium Uddin (20:14)
He is so funny, right, Mahsa? Like, we're in a thread and we're working on, you know, this really big Marco Rubio determination. And I don't know, Hassan will say something, and it's just it's not even that it's inappropriate, it's so appropriate, but it's hilarious.
Mahsa Khanbabai (20:30)
Gotta
laugh so that we don't cry.
Hassan Ahmad (20:32)
Yeah. I mean it's therapy, right? It's therapeutic. What else are you gonna do?
Marium Uddin (20:35)
Well, speaking of laughing,
or at least coming close to smiling.
Rumeysa Ozturk.
I mean, hats off to you, Mahsa.
Many of the people I have interviewed have hearkened back to her case as one that is quintessential in their memory for not just pro-Palestinian advocacy and those who are at the front lines being targeted, but just the complete disintegration of the First Amendment. So she has become one of the defining detention cases of our era.
What stays with you about her case?
Mahsa Khanbabai (21:04)
I would say resilience in the face of this overwhelming sense that there's this huge behemoth of the U.S. government breathing down your neck and what do you do about it? Hassan kind of just alluded to this. and it makes me think though of the amazing culture
amongst most Americans, right? There was this famous saying, right, that kind of encapsulates it: I disapprove of what you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it. And while you know many of my colleagues and I have had disagreements on the issue of the genocide in Palestine, many of them were incredibly upset and were just not going to accept the government's
the Trump administration's attempts to silence free speech amongst all of the cases that first came out because that was the whole intent of the administration's efforts in going after a small group of individuals and making them into high profile cases to frighten and terrify everyone and that came out in that incredible case in Boston -
AAUP versus Rubio, where Judge Young basically named what was happening, which was an attempt to stifle constitutional free speech rights. And I'm so proud of all of the individuals and all of the lawyers who've stepped up, these incredible teams of twenty plus attorneys to say that we're not going to allow
the most fundamental of our rights to be suppressed. And, unfortunately, there were some law firms that capitulated. There are some universities that have capitulated. But if we bend our knees and give up now, there's no protection in the future. No one is going to come and save us. We need to exercise our constitutional rights, flex those muscles, and
protect our constitution and our rights. So I think that's really the most important thing that I've taken away from all of these cases.
Marium Uddin (22:58)
What is Rumeysa like?
Mahsa Khanbabai (22:59)
Yeah,
she's very lovely, and I think how she carried herself through all of these cases, demonstrates the type of person that she is.
Marium Uddin (23:07)
I loved the piece that the New York Times did on you. and I remember reading, if I'm mischaracterizing it, please correct me, but that after the immigration judge ordered her release, ICE agents entered the courtroom or something like this, but they wanted to impose the ankle bracelet for monitoring purposes. And you
were like, no, like the judge just ruled, we're done, we're out.
But,
did you feel nervous when they came to you with that in terms of like here we go again, we're gonna lose ground when they said what they said about trying to enforce additional restrictions or conditions?
Mahsa Khanbabai (23:40)
Yeah, we'd have something psychologically wrong with us if we did not feel nervous when you have bullies trying to bully you and trying to intimidate you using the power of the U.S. government to try to frighten you and to have you capitulate and give up your own rights. That's the easiest thing for the government to try to do is to have you give up your own rights and not exercise them and not demand them and not
ask them to be upheld. And thankfully, we prevailed, right? The judge had stated that there is to be no monitoring of any kind. And we stood our ground and we were able to walk out of there with our heads held high, knowing that the law was behind us and that the constitution you know
Is there behind us. We just need to be brave and courageous and make sure that we demand our rights to be upheld.
Marium Uddin (24:27)
In tandem with what Mahsa is telling us, Hassan, it's the ideal that we aspire for. But how often are we finding that the constitution and the law are not behind us? You and I are representing the Hashemi family, and that invokes relationships between immigration law, foreign policy, and political designation.
How do you see that? What can you reveal?
Hassan Ahmad (24:49)
Well, you know how I feel about controversial things. I say bring
Marium Uddin (24:52)
Big hug.
Hassan Ahmad (24:53)
it on. Bring it on, you know. But I share your feeling, and this is what I meant by these rulings that just roll over the constitution with a tank, like a steamroller. It's as as if it doesn't exist. And one of the things that I
frequently note and try to get people to see is that immigration law is is unique in that respect because so much of what would otherwise be considered unconstitutional in other fields of law is perfectly okay and has been blessed by the Supreme Court. Why? And then when you add in foreign policy and national security and you just meld everything together into one big
Boogeyman, and I've always had this vision of if you actually put all the stereotypes together, it would be a dark figure crossing the Rio Grande wearing a sombrero and a thobe,
with a machete in one hand and in the other, saying I'm gonna come, you know.
Marium Uddin (25:40)
You are so funny.
Hassan Ahmad (25:43)
I mean that this is how ridiculous like
Marium Uddin (25:45)
find
Hassan Ahmad (25:45)
vivid imaginations, I'll give them that. I'll give them
Marium Uddin (25:45)
you?
Hassan Ahmad (25:48)
that. But that's about all the credit I that I can give them.
Marium Uddin (25:50)
Creative.
Hassan Ahmad (25:51)
Yeah, creative, right? And they just hold on to that image as if it's this existential threat. And they keep talking about border security and all these terms that honestly have been birthed by groups like the Tanton Organization, like the Tanton Network. But the issue here is that there still is a constitution.
And tyrannical regimes the world over, it doesn't matter whether you're talking about Bashar al Assad in Syria, the Taliban or Mao Zedong in China during the Cultural Revolution or the killing fields of Phnom Penh in Cambodia,
countries run amok by gang violence, or Maduro in Venezuela, or there's basically one playbook for being a tyrant. You go after the intellectuals, you go after the thought leaders, you go after the people that can speak, you go after political dissidents, you have to strike fear into the hearts of the enemy. It's the same.
It's the same crap all over the world every single time. It's one thing doing asylum cases from around the world for 20 years has taught me. It's the tyranny. They're like one-trick ponies, right? And when you see the same thing happen, what else is Rubio gonna do? What else is Stephen Miller gonna do? What else is he gonna do? They're nothing if not predictable. And it's up to us, I think it's up to the people to remind them that the reason why the Constitution exists is so that
these kind of descents into fascism don't occur. That's the guard. We grew up perhaps naively with an idea that we had our institutions and we did, you know. but ask Black Americans. Ask them how much faith they had in the system.
It's the same playbook that was used to keep the entire African American community enslaved for so long.
Marium Uddin (27:23)
Back to Hassan's humor, Mahsa. The one comment I continuously find when he is editing a document is, can someone please check this? I left a snarky footnote fourteen in the document."
Hassan Ahmad (27:37)
Yeah.
Mahsa Khanbabai (27:37)
Ha ha.
Marium Uddin (27:38)
There's always the snarky comment from Hassan. And most of the time I read it and I'm like, this is perfectly fine. I don't know why we need to edit it out.
So Mahsa, the system keeps producing new clients faster than we can protect the existing ones. You have this beautiful optimism about you. Are we actually making a dent?
Mahsa Khanbabai (27:57)
I think so. And I think it's actually telling because you see the Trump administration going after lawyers and law firms because they know we are the first line of defense. And that most of us, because of our personalities, we're not going to give up. We're too stubborn. We're too focused on no, there are rules. We need to follow the rules and justice must prevail no matter what.
And I remember when the first memos came out from Pam Bondi targeting law firms, targeting lawyers, especially targeting immigration lawyers. A quote
Hassan Ahmad (28:28)
it's very
Mahsa Khanbabai (28:30)
that often came up was, equating this to Henry the Sixth Shakespeare's play. The first thing we do, let's kill all the lawyers.
Hassan Ahmad (28:38)
Right.
Mahsa Khanbabai (28:38)
People never really, I think, understood what that meant.
When I think it was King James or someone talking to his henchmen and plotting how to overthrow the true king. And that was the plan. The first thing we do, let's kill all the lawyers, because they know the lawyers are the ones that are the guardians of the rule of law. And we're not going to give up. And so
while we're, you know, plodding along a case at a time, which is, I think, unfortunately not really helping as many people as we need to, we are winning in the lower courts. And I think the American people are also recognizing that this is not right. This is fundamentally unfair, fundamentally unjust. These are not the principles of which American society
is to be based on. And I think, you know, Hassan rightly alluded to, you know, the incredible struggles against slavery in this country and how dark it was and how terrified people were. And we see that in other countries as well. Where lawyers are standing up for human rights defenders, whether it's in Iran or in Pakistan or in Russia or elsewhere, right? We have a duty
to our fellow Americans in this case. And no matter how hard it gets, no matter how difficult it gets, and and so far, you know, thankfully none of us have been jailed or anything like that. But we need to no, God forbid. you know, the th
Marium Uddin (30:01)
Hassan's gonna be the first to go, I can tell you right now. God forbid. Just joking, Hassan.
Hassan Ahmad (30:04)
God.
Mahsa Khanbabai (30:09)
I think the administration is afraid of all of us because of
our dedication to justice and the rule of law.
Marium Uddin (30:17)
Is there a client whose story has been closed that you're still carrying?
Mahsa Khanbabai (30:21)
Well, right now unfortunately I'm very focused on another client I have, a very similar situation to some of the cases that we've talked about. But he actually has not engaged in any kind of social justice advocacy. He's just a regular average physician from the Middle East, happens to be Palestinian.
And suddenly had his visa revoked and thrown into detention. And now we see the continued retaliation by the State Department and ICE in trying to undermine his immigration status, throwing around these accusations of, you didn't check off the box on the immigration form that your dad was a terrorist, type of nonsense. and this guy I actually wanted to add this point earlier, I forgot, but
the purposeful and intent in trying to cause fear in supporting someone by accusing them of being a terrorist or having ties to a terrorist because the government knows that this is going to scare off everybody from wanting to help this person, from supporting them, from writing an affidavit on why they should be released from detention and their good character.
So right now I'm dealing with that type of case. But the cases I think for individuals that I have represented who've gone on is just summarized by the ripple effect of what we do in helping each person and how they then help their family and they help the people around them and they bring up their community and make it a better place and
that sustains me and helps me keep going because I see then if they're released from detention or once they get their visa or once they get their green card the magnitude of the work that they do multiply because they truly care about doing the right thing and being a productive member of society and helping the community around them.
Hassan Ahmad (32:10)
Just imagine if we invested in people instead of detaining them. Just imagine.
Mahsa Khanbabai (32:14)
Yes.
Marium Uddin (32:15)
That goes for any incarceral system. Let's just also put
Mahsa Khanbabai (32:18)
Yes.
Marium Uddin (32:19)
that out there.
Thank you, Mahsa. Hassan, I do want to talk about what drives you. I think we share.
Mahsa's deeply encouraging perspective that we are not simply helping people survive the system, although we may be in our infancy, we are changing it, albeit slowly. What is the thing that drives you? What keeps you from hardening over time? Or are you hardened and just doing it in spite of that?
Hassan Ahmad (32:44)
It's hard not to get somewhat hardened and jaded obviously in a system like this, but
if I had to be short and succinct about it, come
Marium Uddin (32:52)
You don't.
Hassan Ahmad (32:52)
it comes down to my grandfather, my Dada, my father's father. He was a traditional doctor in India, before partition, and he
was a speaker for the Indian Congress party, which at the time was strongly for the Gandhian vision of a united India where Hindus and Muslims and Sikhs could live together and not be divided. But of course the subcontinent broke apart and he had to leave for Pakistan around the time of partition.
So he had a provincial chairmanship and so he would ride his bike around the streets of Sagar, India, where he was living at the time, and had this little vote box, a yellow vote box, and had a sign on it, be libre de mivor dalle like put your vote in the yellow box and he actually would go around to collect votes and make sure that everybody who could vote voted.
That's just kind of who he was. And because he spent all this time fighting for a unified India and even on his first night in Pakistan he gave a speech to the villagers. The
Hindus and Sikhs that were the majority were now the minority, and then it was now the responsibility of the new Muslim majority to protect them. And he must have had really, really complicated feelings towards his new country. I never met him. He died many years before I was born. But I think that he just it doesn't matter whether you win or not.
The victory is in the effort and that's what keeps me going. I just remind myself that, yes, we all want to have the wins. We all want to feel like we're making a difference. And, we are. There's no doubt I don't mean to downplay that in any way but ultimately I believe
I'm not going to be asked whether I succeeded, but I will be asked whether I tried. And I keep it that simple.
Marium Uddin (34:27)
You have such a way with words. And I think that's the perfect place for us to close out our conversation today. What a remarkable example your grandfather set. We also had the pleasure and privilege of meeting Mahsa's family, the maternal strength of her tribe. And that was something really beautiful to behold. We could see where you get your fire from.
I want to thank you for bearing witness.
Hassan Ahmad (34:53)
Well, I'm in the company
Mahsa Khanbabai (34:53)
Thank you so.
Hassan Ahmad (34:54)
of greatness here. To be on the same podcast as Mahsa. I feel like kinda starstruck, I'll be honest. And Marium, you're where you need to be. Huh? You're where you need to be. You're where you need to be. This
Marium Uddin (35:04)
Inshallah.
Hassan Ahmad (35:05)
Your superpower is bringing people together. I've always been amazed at this because I I I
Mahsa Khanbabai (35:09)
And telling
stories.
Hassan Ahmad (35:11)
Yeah, and telling the stories like this
Marium Uddin (35:11)
Inshallah. Inshallah.
Hassan Ahmad (35:13)
this is where you belong and just you know thank you for the opportunity to
Marium Uddin (35:17)
And show.
Hassan Ahmad (35:18)
let me share with you today.
Marium Uddin (35:19)
your heart, your
heart, your heart. Mahsa.
Mahsa Khanbabai (35:21)
I I
I agree 100% and actually have been a fan and admirer of Hassan for years and years and have always strived to channel his courage, his fire, his fearlessness, and to have him say all these words about me is very humbling. So thank you, Hassan. And, Marium, I've been so blessed to get to know you and be inspired by you and
just by your way of telling these human stories, which are so, so important in making sure you know everyone understands what's happening. So thank you for doing that. The only thing that I wanted to add, Marium, to your question about like how do we keep doing this work, right? Is realizing also that it's a marathon. We have whatever 900-something days, as you mentioned. And
we need to take care of ourselves and we need to take breaks sometimes and pass the baton on to someone else who can carry it for a while until we're ready to jump back in. So I hope both of you are doing that for yourselves and for any of the listeners remember to do that because we're a team and we need to to be there for one another. So thank you both for being there for me at different times. I I
Hassan Ahmad (36:29)
you.
Anytime, anytime.
Marium Uddin (36:31)
It
soon as it's over then we go back to work.
Mahsa Khanbabai (36:36)
Mm.
Marium Uddin (36:37)
I look forward to seeing how this conversation can impact those who are in the trenches and maybe just needed to hear a few words of encouragement from great lawyers like you.
Season 1 Closing Episode 9
Dr. Nour Sharaf & Suhail Nasser
Love Across a War
An emergency physician in Dallas. A photojournalist in Gaza. Dr. Nour Sharaf and Suhail Nasser reflect on sustaining an engagement across nearly three years of war, the images through which the world sees Gaza, and what it means to build a future together when every day is marked by uncertainty.
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